Hui Yan

2007-09-01T15:25:00.000-07:00

hey hey. changed my blog to http://streamof-stars.livejournal.com upon reg's recommendation! (: Thanks.

2007-08-25T13:40:00.000-07:00

yoyo.

went to far east with reg ytd, was real fun! woo! had oreo crush and shilin chicken! Fabulous! Haha, love hanging out with friends! Time just flew pass without our realisation, and in a moment's time it was already 8plus. My goodness, we were kind of shocked. Then shopped somemore and went home.

Reached home quite late for really late dinner at 11pm. Lol. But it was real fun with twinny! (:

I miss one drama! but can't find it in youtube. CRY! But its okay, suan le ba. lol. I saw the beanie box ytd! so cute!!!!!

Later gonna go sun plaza hang out with sis. She says wanna go arcade a while, mummy's gonna sponsor. Haha, miracle! Jk. haha. Thanks mummy! Looking forward! (:

2007-08-23T21:46:00.000-07:00

Finally the end of sem exams! Still feel kinda strange, thought i'll be super happy after the exam. But it turned out otherwise. I still feel stressed about of a lot of things. lol.

One of it is the work during hols! Promoter! Super duper scared. We're supposed to promote toys. haha, funny ehh. Don't know how to promote. Lost touch with the kiddy world. Wonder what we're supposed to do.. Having training tomorrow.. ha, all the best! - _ - lll

So reg, fel, ariel and me are in this job together with myrin and her friends. The horrible thing is all of us will be separated to different areas! Ahh!!! It's already so worrying to promote something, let alone promoting without your friends near you! I guess it will be completely different from that time in bata, since that time was more of searching the sizes for the customers. Now, have to promote. Reg even said scared we need to talk through the mic and demo or something. Don't scare me! Lol. Still, i need the job. Can't keep getting money from my parents. Hope we can survive it!

Going to myrin's house to play with charlotte tomorrow! Yay! She's so cute!

oh ya, went to celebrate elaine and sheena's bdae on sat at billy bombers. OREO CHEESECAKE! Drools. And the cookies and cream milkshake was simply heavenly! It was super nice! Was fun haha, been long since i last saw them. Missed them so much! We were crapping again. Talking about glam and unglams. LOL. That pic that wanlin took of fiona was totally glamorous! Haha. nice photography skills! Woo! Shared onion rings with wanlin, wow so nice!! It was a lot, a good thing we shared (: Took a lot of pictures, esp funny ones. wanlin pretending to kiss sheena. It was super funny! Sheena's so ke lian! lol. Okay, elaine cut the cake and it looked like a complete mess. All of us were stunned. Haha. But have to admit it's hard, cause that time when myrin they all bought cake for me, i didn't cut it well too! Haha, the mango was like dropping here and there. - _ -

Then we watched brave story. Wee! Nice. We were glad it was not elaine who introduced. If not... hahahhaha. Used up all my savings. Broke le. Faints. Need to save a lot of money just to go out with them one time! Lol.

Start worrying about tomorrow's training ba! Guess that's all! Byiiee!

2007-08-06T21:52:00.000-07:00

Hey hey,

Been kind of a busy week rushing through tutorials and revisions. Currently reached the zui gao jing jie ( as sheen would say. LOL) of my sleep. Super lack of sleep. Is it just too much workload for me to handle or that i don't know how to manage my time? Anyway thinking like this won't help, guess i'll just plan plan plan and plan my time well! Although it always go haywire...

I must sleep at 11 tonight! Haha, hope so! Better not have anything crop up just like yesterday.. I'm missing la pi xiao xin! And reg's gonna lend me the vcds she have! OMG! You rock! Thanks! My la pi xiao xin!

To Myrin: Jia you for your exams kay! I can understand your feelings cause i fell down a lot of times before. Must work hard and play hard! Remember how we used to play together and exchange clothes + shoes when young? Haha, keep these happy memories in your heart kay! Just know that even if they don't believe in you, i believe in you. So does cheryl and your friends! Take your exam with confidence and strength kay. I'll always be there for you whenever you need =) Takkire lots! All e best!

2007-07-28T00:01:00.000-07:00

Yo. I'm back!

Changed my blog song! I LOVE THIS SONG! Starting to miss the drama [It started with a kiss]. Waiting for the second series!!!

Kay, so on thurs, we stayed back to do cd project. It was a day of fun and laughter! =)

Went fc3 for lunch and off to the main library we go! Booked rooms and started to do those admin stuffs like writing the script and finding those animal pics plus cutting. haha, it was a fun process! Gladys and me did a lot of self-entertainment with the ice cream sticks! Yay! Lol. They are so nice to play with! Fel even took a video of us playing with them, we look like idiots. lol. Gladys kept complaining that her sheep was very fat and looked like candy floss! LOL. Penguin looks kind of crazy sia! Aww.. and i accidentally hurt my penguin's leg while cutting! Haha, gladys was crying for help and didn't want hers to be cut by me, she said she don't wanna duan shou duan jiao. -_-lll LOL. Evil queen jiu shi evil sia.

Finally, we started on the skit! Wee! It was super enjoyable! Laughed like mad especially on the first scene when we had a great number of NGs. We just kept laughing non-stop. Somemore the room was glass, thus those people outside could see us doing the skit. Had to admit it was so paiseh. Haha, when we wanted to go toilet was like covering our faces as we walk pass the people.

We used those cute cute songs! Love the songs!! And la pi xiao xin's song for the end! Yay! Love la bi xiao xin! He's so so so cute! We were kind of chased out of the library, ONCE AGAIN! Haha, we almost got locked up in the library, cause they thought there wasn't anyone there anymore. We had one final scene left
uncompleted!!!

So, we finally decided on the place to do our final scene. Outside the toilet. Haha, cause the lighting was bright and the wall was white. Had to find a similar one. It was like around 9 plus? Yupp, and guess what. We saw cockroaches on the wall!! They were small ya, but still scary! We screamed a lot! Ariel and me were so extreme, we just ran off. LOL. Khat was quite calm, just that she was kind of shocked by our screams and actually jumped. Haha. We had to force ourselves to do the skit with those cockroaches. Ahh!

That kind of explained why my penguin rocked so hard esp during the last part. Cause i was damn scared, dying to get out of there. LOL. And gladys' sheep, talk and talk and kept hitting my penguin until it disappeared for a while. LOL. then i was like suaning her say she so scheming. LOL! Overall, had a fun time screaming off the insects.

Decided to go clementi mac for our dinner and ppt. We needa do some adjustments. On the way to fc5, it was super dark and we were kind of freaked out. Did some screaming on the way, i guess we were pretty noisy, screamed at the slightest movement. Khat said she will never go haunted house with us! LOL.

On the way to the station, we ate crunch! Yay! Love crunch! Thanks fel and ariel!

Mac tasted great! Had to admit this is the first time i enjoyed doing a project so much! Thanks to my friends for making my day! You all rock!

So the next day, presentation! That's today! Had a fun time too! The class laughed at my penguin! Thanks penguin for being so comical!

Kay think that's all! Bye!

Our representatives!

Monkiie- reg

Sheepiie- gladys

Cattie- fel

Froggy and Rabbit- khat

Doggie- ariel

Penguin- me

2007-07-27T21:50:00.000-07:00

Here to update!

On saturday, went to ariel's aunt house again! But this time round for our cd project! Wee! Ate her aunt's spaghetti too! SUPER DUPER NICE! It was fun! And we made pizza toast. Played spider man, and snr kept wanna step on me. So evil sia. Lol. Though it was ariel who got me in the first round. lol.

Here are the pics! It was so fun! Wee! Sigh.. a pity irene is not in the same project group as us. irene! Next time we all must same group!! haha.

Khat and me were totally astonished at reg's actions. LOL.

Piang Piang Piang! Gladys' pose so style. Haha. She lives up to the "Queen" name sia! Fel is so cute!!!!! HAHA, she looks just like a small cute baby! Notice the khattie's expression. LOL. and ariel, she looks so happy that we're all kena shot. LOL.

Yay! 3 2 1 smile! Love them!

Fel and me. LOL. Behind. GLADYS!!! We were laughin at this madly!

Lucky the female dog again!!! So cute!

1st pic: Reg! =)

2nd pic: The queen working so hard. Woo! Rare sight! LOL.

3rd pic: ariel, khat and me.

4th pic: Doggie putting pizza sauce! Wee! I didn't know that dogs can cook! LOL. jkjk.

BEFORE CHEESY ***********************AFTER

Have to say this, the pizza toast was simply gorgeous! Not to mention heavenly! Look at the cheese! Aww, feel like eating them again! Am i making you hungry? Haha.

1st pic: Felly and me in the kitchen! Wee!

2nd pic: Snrs love food!!!!

3rd pic: Wow, so nice. so tempting! Munch!

4th pic: Height difference! Khattie, let u be proud once ba. lol.

Still remembered gladys was super afraid of the dogs. She even asked ariel what kinda chains they use to tie the dogs the day before. LOL. Had to laugh it off so hard. We were saying like, if one day we really do go SPCA for community service, she will faint first, followed by reg and me. LOL.

Hee, still gt more to update! But haven got the pics for yesterday's. For the time being, shall leave it like this. I'm off to watch Ghost Whisperer! Soon!

To reg: Jia you!! Don't be afraid ba, we will always be behind u =) yinyang will be behind yin2yang2. lOl.

2007-07-27T01:51:00.000-07:00

Yo! Finally found time to blog! Had been super busy with fom proj. And its finally over!!!

To ariel:

Hiie doggie aka moo-y!

HAPPY BELATED BDAE!

You have been a really great friend and i'm so glad to know you! Thanks a thousand million times for being friends! I hereby apologise on reg's behalf for her noobie behaviour. Plsease forgive her ba! =) LOL.

Back to the topic, hope mokun stays healthy and blissful! May you live happily ever after! Let me just say some good things about you since its your day. haha. You are super caring! And super nice! Wee!

Both of us are super scared of insects. LOL. I'm so happy i finally found someone as scared as me. Today, LOL. We were screaming like mad, and jump here jump there. So fun eh? haha. But i hope the cockroaches don't find us again. Somemore, after what khat did to the cockroach.... LOL.

Haha, although i'm afraid of dogs, now i'm kind of not as scared as before. Cause you made me realised that a lot of dogs are actually harmless! But i still don't dare to touch them. Lol. Mokun mokun. AND LUCKY!!!! Wee! Love her!!!

Waha, hope you had an unforgettable bdae on 25 july!!! The new york fish and chips is super nice!!! I'm missing it a lot now!

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On ariel's bdae, snr and me wore the same little miss late shirts and we received stares for like don't know how many times. Some even had their eyes practically fixated on us! OMG. Were we that funny? LOL.

Someone even called us siblings! Had to laughed like mad. HAHAHA. Yo twinny! Overall, it was real fun to wear the same shirt.

So so, here to explain why we bought the lil miss late shirts. Lol. As you guys would had known, both us are like, always late. Okay, maybe not always.! Haha. So we decided to buy that ba. wee! And one more hidden reason. LOL! It's a mystery! Its really hard to wake up early in the morning! Somemore, i always thought i was dreaming of the phone ringing! So i just continued to sleep!

Today, realised that reg woke up at e same time as me! Can you guess the time?7.30!!! OMG. We were super late. lol. And coincidentally we were in the same train. LOL. A big sorry to everyone who waited for us so many times!!! We will really try to wake up early!!! Ha, was afraid that i may not be able to wake up tommorow, so asked reg to give me a morning call. Thanks!

Did our cd proj today! It was super fun and funny!!! Shall blog about that after our cd presentation tomorrow!

Thats all! Bye!

2007-07-19T23:43:00.000-07:00

Yo. Had pacc exam today. I'm kind of messed up. "wee!" Couldn't really discuss much about pacc after that, cause i knew i will definitely cry upon discussion. lol. Anyway, after a while, i was fine. Decided not to let it bother me, there's always a better tomorrow! LOL. Can only pray that i'll pass!!! =)

Oh my gosh, i sound so happy. >< Hmm, feel like watching youtube, but don't feel that i deserve it, since i did so badly for pacc. Okay, time to stop harping on pacc! shoo! haha.

Anyway, nowadays been pretty busy that i find myself having little time for my family. Hmm, need to manage my time well ba. But it seem like an impossible task. Gonna get back ec results on monday? Don't really place much hopes on it. Wee, hope can pass.

I love my blog song! It makes mi reminisce about my sec 2 life! Haha, cause my friends and i were pretty crazy over energy during our sec 2 year. And i love this song! i miss sec 2 !!!! I want hermione's time travel thingy, can travel back. haha. Ehh, i think too much le. Dots!

Thanks snr! Thanks cute doggie! Thanks toady! Thanks crowy! Thanks alibaba! Thanks waa~emoticon! Thanks for helping me with pacc! wee! =) LOVE U GALS!!!

Okay! tomorrow gonna go school earlier with "pei pei" LOL. We do have lots of nicknames, lol.

kay thats all! Take care of ur healths! Don't fall sick. =) note to moo and abu: sleep earlier! lol. I'm so in love with nicknames!

2007-07-16T12:10:00.000-07:00

Yo. Was studying pacc on sat, while justin's dad came suddenly, and gave us a big surprise! He gave us donuts from the donut factory. Omg! I was craving for them, and then they pop out! wee! Tried the white choco with orange.Oh man, i love that! It was so nice! Haha, enough about food.

So, i have made a decision, but suddenly felt that i've lost my life purpose. Like a big part of my life was ripped out of me. Hmm, wonder if i made the wrong decision. Ahh..but it seems like there's not much of a turning back. Even if i turn back, it'll be tough too. Ahh, jing tui liang nan. will just take one step at a time. Maybe i was too used to it, so i may feel like something's missing ba. Hope that all will turn out well =)

Exams are coming. Super worried. i think i will flunk this coming ca2. Not much time to study and do tutorials. I need forgo my hours of sleep le.!

Hmm, my grandfather's not doing well.. old age ailments. He's kind of suffering, and its real sad to see that. I think i haven not done much for him, cause i'm not really close to him. Sigh.. I'm such a bad granddaughter. It must be hard for my grandmother to take care of him too, since she's also old. But still, glad my uncle and his wife is living with them, together with their baby! At least they can take care of them, cause they live quite far from us. Ahh, I don't know what i can do for my grandfather. Really hope he gets well soon. But mum says its pessimistic. =( I had always thought that we were not that close, but i still feel e heartache. I'm starting to miss my grandfather le...

Guess thats all ba. bye~ take good care frens!

2007-07-10T23:56:00.000-07:00

Hiie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a really lame morning today! AHH! Haha, so.. mum suddenly woke me up at about 6.15am screaming at the top of her lungs, " HUIYAN!!! YOU'RE GONNA BE LATE! ITS 6.15!!!" (In chinese lol). I was scared out of my wits( by her shouting), real shocked and quickly scrambled out of bed. My mind was still in the state of shock to think. LOL. I was puzzled, how come the alarm didn't sound? But i had no much time so i just assumed that it was spoilt and switched off the alarm.

As i walk to the mrt station, i walked as fast as i could cause i thought that i will be late. Then i boarded the train. I found it strange that I still see quite a number of secondary school students still on their way to school. Haha. As fate would have decree, i wanted to sms my friends that i will be late halfway through the journey, then i saw e clock in my hp. CRYYY! It was 7.10 only!!! My mouth was hanging open. It was so unbelievable. Then i thought, ooo, there must be something wrong with my hp clock cause the alarm didn't ring. Suddenly, a realisation hit me! OMG, what time was it that mum said? 6? 6.10? No, 6.15. Uh OH. No wonder i saw so many sec school students! All my hopes were dashed! I was offically 1 hour earlier for school! I actually reached dover at 7.45!!!! Faints. So i stood there for about 45mins plus then irene came!!! waha! then followed by e others! It was a really lame morning. My 1 hour of deprived sleep!!!

Haha, so today during pacc and econs lecture was thinking of food. LOL. so hungry. Cause i just grabbed 2 biscuits hastily. Aww. But i'm glad i didn't fall asleep haha.

Did fom proj after school! AHH, so hard. Can see that regina and ariel was really stressed. And we were laughing so hard at ariel's so called "hallucination" by gladys and raymond. LOL. Jia you ba! Anyway, i'm kind of worried about the placing strategy. I got this kind of feeling that i did wrongly. Need ask the teacher tomorrow! Hope its correct! I don't want a blow at this kinda time. lol.

Ate dinner with my frens! haha, fun! (: was really funny, and reg was there crapping again. And we heard the queen's message, and also the doggie's woofing, plus e wahh~ msn emoticon. LOL. Wow, my frens are so unique! haha.

Went to buy something just now. The Mr Bean store was just opposite!!! Felt like buying the pearly again! But i resisted the temptation! Wee! Such a great achievement! LOl. Happy! Now, i'm so tired, feel like drinking coffee bean's black forest. LOL. ahh!

Guess that's all! cya!

2007-07-07T22:09:00.000-07:00

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Hey, went to school on friday and realised there were no lectures n tutorials that day! Cancelled. LOL. That was real lame.
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So later, went to hospital to visit kit mei, ariel n fel accompanied me cause they were afraid i will lose my way. thanks!! u gals rock! haha. Turned out i would become a lost kid if they didn't go with mi. I know you 2 waited for me for real long, thanks once again! Hope you gals enjoyed touring the hospital! =)

Kit mei just had a surgery and she looked real pale. I could see her struggling to get up. I sure hope she gets well soon. Hope she'll be lively once again!

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Later on, we went to heartland mall! The crow went to meet her mum, so left the moos. haha. We went to world of sports, and took pictures for my fom project. Strolled around the shopping mall too! And and, i found my mukdon!!! Finally!! i thought that it's only available in korea! And oh my gosh! i found mukdon!!! It's real cute! yay! I didn't buy it of cause, haha, trying to save up money nowadays. Just seeing it once is enough. (:

Had a fun time in heartland mall. Discovered the wonders of kovan! The food paradise! Oh wow! Faints! I think i had been to the mall before, have some recollections, but i forgot why was i there for. Maybe some day, one day i will remember.

I'm addicted to pearly. haha. Mr Bean rocks! Went to buy pearly, and i saw the beanie toys again! REAL CUTE! They were smiling at me, telling me, " Buy me! Buy me!" Aww.. lol. Wait for me! Still hesitating whether to buy or not. It seems like a waste of money. I need to learn to spent my money wisely. But, they're just so cute! So don't blame me if i really buy them one day. lol.

So so, today! Was doing fom project. I think i'm really slack. Feel so sad. Ahh, don't really understand placing. Wondering how to do. lol. But i'll figure out a way soon. Even if it means late nights! Anyway, i'm having a great number of late nights already. Been getting scoldings from my mum everyday for staying up late. Guess i can't help it. There's just too many work to be done, so little time.

In a great great dilemma now! I don't know where to go, what to do! Thanks ariel and khat for offering me suggestions! I really appreciate them. The rest will be up to my decision. I sure hope i'll make the right decision and stay firm to it. Life is just full of troubles! Sometimes i just wished that i'm a bird flying freely, free from worries! Or dogs, to be loved by their owners and live everyday of my life happily! Still, i'm not any.

I guess dreaming won't make much difference. It only take up my time. I need to stop avoiding the problems and face up to them. I sure hope it will turn out fine! Keeping my fingers crossed. For the time being, i shall focus on my projects and exams first.

I'm so speechless now. My mind's swirling with lots of problems! I can't seem to solve any! Even if one of them is resolved, another one comes popping up! It just keep on coming! Spinning spinning... Going nuts soon. haha.

Ending sentence: POLY IS NOT SLACK AT ALL!

Yea =) But i'm glad to have friends like you all! Thanks to all my friends! You all are just so caring beyond words!

2007-07-01T19:49:00.000-07:00

Heyhey,

Went to church in the morning and saw vanessa in bishan as usual. So i alighted n went to church with them. Realised that melissa invited jiexin!!! she's my phs schoolmates! sheena's fren! Oh gosh! Such a coincidence. It was fun!

During the service, i learnt a lot of things. (: okay, so pastor said about no one is born stupid, neither is anyone born smart. She used scientific theory to prove it. It goes like this... those ppl who are smart, are not because they are born to be smart, but because they think a lot. Scientists have proved that the more a person thinks, the more the connections in the brain. For example, how do we know that 2 x 2 is 4. It's like, when we just learnt it, we were tentative in our answers. However, now, we will just shoot out the answer 4 without any hesitations. This is because of the connection established in our brains.

One of the experiments are of these 2 rats. One of it in a deprived condition, meaning that it is in a place where it would not stimulate the brain to think. While the other one in a stimulated environment. Later on, the scientist placed the 2 rats in a maze, to test if they can find the food, and how fast can they find it. It is proven that the rat in the stimulated environment found the food easily, while the other either have great difficulty, or could not manage to find it. When the scientist examined the brains of the two rats, they found more connections in the brain of the rat in the stimulated environment than the other one.

So, overall, what pastor is trying to tell us is that, no one is stupid. We can all excel in our studies if we stop being lazy in our minds. We need to think. Sometimes we may find our thinking to be slower than the others, that's because we don't think as often as the others. So, when anyone thinks slow, it's not because he/she is stupid, its only because his/her brain is not trained enough.

After this sermon, i am actually happy. I used to think that i'm stupid, always being slow and all. But now, i feel like a great burden been lifted off my shoulders! I am not stupid! haha. I only need to learn conscientiously and think more!!! Ya, and the same goes to all of you! Hope you all can be encouraged (:

Christina had this testimony that made me cried. She was talking about her family problems and we could feel that she's really sad about them. As she spoke, she started crying. And ya, a lot of us cried too. It was so touching. She said about how pastor helped her with her studies, with her family and financial problems. It was a great testimony!

Overall, was happy i can go church today. (:

Anyway, i've fallen head over heels in love with mr bean's 3 in 1 riceballs! And the beanie toys!!! I can't be saved anymore! The beanie toys are so cute!!!! My goodness! Faints! i want the beanie toys!!! LOL.

Tonight 8pm on channel 5!! YAY! Happy Potter!!! LOL. okay, Harry potter. I swear the dementors are real creepy, the first time i watched in the cinema, i was completely scared out of my wits! Hair stands. lol. They look gross, but of cause, when it comes to the level of gross, they can't be compared to voldemort. My gosh.

I still have lots of homeworks left undone. All the best to me. Waha, hope i can finish them on time. About 3 more weeks to ca2. Oh wow, fantastic! Ahhh...

Guess that's all for today! Haha, byiiee!

2007-06-30T15:14:00.000-07:00

Hiie!

ytd morning met reg n went to far east for my belt. to punch e hole. haha, while waiting for e shops to open, we went heeren walk walk. then went mac to find if gt e gingerbread man reg wanted. turned out it was sold out!!! then went kovan to meet ariel n irene. n we were late ar! sorry to ariel n irene!!! then we decided that we r little miss lates. LOL

went to ariel's aunt hse ytd for baking cookies! coz i wanted to bake cookies for my mum's bdae. haha, so we all went. ariel gonna teach us! wow n her aunt's hse is like, oh wow! lol. how can i describe it? ehh, magnificant? LOL. it was so so so nice! n big! lol. reg was takin pics of e hse like a tourist. LOLOLOL.

ariel's aunt cooked spaghetti for us!!! so nice!!! thanks ariel's aunt a lot!!!

Below are e pics! ariel's aunt hse from e outside. so nice!

e swing!!!! i love e swing!!

hehe. butter and sugar. be4 stirring.

one of e egg yolk is cracked by ariel, another by mi! great achievement! waha. i actually managed to crack it without breaking it! OMG!

sieving e flour!!! can u c e flour falling down? haha. reg sieving, i was takin e pic. cool photography skills eh? lol

our choco cake be4 puttin inside e cake machine. smells so nice!!! although e cake machine went down n we couldn't make it. it was still fun smelling it. LOL. fragrant! love chocolates! lol. then we tried mixing it with flour n put in in oven. but didnt taste nice. failed experiment. but it was still fun!!! haha.

mixing the egg with butter n sugar! yay!

e smiley face i drew with flour! nothing better to do. haha

lucky e female dog! she's so cute! reg n i was damn scared of e dogs in her house. 4 big dogs! they were like barking, coz v happy. then we xia dao. jumped somemore. lol. irene n ariel was like patting lucky! wow! so courageous! i also wan!!! they v cute!! but we still scared, dun dare to touch them. i miss lucky! lol. lucky is damn pretty n friendly! n guai!!!

ariel with lucky! she is so caring! wow! (watery eyes) lol

our dough! haha, damn hard to stir. we had to take turns n with 2 person holding the bowl. lol. but ariel was so pro at stirring. lol

our cookie be4 baking!! smells nice though. lol

cookies in e oven! hot hot! so fragrant!!

the steps we had to climb to e attic! omg, so high!

nice window! love this window!!!!

nice steps!!! LOL.

reg n mi emo-ing at e attic. nice scenery though. outside. lol

twist!!! yay! 2 lamers! haha

lol. we were doing e indian dance.

hiie! neighbours!!

yay! our first time baking cookies 2gth. bakery store!! haha.

e 2 tiny green chairs. they were real tiny! so cute!

reg n ariel on e green tiny chairs! so cute! aha

ariel n mi sitting on e tiny green chairs! heehee.

reg n mi. haha

ariel with e dog while we were playing with e swing. wow, i wanna touch e dog too!

reg n mi on e swing! wow! my first time on this kind of swing! so nice! so fun!!!! we love e swing!!! yay!!!

reg n irene on e swing! they look so cute! waha.

yay! as e swing was swinging!

bulls! moo~~ ehh, moo is cows izzit? then wad sound do bulls make?

n finally!!! our final product!!! first batch!! haha. we forgt to take pics of e other nicer batch. lol.

It was a great day! thanks to ariel n her aunt!!! e cookies was so sweet! but v nice!

so i went home! waited for my mum to come home from her fren's hse. then i gave her e cookies n said, " mummy, ur early present for ur birthday!" haha, she looked happy! yay! so happy!

overall, haven had such fun in ages. thanks gals!! (: next time, make waffles, ice creams n more! LOL.

2007-06-29T00:12:00.000-07:00

heyhey,

finished my ca1 2dae. supposed to be on cloud nine ba. but i felt kinda sad. coz now hav to rush fom proj and study for ca2. aww... nowadays i tink i very lazy lol. so hard to study sia. lethargic i guess. nid more slp ba, im like a walkin corpse at home. lol.

so! stayed at skul to do itab proj. then we went far east. was kinda fun! shop shop shop, suddenly i heard this loud scream. aww, one day i gonna go deaf. haha, it was monster hendri. we saw yipeng, caijing, tingfang and their fren kelly too! was kinda funni.

then shop shop shop, i finally found e star belt!!! my star belt! stars rocks sia. haha. i tried e pepper puff from o chang kee that ariel introduced. super nice! omg. im gonna eat that a lot of times le! haha

so, we went home! looking forward to tml. baking cookies. but im v tired now. gonna go slp le. haha. bye!

2007-06-25T20:20:00.000-07:00

Hiie!

went out to skul earlier today to study econs. haha. something funny actually happened be4 we studied. lol.

okay, so there was this uncle, eating his dessert. so i saw e dessert, looks like oreo bits on it, was rather curious wad it was. so i was telling regina n pointed excitedly to e dessert exclaiming, " look at that!" n ahhhh, e uncle looked up. saw mi pointing. i was like, stunned.

guess wad he did? he quickly covered his dessert with his hands! i was completely dumbfounded! then i laughed non-stop. LOL. khat, fel, reg, ariel , irene and gladys all saw it! n we were laughing madly! it was so funny! like wad was he doing? LOLOLOL. ok, i was paiseh too. then quickly go buy food. waha. n when i came back, he was gone! heh heh.

shared lunch with reg. coz we were quite full. then studied econs. e exam!!! ahh! it was so hard! n i forgt nid watch sia. xi guan c e hp time le. lol. suddenly felt so lost when e exam started. i was lookin around frantically. where's e clock? ahh! none! so i jus kinda did as fast as i could. last min finished it up. but i tink a lot of wrong ba, coz i dun really understand econs. tuxie.!

tml stats! haha, hope can make it.

guess that's all. haha. bye!

2007-06-22T23:20:00.000-07:00

Heya!

this hols been rather hectic for mi. so didn't really hav much time to blog. exams r coming! 3 more days! ahh, i can't believe it. so fast. its like, boom! n its fri already. still stuck in e hol mode. haha. ehh, but i guess this ain't much of a hol, since there're projects n revisions to do!

gonna talk abt wed? haha, went out causeway lib to study with reg. then pei her go meet e AIA person. it was really funny n embarrassing. okay, so she was supposed to meet this person in delifrance. turned out this person called her about some insurance. she was kinda blur blur, so went to c how. were afraid she get cheated, so i went with her.

So, she msged e person n asked if her fren can come along. n e person replied something like, " one on one plz." wth? lol. shrugs* haha, so she met her in delifrance, n i jus sat at e table opposite them. was quite broke, so bought a scoop of vanilla ice cream upon reg's recommendation! haha, tt tasted great! keke. anyway, so was waiting n kind of "watching over" regina. haha. they talked for abt an hour! n i had to eat that scoop for an hour! imagine! one ice cream scoop for an hour! lol. could feel e waitress looking at miie for ages! haha, was like waiting for mi to finish my ice cream so she could settle my bill. LOL. was like, so malu!!! heh.. but e ice cream was really nice! haha.

in e end, reg still agreed to e insurance. coz that lady was like, kinda aggressive. didnt give her time to think to agree or not! she jus told her abt e insurance, explain n ask her to choose e insurance type, n to e bank! i onli realised it after she went to e bank. was like omg? aiyoyo.. her mum was actually pretty angry, but after e lady made a home visit. her mum switched sides n agreed to e insurance. wow? persuasive power??

yupp, so we went study agn. then ltr i went northpt to meet vivian they all. celeb xq's bdae. haha! happy belated!! was kinda fun. then went home, watched e last ep of " to get unstuck in time"! e ending was really nice, but super funny n lame! i was like laughin so hard. e weifeng n such a young girl? omg, n e dad became a monk? v comical. LOL. but it was nice! haha. i love e song! haha. morning sir so shuai sia. oh man. gonna miss watchin him on tv!

thurs went out to sakae with my church frens. was kinda fun. haha, talked n laughed quite a lot. ate until really full !! but i wanna eat agn now! so nice! waha. it was super funni. we kip laughin at marcus, those embarrassing things he did. LOL. kip making fun of him. laughin like mad. on e mrt, he was talkin to us, until e train door closing he dunno, then closed so near his nose! then ting ting said his nose too sharp le. LOL. so funny!

ltr we went cg, n it was fun! haha, missed cg lots! got home kinda late, so didnt go online. jus kind of slept. LOL.

in e morn, alarm sounded. then i dreamt of myself stopping e alarm, then brush teeth, n suddenly mum jus shouted for mi to wake up, n i was jerked out of slp. cua tio. lol. so went out to skul with reg, ariel, fel, irene n khat to study! was okay, haha. but kinda scared. coz i did stats n couldnt finish it within 1hr. so.. kinda scared exam not enough time. it was quite fun though. saw kelvin. then he called mi, asked mi if i gt c him. then we like waved to each other. damn funni. haha.

went home! haha, was half sleeping in e train coz reg was too boring! waha, jkjk! coz i was really v tired! haha. reached home! n rested! yay! haix, but i tink im kinda slack. but sometimes, really v hard to get into study mood.

NARUTO!!! waiting for ep 18 like mad! haha. so long!!!! n huan huan ai! waiting for ep4!!!!

haven start on econs! so scared. dun really dare to touch e notes. econs is so scary! ahhh. hmm, tml then start ba. so tired. nowadays i jus love to slp.

anyway, guess its all! takkire all! (:

2007-06-14T23:11:00.000-07:00

Hiie

hmm yea guess these few days r pretty bz. n one week is about to be over??? so fast! tmr still hav cip sia. so tired... suddenly feel that life is just work n work n work.. getting more n more tired of life.. so speechless.

oh mann, feel that my head's gonna explode!!! bomba! ....

nowadays hav been pretty moody coz of some thingss.. yupp. thanks for being there for mi my frens! love u all so much! was really touched that u gals were so caring. although still feel really sadd, coz a lot of probs not solved. im glad to have u all standing on e same side as miie. words can't describe my gratitude!

ahhh, i really have a lot of things unsettled! n when this is happening, more n more probs are starting to pile up on miie. my heart is like, so burdened. hmm, y is life so hard??? sighh.. im losing more n more hope as time pass.. i nid more faith to believe that i can get pass these.. ya, hope so..

nowadays i sigh so much.. so sian.. hmm, but at least, i noe im living a blessed life already.. will try my best to have hope agn. ..

some day, one day..

2007-06-11T18:58:00.000-07:00

Hiie!

Had itab lesson 2dae. wow, learnt lots! it was kinda fun, not as boring as i tot it would be. ltr went to fc3 for our lunch! wanton mee! SO NICE! wow wow! waha, then n went main lib for itab pbl. discovered that we may need to do macro! OMG! die ar. sadd.. im running out of time for revision n projs!

yeahh! 2dae gt jin shun n ge shi ziu xiong!! YAY!!!! YAY!!! YAY!!!

wanted to revise 2dae. guess not much time. coz starting from 7 gonna watch tv until 11. waha. gt css too! wahhh (:

2007-06-10T01:29:00.000-07:00

Went to sentosa 2dae! here r e pics! xD

FEL sun-tanning. ariel n i hiding in e shade LOL. khat taking sneak pic!

hooray to caps! we love caps! (:

wow! beautiful legs!

this pic looks so professional! LOL.

ehhh, sampan extra. shoo! lol.

omg, so gay-ed!!!!

fel n miie! same shorts! waha (: same colour shirt! white rocks! aha (:

with ariel n fel!!! on e monorail. lol.

Oh man! they r so cute!!!

lining up for e tics. xD

OMG! my sentosa island! its gorgeous!!!

so do we look like construction workers?

wahhh! LOL. plz do not act cool. lol.

ariel n my shadow! waha! KOOL!

***

it was one hot sunny day! waha. n we set out for sentosa! it was super hot. i gt sunburnt! ahhh.. pain. but it was fun! laughed a lot! oh ya, they played truth or dare. lol. n oh man, it was scary! lol. they had e guys kissing guys. gayed!

had fun burying our legs with e sand. wahaha. we went e pet shop too! OMG! e dogs r so cute!!! im really scared of pets. but i love them!!! so cute!!!!!!

anyway, i guess pictures r worth a thousand words! byiiee!! (:

2007-06-10T01:20:00.000-07:00

Pic we took in skul!

my chilli sauce!!!!

gimme a smile! (:

reg's hand. stop di xiao-ing mi. LOL.

will add on when i get more (:

2007-06-06T19:02:00.000-07:00

HelloSs!

been rushing fom proj these few days.. had lots of late nite with ariel n reg. it was very tiring, but happy to know that we're all pia-ing 2gth. (: n finally, e fom proj is over! i was so stressed over the fom proj. glad it is done. but but.. haii, cant be in e same grp as reg n ariel le. im very sadd sia.. haii. will miss working with them! (: yupp, n there're 2 more projs at hand. wish mi luck. lol.

Almost couldn't wake up 2dae. lol, luckily forced myself to wake up. mum had to pull bro out of e bed. budden, in e end, he still didnt go. guess he decided to pon. lol. wow! bro! o levels r coming! lol. but i guess he's pretty stressed out. been thro tt ya. lOl.

ohh mann, i haven done my econs! been so bz with fom that i didn't even have the time to do econs. die mann. later needa do le. ahhh! wanted to use com ltr de. but i guess, it just can't be helped.

yupp, that's about all. byiiee!

2007-06-06T19:00:00.000-07:00

regina and hendri picked me to do this, n so it goes...

This quiz has less than 67 questions.
Choose 7 friends to do this survey!Here's what you're supposed to do....and DON'T spoil the fun.
PUT HOW LONG IT TOOK YOU TO DO THIS AS THE SUBJECT.

1. Start Time: 6.43pm
Name: Hui Yan
Nickname: huihui, yanyan, yanhui(party)
4. Astrology sign: Taurus
5. Gender: Female
6. Hair color: brown
7. Eye color: Black
8. Height: 161 cm ( so tall~~ haha)
9. Favorite color: White n purple
1o. Glasses: Yes
11. tattoos: nope
12. Birthplace: KK Hospital
13. Area code: wads this???
14. TRUE friends : wow.. too many to list. lol.

******HAVE YOU EVER*****
15. Cut your own hair? : yea.. (:
16. Done something in the past regret?: Yaa
17. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? ehh, i wonder..
18. Skipped school? : yes LOL.
19. Bungee jumped? : nahh.
2o. Punched someone? : oh mann, no. lol.
21. Cheated on someone? : nopee..
22. Been arrested? : Nope.
23. Broken into someones house?: NO. lol
24. Been to a funeral? : Yes..
25. Used a lighter? : nahh, cant even start e fire..

*****FAVORITE*****
26. Season: Winter!!! wanna experience it so much!!!
27. Ice cream flavor: vanilla!!!
28. School subject(s) : Mathematics
29. Candy: lots xD
3o.Breakfast: 3 in one riceballs from mr bean!
31. Juice: Apple/ orange.
32. Book(s): Harry potter, the clique, pendragon
33. Movie(s): pirates of the carribean, harry potter, a cinderella story.. a lot more i guess.
34. Song(s): wow too maniii..
35. Letter(s): From my friends
36. Favorite fast food restaurant : pizza hut
37. Disney Princess: lol. not sure..
38. TV station: not much of a difference..
39. Name for a son: No idea..
4o. Name for a daughter: dots.. no idea too.. ><

******DO YOU PREFER*****
41. Chocolate or Vanilla? : vanilla!!!!
42. Alcoholic or not? : eeww..
43. Scary movies or comedies? : Both. aha, although i freak out easily.
44. Short or long hair? : as long as rapunzel. lol, jus kidding..
45. Croutons or bacon bits? : Bacon bits

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******
46. Mexicans in general: humans?
47. School: phs
48. Grass: soil
49. Cow: milk
5o. Canada: country
51. Mouse: YUCKS.
52. Hands: legs

******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******
53. Watched a movie? : Nahh..
54. Talked on the phone?: Yes
55. Cried? : yes..
56. Choked?: No
57. Drank a glass of water? thats not funny!
58. Done Drugs? : No.
59. Read a book or magazine? : yess.
6o. Watched TV? : YESSSS!!!! of coz i did!!! dramas r one of e best things in e world! xD
61. Looked in the mirror? : Yeaa
62. Taken a shower? : Of course! (:
63. Taken a picture? : nahh. (:
64. Listened to music? : Yippi yup yup
65. Kissed someone? : NO
66. Told someone you liked them: NO
67. End time: 7.00pm

Now for the Lucky picks:
(1): WANLIN
(2): ELAINE
(3): JIAHAO
(4): MYRIN
(5): SHEENA
(6): YIPENG
(7): RUIZHEN

Must do! And pass it on to your "lucky picks"

(:

2007-05-29T09:57:00.000-07:00

Hiie!

Burnt the midnight oil with ariel and reg yesterday. Was really tired, had to drag myself out of the bed.. ><

after lesson, went for our project meeting again. stressed arr..! so many things to do! so little time! ltr had our dinner. fun!

walked home! with half-opened eyes. waha. so im finally home! yay its 10! guess wad? i wanna go watch tv le.

byiiee!

2007-05-25T14:09:00.000-07:00

Yo. (a stiff one. wad snr said. !)

gonna trace back to wednesday? That fateful day! aha, went to sp with ariel n reg snr for our e learning. did e itab. was pretty blur, but it turned out quite okay. coz i had ariel n reg helping mi! thanks a lot gals! u 2 rock big time!

at first we were in the library, then we went on to fc4 to find tf they all, then continued wit my itab. i had a splitting headache, so wasn't feeling that good of a mood. ariel n reg tot i was sick or something, and they were pretty concerned. thanks so much.! Thank God i have such caring friends! xD

i gt scared by hendri and ruizhen. i should have anticipated that, coz everytime i go fc4 with them around, im sure gonna get scared again! i screamed. n even ariel( sitting beside mi) also xia dao. haha! tt was funni! so e best part of all! dinner time! haha, e western food rocks! but e fish decreased in size 2 times! sadd.. but anyway, i enjoyed myself! reg was like cracking jokes now and then, i could laugh till i drop.

at about 8plus, we were being "chased out" of e fc4 coz they had to close. so we ended up like liu luo jie tou. then we walked pass an aircon place, n saw some people inside using laptops. it closed at 10pm! hooray! so we got in n continued with our work.i missed the 10pm show!!!! CRY!!!! i wanna watch so much!!!! i called home, and dad picked up the phone. he actually kind of scolded mi and asked" where did u go out to play till so late? u better come home now." i actually felt tears welling in my eyes. i rebutted him that i was doing my e learning until so tired, yet he actually tot i was out playing. was really sad then. but after a while i decided to forget abt it! haha. then at abt 10pm, e security guard came n chased us out. AGAIN! finally, we went home. learnt quite a lot of itab! yay!

on e way home! mrt! haha, was crapping with reg. it was fun! haha. i was so engrossed that i didnt realised that e train had reached semb. when e doors were about to close, reg was like telling mi, "this is semb!!!!!" aha, i had to get my things n run out. that was funny! haha.after i gt out of e train was like laughin so hard. then waved gdbye! lol.

so thurs! went out sp do e learning with ariel n reg agn! onli for abt a few hours, but we felt tt we learnt more than wed. yay, thank God! thanks to hendri and ruizhen for helpin us with e fom n stats! tyty! ate dinner, then went for cg! haha.

cg turned out to be really great! i hanged out pretty late coz i just felt like staying there. (: went home n online. i slept at 3plus! haha, didnt know it was so late until i saw e time. n i was OMG-ing.

so...!!! gonna continue with my e learning! i missed e 10pm show agn ytd!! im damn sad! at least i can watch 2dae. but im really v v v sad!!!!! y did i miss it? ahhhhh!!!

kay thats all! byiiee!

2007-05-22T23:37:00.000-07:00

i watched e 10pm show jus now! its really nice!!!!!!!!!! love tt show! love tt main cast!! he's so shuai! omg i sound hua chi. lol! but i like him a lot! haha.

anyway, tt show's really v nice n interesting. i can't miss any episode! hope i dun miss. i missed a lot of e previous 10pm show .

kay. thats all! plz watch tt show! its v nice!! ((:

2007-05-22T21:22:00.000-07:00

Yo.

finished my pacc, econs, cd n stats e learning le. finally! hooray! n i have to thank my frens for helpin mi! haha. tyty. so left fom, itab n ec. oh mann, left e tough ones..!

actually, nthn much to blog coz nowadays have been burying my head in books n computers. haha. e learnin is so hard! but tml gonna go skul do wit ariel n reg. hope can finish by tml! xD

there a lot of things to do.. like hws n projs. getting so tired. wonder when will this end? hmm, seems like a lame thought. coz i dun tink its gonna end. haha. thurs gt cg! looking forward! haha, really hope i can manage my time.

2nite 10pm channel u! theres a really nice new show! must watch! so happi! i like e main cast.

kay so thats all! byiiee!

2007-05-20T00:43:00.000-07:00

Yo!

went out for FOM proj 2dae. was kinda slack. didnt really do much, worried sia.. it was fun hearing reg n dvd debate. LOL. reg say until he speechless. my goodness, she's jus so pro at debating. it was super funny! ariel n miie laughed like mad.. i told reg abt dvd sayin yishun de ppl looks jiu, aha, n she was brooding on tt topic n kept suaning woodlands de ppl. i was like tiao bo li jian LOL. i tink dvd wan kill mi sia! murderous look! lol. jkjk. reg is so cute 2dae! we laughed a lot!

2dae marks e end of fasting! yupp, happi of coz! 2dae mum bought nice breakfast! n had to resist e urge to eat. mum called mi n scolded miie, ask mi y didnt i eat. man.. haha. i said sorry to her of coz, sorry mum!

after e proj we went on to shop. at first was reg, ariel, dvd, n miie. then dvd went off after some time coz it was too sian for him. ran off wit e speed of lightning. my gosh. so we went find reg's ring. oh ya n it reminded miie, i forgt to wear my ring 2dae. n i felt so strange. lol! back to e topic.. so i saw one nice star earrings! but i didnt buy la, didnt wan to waste my parent's hardearned money. learning to be a sensible daughter.. hard ya haha.

went home wit reg.took a lot of pics on e train. a lot of ppl looking at us taking e pics n laughing madly. waha, but it was fun!!! we took some funni pics n looked really idiotic! love my twinny!!

exams are coming!! yea so that's all!!! byiiee!

takkire. ((:

2007-05-19T00:14:00.000-07:00

yo haha.

nowadays was pretty bz! haha, with hws n projs as usual. didnt really hav much time for recreation, let alone stoning. so i stoned in class instead, n fel kept hitting me back to reality. next pg le i was still stoning. n she was laughing so hard.

2dae fel n me made tt idiotic smile agn. so funni! laughin madly!

we played uno n heart att 2dae. haha, was fun! hendri kip scaring us agn. we kept screamin. noise pollution my gosh. he is really scary when he scares ppl! i really tot he sounded like a monster! e first time he scared mi, i really tot tt it was a monster (although i noe there're no monsters in this world ><) . but overall was fun screaming. haha, n i m really slow. die le, y so slow? im like almost always e last one to place my hands there! n gt hit a lot of times. even sheery noticed tt! keke.

during this fastin period, i realised i actually eat a lot. i realised e moments when i get hungry. haha, my gosh. y do i eat so much? time to change! cannt waste money lol. tml gonna do proj agn! stressed out!! but i guess it'll be fun. im so happi to be in e same grp as ariel n reg! gonna pia tml agn! gogogo!

went to yjc 2dae to support audrey wit her choir concert! saw eugene while waitin for sheena. chatted quite a while. then his frens tot i his hu. LOL. laughin madly. seriously.. they tink too much. xD. aha, n audrey looks so cute! we were sitting on e second row. sheena n mi were whispering her name, she actually heard it! n turned! LOl. she was smiling to herself. so funni.

went on to mac wit sheen. saw john for e second time 2dae! then chatted a while too!

overall, 2dae was fun! xD

2007-05-10T22:37:00.002-07:00

discovered something really funny today! i have to trace this back to a few days ago.. if i'm not wrong. tt day, we went fc4 for our FOM project, and regina saw one guy ( an adult) wearing smartly. he actually helped 2 clear e trays, and regi n me were feeling like, oh wow! this lecturer is too good to be true!

aha, then today went to fc4 for our cd project, then was sitting down. then we saw that "lecturer" again. n guess wad? we saw his name tag! n realised he's not a lecturer! he's somewhat like the caretaker of the fc4! n we were laughing madly. we had thought he was a lecturer! my gosh, if only there was such a gd lecturer. maybe i have not met him yet. -_-lll lololol. n the caretaker looks so cute n smart! woo.

ate my lunch! nice! haha. later hendri came n scare mi while i was eating, i practically choked. LOl. horrible gay arr. lol. then regi n hendri was doing some funni bye bye actions! so funni! n tingfang was renacting the scene of TF= The Floater. lol, it was so funny! she's v cute sia! haha. n i realised when rz laughs, she's v cute too! my goodness! when i c ting n rz laugh i feel like laughin too. lol.

went to cca ltr. CMCC! it was really funn! i love my cca! haha, fun singing. n e most fun part was playing games at e later part. it was super funny!

having my dinner now. my gosh, so late. kay, ltr gonna research on EC proj. i'm really scared! hope i can find useful info!

2007-05-09T19:30:00.000-07:00

After school, i was down n feeling pretty useless about myself, but i shoved off the unwanted feeling and continued to be normal. nevertheless, as soon as i got home, the feeling drifted back...

this is gonna be really emotional, i guess if you don't want to read on, then its okay...

i am having difficulty with the lectures and tutorials. i don't seem to get a lot of things, where others could just get it into their heads once the teacher taught. i guess i'm really slow. i find it hard to absorb the things taught, and i was just wondering, am i just plain stupid? especially in IT lessons, there are a number of times when i can't catch up with the tutor. i was so confused and lost. it was at those kind of moments where i feel so bad about myself. i find it hard to ask my friends, cause i'm afraid of disturbing their work. i'm really trying hard to be independent, but i just can't seem to be able to. i am so.. tired..

When i think of statistics and FOM, i just feel so stressed. i don't understand what the statistics lecturer is talking about, n my FOM just sucks. i'm just so not a creative person.. For the presentation just now, i really tried hard to talk louder so that the teacher could catch what i was talking about. i was practically shouting? but he can't seem to hear clearly. kay, i'm sorry for writing these sad things out. i just wanna get it out of my chest. sorry if i spoiled your mood.

Am just wondering, why do time pass so quickly? its gonna be exams soon. n im still blur about my modules.

After pouring these things out, i'm feeling a whole lot better now. i guess i just need to rest first. Now when i think of it, i need to get back on my tracks. i don't know why but i suddenly feel like crying. i'm so sorry. Ya, and i will get back on my tracks. soon! I know that Jesus will guide me. ((:

once again, i'm so sorry for saying such sad things out. sorry.

i'm glad i have great frens! thanks for being with me, i know u all helped me lots. when i don't understand, u guys will try to help mi out. im sorry for bothering you all. i'm really glad to have u guys as my frens! i thank God for letting me know u ppl.! thanks to all my frens! thanks a lot. and i know i need u guys a lot. thanks! words can't express my gratitude..

nowadays hav been having late nights cause of projects. i guess all of us are tired. i wanna have a nice rest today, and be happy again tomorrow! waha, yay! finally, a nice sleep's waiting for me! keke, i actually had bloodshot eyes ytd nite. man, it was scary. glad it went away. ((:

n ya, my hp's officially spoiled! its the first time it spoiled! lol. i received a msg ytd morning, n was punching the buttons to view the message. and nothing happened! nothing at all! my goodness! i was saying, " don't do this to me! please recover arr!" nothing happened of coz. haha. and so it goes...! it felt really strange to be without a hp ya, really strange. haha. n i've got great news! mum offered to lend me her hp! i placed my sim card into her hp., so its the same number. just that the phonebk is hers. so i wont know who msged or called me! i guess i'll save the numbers as time goes. lol. thanks mum! love my mum!

kay i guess that's it. wanna have my dinner! byiiee!

takkire all. xD

2007-05-09T01:12:00.000-07:00

helllo!

gonna talk abt e sat celebration! haha, n so! my class went marina bay 2 celeb may ppl's bdae! waha, it was fun!!!!!!!!!!! okay, e cake was nice!! n i was so glad they didnt smash cakes! hahaha.

n so! oh ya, i haven put up e pics of e cards they made. haha. nice???! lol tingfang drew this! love this card! LOVE MY CLASS! N OUR CLASS FACS! LOL.

kay, we were afraid of e oil la, e steamboat thingy. so painn. e oil revenge sia. kip attacking us. e food was nice~! n there was crispy bun! love it! haha. then we played games. zhong ji mi ma. then loser hav 2 eat up disgusting things mixed by tingfang. LOL. first one i lost. last one too!. suay lehh. n e last one tasted disgusting. oh man, next time force mal e sabotager 2 eat! wahaha.

then we went home! haha. was fun! thanks!

okay, gt this from mal blog. asked mi post 6 weird things abt myself.

1. i cry easily n non-stop when i watch dramas, even at those parts where ppl find it, u noe, not touching. lol.

2. i eat a lot, jus love 2 eat, n gets hungry easily. but i could get full just by drinking. xD

3. Sometimes i may get really high n talks a lot, at other times i just have nothing 2 say. completely nothing!

4. I dun usually show my emotions 2 others. sometimes when i look happi on e surface, deep inside i could be really depressed.

5. i cant stay in one posture for long. i kip changin now n then.

6. aftr someone cracks a joke, i may be slow n stun for a moment be4 laughin. n if tt happens, i will laugh for a v long time. stop n laugh. stop n laugh agn. -_-

okay, i finally blogged! waha. nowadays been bz wit my hws n projs. i guess i onli slp 3-4 hrs daily. im so super tired! almost fell alsp durin lecture 2dae! mal is shuai! omg i cant believe i said tt! mal u should be happi. waha.

so i guess more projs r coming our way! waha, hope i can survive. kay, tt's all. byiiee!

2007-05-05T14:05:00.000-07:00

helllo!

wed i went for connect grp! haha, it was great ya! i like my cg! haha. n i guess all of us actually said quite a lot of heartfelt words. n i learnt a lot. after e connect grp, they actually switched off the lights n brought out a cake, sung happy bdae song 2 mi! omg, i didnt expect it sia. super surprised. but i was malu-ing! haha, coz they all singing n looking at mi, felt like digging a hole. haha. but it was fun! n e cake was nice! ate till really full lol. they gav mi this cd as my present, n a card made by kit mei wit their msges. thanks cg! it was unexpected n i was so touched.

later at nite i received a lot of bdae msgs! was so happi. spent an hour plus replying them. break record sia this yr. i gt 40 bdae msgs. gosh. i tink its coz change skool so more frens tts y! then some unexpected ppl like eugene, vanessa, jack,zw n chenning msged too! gosh. so gan dong! unexpected. n i realised that God has granted mi a lot of great frens 2 treasure! thank God! n dad gave mi a hongbao! first time wor.. xD

so e next day, my bdae! haha. i was late meeting my class! ahh! i left my house at 10! then e lesson starts at 11. liddat still late! wonder izzit i walk too slow or wad. next time must leave 1 n a half hours be4. >< kay, felixia n regina waited for mi! haha, thankssi3! went 2 class n all. then during e proj break, e whole class sang bdae song 2 mi. n once agn! i feel like digging a hole n hide! lol. then they asked david 2 pass mi e card. then they say some funny things, malu! lol. n regina also said something funni! hahaha. but i appreciate it! thanks a lot! haha, really happy. n e card had a naruto in front! haha, tingfang drew it. thankss! ((: so nice of her.

so i went home n read the card. i read n kept on laughin n smiling. some of their msgs r really sweet, n funny ones too! lol. i read n read n forgt abt e time. was supposed 2 meet ping guo! LOL. then i rushed 2 e mrt stat! haha, then ping guo passed mi e present. thanks! haha. then went sun plaza wit sl, daph, xq, yj n sheena 2 celeb alvin's n my bdae. went kfc! so nice! i ate zinger! cheese fries! omg! nice! xD. there was another grp of ppl singing bdae song loudly. then xq they all say wan compete with them. then they sang bdae song 2 alvin n mi too. n it was LOUD. i was covering my face like mad lol. mei lian jian ren le. haha. but it was fun! haha.

aft tt daph, xq n sheena went home. left yj, alvin, sl n mi. hehe. went coffee bean. black forest drink rocks! haha. i received a msg from a mystery person who didnt wan 2 tell mi who he is. he actually said happi bdae 2 mi n when i asked hu is he, he jus said something like, " im someone who know u, but u dunno mi. but u saw mi be4. if u wan know mi, wait long long." n i was like, wad?? lol. then i told alvin, yj n sl, they say since he di xiao mi, they also go di xiao him.

sl sent him, " i know u too!"

yj, " mi too!"

alvin, "mi also!"

n we were like laughin madly. then he replied same msgs, " e other 2 ur frens huh?"

once agn, we laughed so loudly! e ppl at e next table were lookin at us. lol.

then they started 2 send random msgs like..

" how mani bananas u bringin tml?"
" wad time meet tml?"
" detention tmr rite? rmb 2 bring sleeping bag!" THIS IS SO FUNNI! lol!
then alvin acted as a maths freak n sent him a maths qns!! LOL! n they started forwarding e msges that other ppl sent them! was laughing a lot!! so funni lol!

n when e mystery person asked them qns they jus dun care n continue forwarding. hahaha. n then e person started 2 play wit them. n asked like " bring how many bananas?" LOL.

then aft some msgs, alvin say dun reply him liao. ltr he will call mi. lol, n he was rite. great at mind games sia! haha, n i realised he's ping guo's bro. laugh a lot!! wahahaha. it turns out i gt his no. wrong! no wonder! haha.

so anyway we went home! was a tiring day! but really fun! n happy. n!! haha, yay! i have 2 admit, this yr's e most memorable bdae i ever had! ((: thanks frens! all of u rock big time!

2007-04-29T12:09:00.000-07:00

Been pretty bz nowdays... fainting from fatigue soon!! wahh ahh.. guess where am i? currently in orchard mac using the wireless connection. bleah! doing project. im so tired! yea n ytd was bz coz i had housewarming.

my sore throat is back agn. wonder why my sore throat kip popping out. i did eat fruits n veggies everday, n drank super lots of water! what is happening? ahh, i hate sore throats. It just make e food seems quite unappealing.

kay gonna get bck 2 my proj. i've already gt 2 projs at my hand. gosh, im just so bz! ><

2007-04-21T12:14:00.000-07:00

had a gd slp! yay, feel so great. looking 4ward 2 wang zi bian qing wa ltr on channel u! waha.

anyway, im still pretty stressed out abt e whole loads of things 4 mi 2 do. not onli 4 my studies, but 4 a lot of other things too. pretty tired abt all these...

waiting 4 youtube 2 load so thought of coming here 2 blog. its laggy! keke. wed gonna go out wit wanlin. aha, miss her! LOL. lookin forward sia. anyway thurs gt cca, i wonder if i can sing. coz im havin abiit of sore throat. omg, better not zao xia. ><

theres something scary! my bro fell down too! omg! during jogathon. he hurt his knees n elbows. OMG. coz ppl all rushed n pushed him. omg, ke lian de didi! oh man, i fell, then my bro, n we joked that e next is sis! ahahaha, sis xia dao. xP. anyway, i feel tt we're v dao mei lol.

k, thats all i guess! nthn much 2 say. byiiee!

2007-04-17T21:05:00.000-07:00

been pretty tired nowadaes, hmm, actually, v tired. keke. i slept really late n woke up really early 4 skool. like usually i can lie down on bed for hours n jus cant get 2 slp. nowdaes can jus fall alsp immediately. hai, tts e bad thing abt living so far away from my skool...

started our lessons. cant really blend in wit e poly life. like lots of lectures wit ppt n stuffs, n jus notes. not textbks. if its textbks, at least all e info r stored inside that i can read anytime. but now r like jus notes. i feel tt e notes r like, too general. n dun really hav much exercises 4 us 2 do. like, im someone who cant really absorb much durin lessins de. usually i nid go home n read e bk agn n get it into my head. yea, so i guess im not a fast learner after all. thats y i feel like i didn't learn much these 2 days. like.. so slack. n i dun really like e feeling. like, my head is.. empty! ahh, so sian.

yea, n we hav 2 bring our laptops everiidae? its supaa heavy, i cant really take it much le. n a lot of info r on e net. then we hav 2 go net n c, n sometimes even print out. but my printer's spoiled, so its v ma fan 4 mi. dunno wad 2 do la.. im too tired 2 tink..

6th week gt exam if im not wrong. n i hav nthn in my head! lets hope i can make it 4 e exam. hmm, pretty sad now ya. like, i tot it would be a new beginning but now i alrdy find it hard 2 cope. but i pretty much guessed it, since i have no accounting background at all. anyway, i'll still work hard n not let myself down. yea, n my parents paid so much 4 my skool fees! i wanna repay them wit my gd grades. keke.

guess e beginning of e jouney will be hard, but i guess i'll get used 2 poly life soon. yea, Jesus will guide us ya =)

im actually pretty sad abt my knee injury, its like, i cant do a lot of things, cant participate in a lot of things. even e accounting race also cannt. i guess i feel pretty.. jue wang. like, when will it recover? hmm, i hope my knee will recover soon. i really wanna run like everyone else! yea so 4 e accounting race tmr i'll hav 2 stay n look aft e bags. aha, at least gt frens pei mi. n im quite zi bei too, coz my knee look ugly wit tt injury. guess it cant be helped =( sad like .. haii..

k la, 2dae's entry like quite saddening. sry ehh, coz not really feeling happy. haha, but i'll still be optimistic! hehe. ya n i'll try hard 2 absorb wad e lecturer say. ><

i wan my cardigan! xD. hoping 4 a better day tmr!

2007-04-14T23:11:00.000-07:00

helllo.

so thurs was our last day of orientation. it was flag day. met caijing at semb stat in e morn n we couldnt find each other LOL. coz i was at e wrong place. i was at e platform 2wards jurong east. lol, i tot i going skool? siao one.

then we went yishun meet regina. n off we go! 2 chinatown! on e train we saw 1 sp girl, then caijing was like talking 2 her! aha, we kip sayin e girl xia dao! keke. overall it was fun! xD

reached chinatown n met our class. then we went on 2 ask 4 donations. gladys n i went 2 e bridge there. haha, a lot of ppl walkin by sia. then even gt other class ppl come n snatch! lol! but they went off aft a while. hee..

so ltr we went 2 mac 2 hav our breakfast. nice sia! aha, then pg n andy called 2 say they saw mi in black. i kip sayin they lyin but they say until like so real. then in e end pg say coz his bro saw mi. so bad ar, come di xiao mi.!

hmm, then went bck 2 ask 4 donations. keke. then yesheng came n we chatted. ltr yesheng, gladys, mi went 2 shopp shopp. xD. quite fun la, at least gt air con! haha, n there gt anime shopp!!!!!!!! hahahaa. saw a lot of nice jackets! but no cardigan. i wan cardigan! xD

then was raining. so myrin, caijing n mi went sp. was fun la, talked a lot sia! LOl. I SAW SHEENA N AUDREY OUTSIDE MAC! ahh, gt an urge 2 hug them! so long nvr c them le! aha, then chatted like siao. keke, then went home n was still raining heavily! ahh...

fri was supposed 2 rest. instead went 2 phs wit elaine, fiona, cheryl n wanlin 2 get our o levels cert. then went choir ask them jy 4 syf. they training so hard sia. went pizza hut 4 lunch. yummy! haha, then went bugis street buy wanlin de sis de bag. wl bought a shorts. nice! xD

2dae went out wit wanlin, boon kiat n tyler. hmm went wl's sis carnival at first. then went watch e reaping. waha nice sia but dun really understand wad e movie is talkin abt. it was scary! aha, a lot of scenes i dun dare watch. v loud sia. but nice la hee...

2dae i fell down n hurt my knees. aww, v pain. gt big big injury. so ugly. v scared will leave scar. ahh, jus when im abt 2 go ice skate on tue! how can i get injured at this kinda time?! haii, sadd lehh. but tink still can skate, jus dun too ji lie can le. xD

went home n mum scolded mi! she say i kip going out tt y fall down. aiya, then i v sadd. wanlin's mum so concerned abt mi n ask mi apply e yellow lotion. then dad was comfortin mi too. was so touched n sad at e same time. then i cried. haiyo, i didnt even cry when i hurt my knee. hmm but ltr mum was quite carin 2wards mi. she told mi she bought my fav biscuits! lol! thanks!

yea so skool gonna offically start on monday le! looking 4ward! but scared too!

so thats all! byiiee! tml will be a better dae! xD

2007-04-11T16:48:00.000-07:00

n finally, after so long, im here 2 blog! aha miss mi already? oops!

k la, so gonna talk abt skool of business de orientation. hmm, we started our orientation on 9th april, thats monday. first day, was like really sian. like all strangers. yupp n i saw a familiar face! caijing! aha, was really happy 2 c someone i know =) yupp, then we played intro games. at first tot it was gonna be really boring, but it turned out quite funni la. then we chose our mr n miss sb. keke. gladys n raymond was our mr n miss sb representatives. yay three cheers 4 them! but first day wasn't enthu, coz coz, jus gt 2 know one another. quite hard 2 rmb their names. but now rmb le. keke.

so e second day was more enthu. we gt our pageant. keke, gladys look so cool in e attire! n raymond act until really pro sia. waha, then like everyone like quite okay liao, not tt unfamiliar le. went home n our class was in a conversation in msn. aha, was fun sia.

3rd day, 2dae! aha. we gt computer training wor. was quite fun la, coz can use msn lol! hmm, then we went 4 our lunch at fc4. heh heh, nice sia e food. then we went back class. yupp n i tink our IT teacher quite gd n sociable. caijing actually called him ah lai! lol! laughed like siao. then we went home, i took e train wit regina. then e others wit us took e other side. so few ppl live near us! n i gt something v impt 2 say abt 2dae...

e laptop is really v v v v heavy ar! my shoulder gonna break liao. ><

tml is flag day sia. our class gonna hav our flag day at chinatown. so far heh. i dunno how 2 go leh, so i meeting regina at yishun tml. =) aiyo i hav 2 wake up really early tml. at ard 5.30. ahh, there goes my sleep!

hmm so sat gonna go carnival wit wanlin n boon kiat? yupp then ltr watch horror movie. hmm, dunno if i dare 2 watch or not lor, c how lol! im tired! but i dun feel like sleeping. feel like chattin sia. anyway sp gt pizza hut, kfc, mac n im so happi! waha!

hmm, skool gonna start le. pretty scared yupp. wonder if i can cope or not, coz i nvr studied poa be4. aiyo, i study amaths no use! aha, ok la, maybe gt abiit use? dunno lehh.

k so gonna end now. byiiiee! =)

2007-04-02T11:23:00.000-07:00

helllo!

ytd went out 2 revival nation with myrin, cher, n cher's frens. e ppl there were really friendly! yay n it was great! although at first abiit scared, but ltr it was alrite liao. gt 2 noe a lot of ppl! wow, n they were really fun 2 hang out wit.

gt 2 noe sp seniors too! yay keke. n there a lot of phs de students. n also gt 2 noe some same yr as us de sp students. yay, but then diff course lol. they say they sellin candy floss on 9th i tink, then ask mi bring my frens go find them. keke. sounds fun ya. =)

it was like a long time since i wore jeans! n it felt strange indeed! so hot lol.

i dun regret going there sia. instead was really glad i went there! hope 2 go there every week! its real relaxin there! yea n wanlin's havin her orientation 2dae. all e best gurl!

startin 2 get scared n pretty freaked out abt startin skool n all in an unfamiliar place, wit whole lots of unfamiliar faces! but aft i went revival nation, not tt scared anymore. like, i feel assured =) thankk God! budden, still will be scared de. but not freaked-out liao lol!

then went out watch blood n choco wit cher, myrin, darren, jh n jm. keke, was fun! watched in cine. salted popcorn is jus so nice! keke. i bought a shorts. lol. blood n choco was quite bloody la, but not v scary. v exciting! keke, n intriguing. wanted 2 watch haunted skool or the messengers, but dun hav lehh. sad!!!

hows my blog song? i love it! aha.

anyway KO one rocks! yay!

2007-03-30T12:20:00.000-07:00

helloSs.

gonna talk abt sat n sunday? yupp gt fever n sore throat. head was really like gonna split apart liao. kip lying down on bed, felt really weak. then place ice cubes on my forehead on sunday. it sucks like hell! its really painful! n my tears kip fallin down. felt super xin ku la. wanna slam my head against e wall lol. then at nite felt much betta. no more ice cubes!! yay so happi.

mon? yupp. hmm, went 2 causeway 2 meet wanlin at first. we ate sushi 4 our lunch! yummy! keke. then met pg n went 2 causeway lib. then aft a while wanlin's meimei came. yupp, then i taught her sis core geog n amaths. then pg maths. was really scared that i teach them wrong one or i dunno how 2 do e questions. hmm, turned out quite okay? yea. then went eat pasta 4 dinner!! wit wanlin n her sis. nice! but i not much appetite coz of my throat.

so went home! lol!

tuesday.. i a biit 4gt wad i did. guess jus slackin at home. lol.then talked on phone wit wanlin, pg n pg's bro. hmm quite fun i should say. then wanlin told mi scary things agn!! this time concerning mi! wan die ar! lol! okayy, then made plans 4 tml.

so wed, met wanlin at city hall. i tot was gonna be realy late so msged her 2 say i'll be REALLY LATE. turned out we arrived on e same time! on same train keke. then chatted n make ourselves wen ding! lol! hmm, then pg came. andy couldn't make it. he went out wit his.. erhemm. lol. hmm, so we went funan find pg bro. then wanlin's kor came a while. hmm, then ltr we went eat lunch. didnt hav much of appetite. partly was due 2 my sore throat. hmm, quite sian la, like nthn 2 do liddat. then went orchard taka wit wanlin n drank BLACK FOREST! woo!!! so nice!!!! yay n fun!!! but it worsened my throat sia. =p

yupp n so i went home, my fever came back. n my throat was really swollen. hmm, so had 2 cancel e outing wit wanlin, pg n his kor on thurs 4 e movie. so thurs morn my cousin, her fren, wanlin n mi went 2 sp buy laptops. then saw wanlin's kor there. realised that he was in e same calss as myrin n her fren. omg! really omg like siao. its like, SG IS SO SMALL! cant believe it. hmm, then i called wanlin dar, then e lady beside us, we tink she tinks that we'll les! omg! so scary! cannt call her dar in public, ltr ppl gets e wrong idea! lol! OKAY IM A NORMAL GIRL LOL!

ltr on wanlin pei mi go c doctor, then gt my medicine. but e doctor like nvr say much leii. jus prescribe mi medicine. then stay at sp a while. wanlin made a decision la, aft tinking of it 4 so long. so sent pg tt msg. yupp, so hope he wont be too sad la. hope he understands ya.

yupp so tts all. thanks wanlin 4 accompanyin mi! u rock gurl!

ya so thats all. byiiee!

2007-03-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

helloSs. twin, i started this post wit helloSs agn! lol!

so gonna talk abt wed, yupp. that day went out with wanlin n cheryl at first. hmm, i was late! v late! oops sry gals! so we went 2 hav our lunch at taka basement. ate e jap noodles! so nice! yummy yummy! feel like eatin it agn!!!!! then pg [ parental guidance lol! ok la is ping guo =p] msged say he reach le so we went 2 far east! then met up wit pg n andy halfway 2 far east. hmm, they were like shy shy one, n so were we. keke.

went 2 shop 4 wanlin's clothes, bought a shirt from 77th street! so nice! i wanna buy e white one! lol. when she was tryin was like dun dare go out coz she scared e guys c. soooo... hehe, she opened e door n cheryl n mi jumped rite into e fitting rm n c how her shirt. lol! e sales assistant look at us wit a funny look. bleahh.

hmm, then went 2 plaza sing 2 meet pg's bro n his fren. then e atmosphere was like better. hahaz, like, how do i put it? more lively eh? yupp, then went play pool. first time 4 wanlin n me. lol! cheryl so pro sia! ooo... hmm, so pg's bro taught wanlin n mi, i tink he wan tu xie liao. we usually end up in fouls! i tink e guys v pro la, hai yo. cher, wanlin n mi in one grp against 1 of e guys, sometimes 2. then like in e end they win le we still hav 5 or more balls left. omg. so shi bai sia. then kip tellin wanlin we bai lei 2 this team! lol! aiyo, but really sorry 2 u guys, i noe u all taught us until wan tu xie le lol. anyway, pool is fun! aha.

so tt day was basically fun haha. thanks 4 e treat ya!

so on thurs went out 2 meet wanlin n cheryl, i was early! ooo! yay! haha, then went 2 buy breakfast from breadtalk. went 2 e clinic e cheryl's medical check, they told us 2 go bck at 2. ahh!!! lol. went heeren walk walk then cine 2 hav our lunch. lunch was nice! but i was too full ahhh! ltr on shop in cine aha. then went on 2 e clinic.

nid 2 w8 v long, then e nurse "chase" wanlin n mi out. haha too mani ppl outside sitting down liao. so we went taka buy coffee bean de drink. walked all e way from somerset 2 orchard. fun i should say =) bought black forest! so nice!!!!! we shared haha. fun! then walk n drink so fun!

bought bubble tea 4 cheryl, then went amk. waved gdbye 2 cheryl n went amk hub e shoppin mall 2 meet fiona n elaine. first time c them wear aj uni! so cute! lol. bought some food eat. yupp, in basement so mani food stalls! wow!! yummy! wanna eat all sia! oops, i too tan chi le. =p

then shop, wanlin n mi bought 2 pairs of earrings then exchange. so in e end same keke. was fun la.

anyway, actually 2dae onli sore throat, then aft being in air con rm too long gt fever liao. feeling quite terrible.. ahh, but nvm la, tink will be ok soon. hope my brain dun get burnt! so scary.. yupp feelin really cold now.. sian diao.. but still can be happi n chat lol! yay =)

hmm, dunno if can go out wit wanlin on monday anot, hope 2 be well! wanna so much 2 go out wit her! fun! aha. yea n frens, thanks 4 ur concerns. i appreciate it la really.

2007-03-20T14:06:00.000-07:00

helloSs!

sat went out to cheryl's hse bbq! omg her hse's so bigg! haha, so firstly, we saw her cat! omg. okie, then quickly went up 2 her rm, but her cat quite ting hua lol. spent abt 2 hrs plus takin pics n listenin 2 hana kimi songs. then went down 2 basement 2 watch hana kimi last epi. quite bored coz i watched be4 le! but still fun watchin wit them!hehe.

ltr on wanted 2 go toilet, then i came out n sheena went in. cheryl n elaine was screamin that e cat was in e kitchen! n that was where i happened 2 be at. omg! i was stunned sia! then i screamed like siao. gt a really big urge 2 ask sheena open e toilet door let mi in n hide! lol! then when e cat move abiit away i quickly dashed out sia. heng ar lol. then elaine asked cheryl 2 bring e cat out of kitchen ltr sheena scared. then we all tot she wont scared de so nvm. then when she came out, she screamed! lol! so funni! laughing like mad sia..

ltr on we went bbq haha. e fire so hot sia. but was fun! roasted marshmallows wit choco so nice! then tot of making a choco heart on a plate.

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guess who r these? hu's hu?

wow yummy yummy!

i made de heart. a biit out of shape hor? =p

wanlin joined in...

e final piece! must laminate ok! keke.

darrSx -->

la la love

fio, sheena, twin, mi. wl photographer. behind e red gal is cheryl! dun tink y y ! lol

twinSx bang bang

marshmallows de colour so nice! white! my fav! omg, looks so nice! i wanna eat agn..
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ltr in cheryl's rm, something happened! haha then onli sheena, wl n mi knows. we were like laughing madly! stomach so pain! yupp so ltr on aft we ate we went home at ard 9 plus. so late sia keke. then pei wanlin w8 4 her bus. v fun were talkin keke.

when we were on e bus, was talkin abt scary things aha. so scary sia. then gt one ah ma tapped sheena, she cua tio n jumped up! lol! did i mentioned she screamed too? ahaha.. then sheena was like kip apologising 2 e ah ma. haha e ah ma so cute n nice! sheena so funni sia!

ltr walked home alone was v scared. then ping guo kip tellin mi scary things! so bad la.. i guess im too timid lol. reached home then actually wanted 2 sleep, but dun dare coz mum n sis not home, so chatted on phone wit ping guo. hmm, ya n he continued 2 scare mi lor. but actually talk abt a lot of things v funni lol. then finally mum n sis came home! yay finally sis home can sleep wit mi. then she say i v lame dun dare 2 sleep. omg, my sis is so brave! braver than mi... dotss..

e next day i talked on phone wit wanlin.. haha, told her abt tt n she say wan help mi scold pg 4 scaring mi! haha dardarr 2 e rescue! waha. v fun sia talk abt a lot of things hehe. tt day sunday, was rotting at home.. haha played musical instrument. i dunno how 2 spell my musical instrument coz i scared spell wrong! keke, wanted 2 learn 2 play n sing. but so hard 2 play! ahhh! then at nite cant sleep, so boon kiat called mi n chat since he also cant sleep. we chatted until 2am liddat. e next morn wake up so tired sia! n he still hav 2 wake up at 7. ke lian.. i asked him abt sp a lot of things la, senior lol. realised tt sp not tt strict! i so happi yay! then found out his skool of IT is jus next 2 my skool of business.

hmm, then next morn talk 2 wanlin agn. so funni! not gonna disclose wad we talk abt! its highly confidential! wahahaha. but hor, last time kel told mi that talk on phone too much will hav bad effects. ahhhh! how? i talk so long sia, i love talkin on phone. waaa.. maybe i try 2 talk lesser? hmm.. hope so =) so my phone records? i like v talkative hor? hmm?

so wed n thurs gonna go out. yay had enough of rotting at home. hmm, wrote letter 2 wl ytd, hands so pain haha. wed gonna gib her, wonder if she can reply by thurs! lol! hmm, gonna shop 4 her clothes? dunno if i wanna buy more clothes anot. but like so sian coz i bought so mani le. kip c-ing until head so dizzy lol. haha but help wl buy clothes v fun! but her clothes v hard 2 find sia.

actually e story hor already gt new chap liao.. but i kip forgettin 2 post it up. hehe then 2dae maybe no more time 2 post..

ya n skool is starting soon! v scared sia, like a stranger 2 e skool. then dunno anyone in same course. but at least, same skool as myrin =) hope tt all will be well ya =)

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n i miss talkin 2 sl n yj! so long nvr c u 2 hor.. tink u 2 n sheena coming my hse on sunday? keke sounds fun! looking 4ward ya! maybe if i happi i go out bring u all la! lol! okie, miss u gals loads!

hY<3

2007-03-15T07:00:00.000-07:00

helloSs!

hmm okie talk abt e class chalet on tue? keke, was fun la heh. met yj n xq at yishun then went 2 nyjc 4 xq's withdrawal. then went 2 pasir ris met stella. got a lot ppl ask us buy towels 4 them lol! so forgetful huh..!

took e bus n yupp we missed one stop. so we walked back 2 that first bus-stop! zhen shi de! haha then vivian, momo, zh, daph, jus was there waiting 4 us. so happi 2 c them! then chat chat chat, went up 2 e room. wow e room so nice n v v v cold! hahaha.

so went dwn 2 bbq, n my twin kor[alvin] wore e same colour shirt as mi! omg, purple! so nice lor e colour, dunno y they say is international gay colour! lol! keke, then he kip jokin la, v funni haha. then went up 2 watch hana kimi! then 8 went down agn. cook cook eat eat. they all kip crackin jokes haha v fun.

so then june came wit her bf! haha everyone kip askin abt her n him. keke. then we went up 2 play poker. haha at first is play cheat! keke, i cheat quite a lot of times! sometimes alvin help mi, he noe i cheatin, then he act blur! lol. good kor! then e guys kip saying wenqi always cheat one! lol. so funny! ltr in e game momo n shimin kip catchin mi cheatin! zhen shi de. then left wenqi n mi! wahahaha tu xie!

then was sad 2 leave la but still hav 2 leave. so say bb 2 them all n went home! okie, so i board e train n i missed 3 stops! okie, then i was in tiong bahru, then take train bck. so lame!!! then in e end reached home v late at ard 12.45? so tired sia lol.

anyway was a fun day! okie then i gt e SP de letter! gt so mani things nid 2 do! i suppaaa sian now. then by 16march must mail liao. wahhhhhhh.. so ma fan. then still must go medical check. still nid go bank n blar blar blar... okie so im v bz now! haha.

2007-03-10T12:50:00.000-08:00

helloSs!

i moved into my new hse! haha, now abiit get used liao.. still abiit strange sometimes. keke, my internet finally ok 2 use liao, so happi!

so thurs went out 2 amk 2 meet wanlin, elaine n cheryl. were planning 2 go amk polyclinic 2 get elaine de mc. as usual, she pon skool! lol! but then have 2 wait v long so she abolished e thought. we met so early!!!!

then went 2 cine 2 buy e tics 4 happily n'ever after. be4 e movie, we went steak hse 4 lunch. nice hehe, but v full lei. v fun too! hahaha. watched e movie halfway, then ping guo msg say he is andy. then andy msg say he is ping guo. i was tinkin, they nthn 2 do ar? lol! super lame! but v funni also i kip laughin. anyway, e movie was really, ehh, lame? haha, its super kiddy! like 4 kids one sia. but quite!!! nice.. haha.

ltr went 2 pasir ris cycle!!!! hooray! was really fun haha. we saw a big big big big black dog in front of us! suddenly all stopped lol. e dog like dun wan 2 go liddat, then we also dun dare 2 walk pass it. i suddenly realised i was screaming when e dog came 2 us! almost! then he suddenly go off. then dun dare cycle liao, go return bike. haha anyway was plannin 2 return ard tt time. v scared of tt dog lor! then gt some guys still kip clappin their hands 2 make e dogs go 2 them. omg.

then on e way bck took twin pics wit elaine! haha. coz we both wearin e same type of shorts, then white shirt. hha, then wanlin lend mi her bag which is same as elaine's, then took e pic! haha so fun! can go frenster c my twin sister! haha. she v cute one, look like e action city tt toy! lol.

then e twins kip walkin to one busstop 2 another, then wanlin n cheryl dun wan! haha so funni, then we waited in e bus stop aft them. when we board e bus then saw them, " wa long time no c eh?" v fun lei, kip walkin n walkin hahaha. then bought bubble tea, then they also gt buy things 2 eat. then off we go home! fun!

okie, so fri i went out too. this time is go wit kel 2 buy sh de present. went 2 pass ping guo de present 2 wanlin n cheryl, met them in heeren! haa. wanlin was carryin a winnie e pooh! omg, v cute! then i kip on playin wit it. okie, then talk a while. anyway, i tink e present like quite girly sia,. dunno if he will like anot. =P bu shi gu yi de! keke, then a lot of times bump into wanlin n cheryl, wanlin say sometimes is she follo us de, some is yuan fen. lol! i v happi 2 c them anyway, like c them suddenly gt a lot of things wan 2 say! went 2 mrt stat also saw them sia. omg. wanlin kip spyin on mi!!! ahhh, i wan divorce wit her! lol =p

we went from heeren 2 cine then 2 city hall 2 suntec, wa n i tink there v complicated. i walk until wan siao liao. then finally bought e present! then went 2 sp buy e card. hmm, then i buy my dinner from e food fair. heng i called my mum then found out she in mac! omg, haha then fastr say bb 2 kel then i go in mac find her. i tink she will xiang y y when she c mi n a guy? then i will go nuts liao hahaha.

then i went home n watch huan zhu ge ge agn! haha gonna watch finish liao! then at nite can use com le so i use 2 chat. but cannt dl e maple patch. feel like playin wit kor n star! ytd at nite suddenly rmb gt class chalet. i tink going on e 13th. hai, like kip going out sia. abiit sian liao. hope will be fun ba.

hee, i noe how 2 play e chorus of 1 song from hana kimi de liao. recorded it! then let wanlin listen next time haha. i tink i used 45mins 4 it. must kip on record n del coz sometimes i play wrong note. must be perfect! haha. anyway, i wanna learn more songs. play n sing? lol! like v fun.

i gt into sp accountancy! haha, really happi! but i v sad coz no one same course as mi sia. but happi though, cuz myrin, wanlin n kel in sp! haha gt 3 frens in sp! hooray!

ps: tank rocks!! now playin is tank de song from hana kimi de =)

okie so gonna end this entry!

2007-02-25T21:21:00.000-08:00

helloSs!

2dae went out to sembawang stat 2 meet sheena! keke, then wanlin called 2 ask where r we n we're still at sembawang! lol. she must be "vomiting blood" keke. then sheena came n we went yck meet elaine. haha, when we arrived at e bus stop then elaine jus came too! so qiao sia. 3 of us were late! lol! e 3 late queens meeting 2gth sure be super late! lol.

then waited 4 e bus 2 wanlin hse 4 abt 20mins! lol. on e way 2 her home, must walk a bit, was really hot!!!! then e traffic there v lag! lol, then sheena ask wanlin wad kind of place she live in, so lag one! lol. then f5 f5 f5 lol! ehh, maybe u all dun understand wad i mean by f5 la, but is an expression in maple lol. that expression is so cute! lol okiieee...

reached her house then played cards..lose de must eat pineapple tart, cookie or wad lol. sheena lost 3 times in a row! lol! she ate so mani, so ke lian! then cheryl, sheena n elaine noes how 2 play mahjong. but wanlin n mi dunno! aiya we too innocent le! keke ok jkjk! then we 2 play 2gth. we like so ben ben de, dunno how 2 play, dunno put wad! lol. then they teach us a biit then her mum also teach us a biit then noe a biit. lol.

was really fun! wanlin make de pineapple tart v nice! i love it! lol. e cookie also nice! n e kai xin guo in their hse nice nice! then we went home, was raining heavily! zhen shi de!

reached home! tired! hah then bath n went out 2 sp wit my cousins n siblings mac 4 their dinner. i nvr eat dinner coz i was quite full. went there then saw jack with his frens. then smile smile smile lol. siblings n cousins ate dinner n i was admiring them eating! lol no la, jkjk. chatting wit them keke. fun yupp. n we discovered something abt bro! hahahaaha!

then went shopp, couldnt find a nice n cheap handphone pouch. coz my hp pouch gt dyed with blue! omg i was so sad n xin tong! i like my pouch! although washed le still gt e blue dye on it. n my pouch's white somemore. lol. so maybe if cannt find cheap n nice de then continue 2 use it. hmm, mum spend a lot money 4 new yr! so dun wan buy ex de keke.

tml gonna move furnis 2 my new hse! thur we will officially move in our new hse! okie, so my former hse was in sembawang. guess where r we moving 2??? sembawang. yupp, v far sia. so funni n lame! haha but my new hse nicer lehh n bigger keke. but my rm's smaller! so small !!! n my sis n mi r usin e same rm! omg! tml i wan go joggin with myrin! ahhh, new yr eat a lot, must exercise!!

anyway, im havin kinda mixed emotions.. excited 2 move 2 my new hse yupp, excited i can live bck my own life, whole day open com. ya, n not so much restrictions liao, bck 2 my own life! but really sad, coz cannt live with myrin, cher they all liao.. quite sad 2 part wit them. although still will c one another, but still depressed.. at nite cannt chat liao, cannt say xin shi, cannt watch our fav dramas 2gth! cannt eat our fav tom yam maggie mee 2gth! ya, will miss them a lot!

anyway, will cherish e last few days i hav wit them! [ i say until like i going i die liao lol]

the end~ oh ya, my story! hahaha nowadays v bz sia. maybe when i move bck my own hse then continue wit e story. ya n fri going bishan park cycle wit wanlin they all! yay sure fun! looking 4ward!

2007-02-21T07:00:00.000-08:00

helloSs!

cny was really bz 4 us lol.

sian but fun too! dunno wad im toking abt.

anyway...

below r e fotos! keke.

----------------------------------myrin n mi --> we can't leave each other! omg.

---------------------------------jh, mei, mi. keke i love them!

our backviews! jh, me, myrin, cher, darren. --> keke lame as we r.

-----------okay la, u noe who is this. myrin camera man lol.

---------------------------------myrin n me. shhhhhh...

--------------- cher, me, myrin. e 3 siao gals! i love them too! =)

----------------this is titus! so cute!!!! omg!!!

wow this is nice isn't it? cher took it. nice skills! titus is so cute! we love him keke.

-------------------titus with his umbrella n twisst!

--- -------------titus, bernice, cherelle, elle! they r so cute!!

----titus n mi o.O look at his hand, so cute!

hahas, so all these r cny first n 2nd days took de!

it was really fun sia, hahaha. jus love playin wit titus, elle, bernice n cherelle, they so funni n cute de.

anyway, on e 2nd day, we went funfair at nite! a lot of scary things! i onli dare 2 play one! =P

this is fun! but i dun dare 2 play sia. keke.

n so.... my bro went 2 play =)

---------------------horror house! lol

this was wad we played. cher n mi in one car. jm, jh n darren one. fun! but scary too! i survived it anyway =)

----darren, jm n jh be4 meetin their "doom" lol.

this is scary! inverter sia! omgomgomg.

anyway tributes 2 myrin 4 takin these fotos for funfair de! =) she look like a tourist! lol.

on 3rd day, myrin de frens came her hse, guys n gals, then we dun dare 2 go out of e room lol. then they say we look alike, myrin--> cher---> me. lol!

then went out to sp with cher, darren n jh 2 watch ghost rider! first time sp de cinema gt so mani ppl lol. myrin went 2 watch norbit wit her frens. keke, it was nice! v nice! i gt cua tio a lot of times la, but it was really nice n scary. should go watch. i v scared of e sound effect sia. so loud.

keke, anyway was fun!

okay, thats all! wish all gd health!

2007-02-13T23:08:00.000-08:00

helloSs.

2dae woke up early in e morn then received a call from ping guo, he ask mi pei him go buy thing. so told him msg mi when he reachin sp. then i took my own sweet time bathin, eating lol. no la, actually i tried to be fast! keke. then i called wanlin n chatted wit her while i ate my breakfast. i so lame sia.

then went out to bring justin 2 skool wit myrin, then 2 my new hse! go choose paint keke. so i choose purple 4 my rm! keke, although i love black n white, but cannt paint black n white! keke will be mad if kip lookin at e black paint.

then went to sp meet ping guo, then wanlin called! lol, so i chatted on phone wit her. then sometimes put e speaker mode let ping guo hear lol. like she shoppin wit us liddat sia!

then met huiwen in sp, taught her amaths. then myrin came keke. then she like blockhead liddat!! she in a daze n nvr move at all one! omg, so funni! so taught until abt 6 then went home wit myrin.

so then went home watch tv. thought of wad choice 2 put. 1st choice is sp accountancy. dunno if can get in a not! hope myrin n mi both can get in!!

okie, so thats it! bye bye bye bye!

2007-02-12T23:30:00.000-08:00

fri..

went bck 2 skool 4 results! keke, was so happi coz can wear my phs uni! i love my uni! hai, was was really afraid of e results la. be4 that we went 2 northpt BK, then was really funn yupp. n e food was NICE!

keke, so then we talked a lot, v funni aha. ltr on went 2 take train met audrey. then on e train, daph received call from chenning tellin some of us de grades, coz some of our names were on e notice board. then gt info, yj n sheena gt in top 24. keke pro sia. then gt 1 shocking news. my name was one e board too! omg. i was one of e most improved student! altogether gt 6. my gosh i xia dao! then say i gt 15 4 R5. was really happi n dizzy sia. also scared e info not true, happy 4 nthn.

then reached yck stat met alvin n went 2 skool c e board. n it was true! happi ya. praise God yea! elaine n fiona was also in e top 24, wow my frens so pro one lol. ya then gratz one another. then went 2 chapel. quite fast end leh e talk.

miss phs so much!!!!! missssss it a lot! was tinking last time y we dun like go skool, even wan pon, but now miss my skool so much. go j8 will tink of e mani times we went j8 be4 choir n most of e time late, then kip tinkin of excuses lol. miss studyin n playin in phs! yea n i love my uniform!

keke, bck 2 e topic, myrin msg mi her grades. she gt 18 for R5. yupp. good sia we all pass. then some of my frens cried. kip comfortin them. 2 tell e truth, i tink i dun really noe how 2 make ppl feel comforted, jus hug them, help them put things then gib them tissues. hope they noe tt there r ppl who care 4 them ba..

then wanlin like no news, then cannt find her. we were worried la, dunno wad she gt. then she called n we were so happi! okay, then she say her R4 gt 15! omg we were so happi!! can go celebrate wit her!

so went 2 choir first wit fiona, wanlin n sheena keke. then went 2 j8 n elaine n cher also gt go. lol. then was really funnn!!! wanlin n cher n fio went home first. then left elaine sheena n mi stay until v late. yupp, was really v fun!! we took neos!! keke.

then received a msg from myrin ask wad time i reaching home. then she say if i dun reach home soon tears gonna flood her rm le. so i quickly rushed home. then saw her sitting in e living rm, eyes red red. then it turned out tt her mum said tt she wasnt satisfied wit her grades, then her dad also not tt happi. so she cried. then comfort her.. aiyo a lot of ppl sad lor. i tink her parents shouldnt be so hard on her, instead should tell her, "well done!" its like, they make her feel worthless. im glad i hav my parents. sometimes i really wish 2 tell myrin's parents they shouldnt pressurise her so much, but they wont listen de. ...

then e next day, grandma kip sayin myrin, then she cried agn n was like arguing wit grandma. then myrin say herself stupid or wadever, i was "!!!! u where gt stupid!" then we all was like wan 2 help her but grandma was v ji dong then she wont listen de. so bro go ask grandma dun tok liao, but she nvr stop of coz. then i go take tissue wipe her tears. then wah, c her face like so pitiful kid liddat lor! then cher came bck also n kip tellin grandma to stop. ya, glad she hav all of us defending her! so great r frens n cousins ain't they? keke.

then went out amk wit san jie n myrin. cannt find nice shoes. then wen bugis street i bought a sneakers! keke. then myrin cannt find. she went to hougang with sanjie n bought! haha. then i went home ba. funn keke.

then sunday stay at home watch drama. then met huiwen teach her amaths. i love amaths! keke. then ask her abt poly.. yupp realised IT not 4 mi.

at nite think a lot then decided on business course. but haven summit yet, must tink properly.

then 2dae went east coast cycle wit elaine n wanlin. haha was fun but v hot! scared become chao da! keke then cycle a while onli then went eat lunch at mac. then went vivo. omg i feel tt vivo is so boring!!! nthn much i can buy de there de things! so ex n like so mani 4 workin ppl de. so sian sia. then called ping guo, say thur change venue dun wan go vivo keke. so change 2 watch movie in cine. keke. i wanna go far east! lololol, then wanlin say wan buy earrings 4 her sis.

then ltr met huiwen teach her amaths agn keke. this time is teach differentiation. glad i haven 4get much!

i miss my pendragon bk! n i realised my story is stucked at chap10. coz nowadays really not much time sia.

anyway, im gonna end here. byyiie! hope u all choose e rite path!

OUR NEOS!

took at j8 on fri. =) 4 tt darsx de, 2nd row: fiona. cheryl. sheena. elaine.

---------------------------------- 1st row: wanlin. me.

2007-02-07T13:13:00.000-08:00

hihi! so long nvr blog liao. coz gt a lot of things to blog abt then i v lazy.. =P anyway 'O' results out on fri. so scared sia. i tink every1 also scared bahh.. hope english can pass. dunno wad will e adults say if myrin or mi gets worse, so tong ku one. haiizz, hope we get e same points la lol.

ehh, 2dae going northpt with myrin.. pei her buy prez 4 her fren.. then tml going out with wanlin n ping guo.. okie, now i gonna get 2 c them shy shy de. keke. so funni sia. nvr c wanlin shy be4 sia, hehehe.

anyway this reminds mi of something, 14 feb coming wahaha.. wonder how mani new couples it will bring, n how mani couples will reunite aft their tiffs. if onli i can hav e statistics! so funn! aiya i tink i v lame. i tink yj, sl, sheena they all wan send flowers 2 one another's skool 4 them sia. funni lei, admirersS?? keke. but i not in skool, if in skool fun! can c ppl receive their gifts, blar blar blar..haha then i ask them send to my hse. o.OO of coz they tink i siao lol.

anyway i tink 15feb going out with wanlin, ping guo n tt ping guo de fren. actually they wan 14 feb! [wahaha i laugh like siao when wanlin told mi] then wanlin cannt coz tt day her mum ask her go out wit her. LOL. her mum v funni.

so ya... then i miss my frens a lot! sl, sheena, yj, vivian, monica, zh!!!!!!! i miss u all so much!! n also, hope skool starts soon coz stay at home quite sian. i scared my brain rot keke. anyway, looking 4ward 2 skool reopening, but... not lookin 4ward to fri lor. all e best every1. lets be scared 2gth ba.

ShArDs [chapter10: Stay with me]

Josh watched Camie from outside her ward and shed tears uncontrollably. She was unbelievably pale and fragile, and it pained Josh's heart everytime he sees her weak body. He walked in, using every inch of his muscles to keep his tears under control.

Camie stared at him surprisingly.

"Josh... " She muttered weakly.

"Camie... I'm here... " Josh's voice cracked.

"My mum told you?" She raised her eyebrow with great effort.

"Yea... Why were you so foolish? I know everything now... The fact that you rejected me... It must be because of this illness. You didn't... didn't want to burden me... You didn't want me to feel sad because you thought you will depart anytime..." Josh's voice trembled with tears.

Camie smiled softly, "I'm gonna be gone sooner or later... I didn't want you to know lest you be miserable... That day, our date... It... it was the happiest day of my life... really... I fear i may not have the chance to tell you this... I must tell you today... now..."

Camie sat up slowly and painfully, staring straight into Josh's eyes with her crystal clear eyes.

"I... I... I love you, Josh."

Josh felt a warm feeling filling his empty heart for once.

"I love you too, Camie. And I need you. I will never let you die before me. Trust me. We will be together." Josh stared firmly into Camie's eyes and assured her immensely.

"You need to rest, Camie." Josh spoke calmly.

"No, Josh." Camie hung on tightly to Josh's warm hand.

"Please don't go... stay with me." Camie pleaded weakly.

" I will stay here and guard over you. Trust me, You have my word for assurance."

Camie closed her eyes calmly. It was the first time she slept so soundly.

2007-01-30T12:19:00.000-08:00

HelloSs!

i bought my puma bag n im so happi! waha, thanks a lot mum! anyway, ytd n 2dae stayin home to rot. from tml on gonna be quite bz i guess.

wed pei tt wanlin go buy bag, then thur pei her go cycling too lol. actually wan ask her cousin n her cousin's fren 2 go de, but she say those 2 guys like blockhead, maybe will hav nthn to talk abt. aha, so we gav up on tt idea! lol. then sat maybe going nyp de IT workshop from 10- 2, try out c wad is IT abt. anyway any1 wanna go also can tell mi, we can go 2gth. coz now onli myrin n mi going haha. then ltr that going 2h class outing at sentosa! woo!

anyway, chap9's finally out! haha, thanks frens 4 viewin my blog! tyty a lot!

lots of <3x, hy =")

ShArDs [chapter9: The painful revelation]

Upon reaching the hospital, Josh dashed like a bolt of lightning to the doctor's room. He felt greatly traumatized and thought, Why didn't i realise it earlier?

Mr tan, the doctor, stared quizzically at Josh.

"Hey doctor, don't you have a patient named Camie Chong?" Josh gasped for breaths.

"What's the matter, young man?"

"Please! Let me know what's wrong with her! I need to know!" There was a tinge of desperation in Josh's shaky voice.

The doctor studied Josh carefully, straightened his back, and locked eyes with Josh.

"Sorry, I can't reveal my patient's particulars."

Josh's mouth was dry with dread.

"Please, I know you have the duty to keep it confidential. But.. I'm her friend! i need to know, desperately!" Josh pleaded.

The doctor hesitated.

"Sorry, it's not within my capacity. I'm really sorry. The patient had told me to keep it confidential." The doctor shook his head to show that there was nothing he could do.

Josh was angry at the doctor. He wanted so much to grab his collar and force the truth out of him. On the contrary, he wanted more to punch himself hard for not realising it earlier. He felt tormented, no, worse.

"Aren't you Josh?" A demure lady spoke.

Josh turned.

It was Camie's mum.

"Let's take a stroll in the garden, Josh." Camie's mum forced a smile.

The garden was beautiful and springy with life, flowers flourished accompanied by birds singing rhythmic tunes. Yet, Josh was oblivious to the surrounding. He was worried, very worried.

"Auntie, could you fill me on about Camie's condition?" Josh pleaded.

Camie's mum sighed," I guess i should."

"She was well at first, a really lively and adorable young girl. We never had to worry about her, until recently... " With that, a streak of tear fell down to her chin as she wiped it off hastily.

"That day, it started out just like every normal day. It was in the afternoon that we received a call from the hospital that Camie had fainted and was sent to the hospital. We... we realised that she had difficulty in breathing, which explains why she fainted so.. suddenly." Camie's mum paused to suppress her emotions with great effort.

"She was diagnosed with a rare illness... The... the doctor said that there is an extra vein in Camie's heart. Sometimes, her heart may beat exceedingly fast, so... so... so fast that... the vein may not be in time to transport oxygen to... to her heart. It may happen anytime... anywhere..." Camie's mum broke down into tears, with her hands over her face.

"She may suddenly run out of oxygen, can't catch her breaths. If... if it's not treated, she may die anytime... But... we're poor... we can't afford the medical fees for surgery... I'm scared... really scared... I can't afford to lose Camie... She's my girl!" Camie's mum wept in anguish.

Josh was strickened. he had no more strength to move on. He could not accept it and he did not want to accept it. He was plunged into hell and felt resentment.

Why didn't it happen to me instead? Why? A good girl like Camie, She don't deserve any of these! Josh clenched his fist tightly.

2007-01-26T12:35:00.000-08:00

yo!

2dae gonna go out to nyp open hse wit wanlin, fio n cheryl. thenn ltr meeting myrin n darren, then going bugis 2 shop 4 darren's clothes!

sure be fun aha, but as usual, im fretting over wad 2 wear. ahh, headache sia.

maybe i anyhow wear la, but liddat v malu lol. there gt so mani ppl! o.O

they say ltr wan go long john sia, agn! lol.

then tml going bugis agn! lol. going crazy soon, but tml gonna go pizzzzzzzaaaaa hut! yay haha. n tml at bugis j gt daren n diya sia! haha myrin so happi sia. but im not gonna go there! so mani ppl!! haha but i tink myrin will be tinkin of daren a lot!

anyway, all e best peeps!

2007-01-25T13:18:00.000-08:00

hey hey, another day have passed! i dunno wad 2 say 2dae, suddenly at a loss 4 words! but i got some meaningful phrases here! haha.

It may take a few seconds 2 like someone, yet months to trust someone. So, it's hard to find a true confidant who truly wans 2 understands you. If u hav, u should learn 2 cherish.

A fren is someone who reaches 4 ur hand n touches ur heart, not jus abt havin fun 2gth.

In love, both parties should accept each others' shortcomings, n c them in a good light. no one is perfect in any case.

If u hav any unhappiness, its beta 2 tell it 2 someone than bleeding inside silently. u will definitely feel a million times beta.

Frens r quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings hav trouble rmbing how 2 fly.

True frenship is like sound health, e value of it is seldom known until it be lost.

A real fren is one who walks in when e rest of e world walks out.

Frens r God's way of taking care of us.

A fren is someone who knows e song in ur heart n can sing it bck to u when u hav 4gotten e words.

Every1 hears wad u say, frens listen to wad u say. Best frens listen 2 wad u dun say.

If all my frens were to jump off e bridge, i would not jump with them. I would be at e bottom 2 catch them.

credits to myrin 4 these phrases! hee, nice one!

ShArDs [chapter8: Don't leave me]

Josh continued to try to reach Camie everyday, yet without any result. This time, he dialled Camie's house number slowly, praying hard that someone would pick up the phone.

The phone sounded once.

Twice.

The third time.

It stopped for a brief second.

"Hello?"

Josh was filled with a mixture of joy and disbelief.

"Hello? Anyone there?" The voice spoke again, this time a little more impatiently.

Josh was dragged back to reality and replied quickly, "Oh yea. Sorry, may I speak to Camie please?"

There was a prolonged silence.

"Hey? Excuse me?" Josh asked softly.

The person on the other end of the line cleared her throat and muttered," She's not in."

"Wait! Erm, could you fill me on with her whereabouts? I've been trying to reach her these few days."

"Who are you?"

"I'm Josh. A friend of hers."

"I'm her mum."

"Oh hi! Camie's mum!"

Camie's mum hesitated for a few seconds and finally spoke, "She's not well to see or even talk to anyone for the time being."

"What happened to her?" Josh implored.

"Sorry, i can't tell you..."

". . . "

The line was cut off.

Josh got more worried, yet he felt so helpless as there was nothing he could do.

It was then something struck him.

The hospital! He thought. What was that doctor's name whom i saw Camie with?

Josh ran and stumbled in panic, grabbed his wallet and handphone along, and out of the house. He hailed a cab with little patience and got into it hastily.

"Singapore General Hospital please!"

On the way, Josh was praying hard.

Please don't let anything bad happen to Camie. I need her. Don't let her leave me...

- {To be continued =)

2007-01-24T12:22:00.000-08:00

helloSs!

went out to orchard wit kelvin ytd. met at khatib. i tink i v toopid sia, he say meet at last cabin i go first cabin. zhen shi de. okay then went 2 e shaw centre for his interview. quite a lot of guys came for e interview sia. then went to far east. didnt manage to find nice belts for myrin aha. then shop shop talk talk. n i cannt find e tank top myrin wanted too! haha.

went cine then sit down and chat i tink for abt an hour plus? lol. then sl came n find mi sia, she say wad wan do hw at BK. so funni! then we went in 2 watch e ghost tunnel. zhen shi de, it was v scary! e sound effect xia dao wo. then they kip on repeating a horrible scene..!! anyway it was really cold inside n i was shivering throughout. next time must bring blanket liao lol.

aha n realised kelvin also gt play habbo!!! wahh got tong ban play childish game wit mi haha. but i tink i long time nvr play habbo le! dunno if my frens gt del mi mah haha.

anyway kelvin, thanks 4 e treat ya! n it was fun ytd haha.

then went sp n met mum n dad n sis. haha bought fries for myrin, cher n darren since they asked mi to buy! then went home. i found 1 v shocking news! my bro n myrin's dad had a heated argument while i was away. lol! they say until so funni. li hai sia bro, dare to go against him haha. v pei fu!

then myrin agreed 2 chat wit mi! lol. such a miracle sia. lol. anyway we chatted until 11 plus then she tired liao! zhen shi de so early. but fun aha.

anyway, i updated 2 chaps! hehe so happi. anyway, tributes to myrin 4 helping mi type in! thanks a million!

ya n thats all i wanna say! byiiee!

2007-01-23T13:56:00.000-08:00

ShArDs [ chapter7: The first and the last?]

This day, Josh reached the beach far earlier than the meeting time. He was too excited about their date. He had spent the night tossing and turning, anticipating about their date. When Camie arrived, his heart almost leapt out.

They spent the afternoon hanging around in the beach, chatting and cycling. They felt great to be in each other's company.

Once, Josh grabbed Camie and threw her into the waters. She was soaked thoroughly. Josh took the chance to hold Camie's hand and pulled her up on shore.

By evening, they were lying side by side, laughing hard.

"You know, I feel this is the right time to tell you." Josh uttered.

"Yea?"

"In my eyes, there's only you and you alone. I can't see Kimmie, not to mention Kay."

Camie smiled.

"Hey, could you tell me the three words for once?" Josh implored.

"What three words?"

"Don't fake! You know, I know, everyone knows!"

"Dream on!" Camie replied naughtily and ran off, with Josh running behind her.

The following day, Josh made a morning call to Camie. Nevertheless, no one answered. He felt uneasy. Camie was not in school, and it made Josh worried. Josh pressed the doorbell to Camie's house repeatedly but had no reply. Now, Josh was sick with worry.

What happened to you? Josh thought.

2007-01-23T13:42:00.000-08:00

ShArDs [chapter6: The appearance of a new rival]

Josh took a train as usual, and he was wide awake expecting to see Camie step into the train anytime. Much to his disappointment, Kay walked in instead.

Kay is a tall and cool girl, not Josh's type at all. However, she is well known and loved by her friends. There were a great number of guys who faced rejection from her. Guess she's a girl hard to sought after.

In the blink of an eye, Josh saw a man stealing Kay's wallet painstakingly from her billabong bag. He grimaced and eyed the man's every move.

"Hey jerk." Josh called out to the pickpocket mockingly.

The pickpocket jumped in shock and looked at Josh fearfully.

"Hey there. You better return her wallet or I swear you'll be very sorry." Josh exclaimed coolly.

The pickpocket looked around frantically and all eyes were on him. He had no choice. Stretching out his trembling hands, he returned Kay's wallet, and ran off hastily when the next station came.

"Hey thanks." Kay whispered to Josh.

"Nah, don't think much about it."

The next day, rumors were in the air that Kay is after Josh. It was the first time Kay went after a guy with such publication.

"So, you must be really happy ya?" Camie questioned Josh, pretending to be nonchalant.

"About what?" Josh enquired.

"Don't fake your ignorance. You know, Kay."

"Oh... Why do you wanna know?" Josh raised his eyebrows.

"Never mind if you don't wanna tell..."

"No no, I wanna tell you, but the time is not ripe yet."

"Don't be lame, Josh." Camie replied and received a wink from Josh.

"Guys are ambiguous, indeed." Camie smiled.

The following day, Camie disappeared without a trace during recess, once again. However, this time round, Josh swore that he's gonna find her no matter what it takes.

Josh searched frantically level by level and was perspiring profusely upon reaching the fourth level. Breaths quick and heavy, Josh was slouching with his hands resting on his knees.

Where exactly is Camie? Josh thought.

It was then he heard something dropped that he turned immediately. Inside his heart, he was repeating Camie's name, as if she would appear out of nowhere. Nevertheless, it was not her, but the cleaner.

"Did I scare you?" The cleaner asked, eyes wide due to Josh's sudden movement.

Josh walked away, filled with disappointment. There were just a few minutes left before recess ends. He could not find Camie, guess it was meant to be.

Josh strolled past the corridor in an attempt to get back to the classroom. He saw the door leading to an abandoned staircase.

Go in. His heart urged.

It was then the bell sounded. Josh gave a second look to the door and started to walk away when he heard footsteps echoing. He opened the door slowly and heard the door creak eerily. The footsteps were getting closer and closer, seconds by seconds.

Finally, he saw a pair of legs. With slow motion, Josh stared up, which seemed to take forever.It bred familiarity.

Camie.

So, she had been hiding there all along, every recess. Josh stared into her eyes questioningly and saw her eyes softened.

"I can't have my recess. I mean, I'm poor, I have to save up." Camie said, with a sprinkle of tear falling from her eye.

"No way, why didn't you tell me before?" Josh breathed.

"I even had to borrow the dress for the dance party. I didn't want you to get all worried about me..."

"So that's why you hid yourself here all along?"

"Yea."

Josh felt a knife through his heart, he was hurting for Camie. So this is how hard she lives.Why didn't I realise it before?

Josh made up his mind to make Camie happy, everyday, without fail. Well, he did it. His mere presence brought Camie joy instantly.

This time, Josh plucked up his courage to pose the question to Camie again.

"Would you be with me? Camie?"

Camie replied tentatively," Let's try it out for one day, okay?"

Josh was mad with joy. It was the happipest day of his life.

2007-01-22T13:11:00.000-08:00

helloSs!

ytd went out to bugis! aha was fun. bugis street rocks! so mani nice clothes sia. cher, myrin n mi shopped, then met san jie. n then shop shop shop. lol.

cher bought a top, i dunno how to descibe, onli noe is sleeveless haha. then a jean shorts really cute sia! aha, then myrin bought another bare shoulders de, yellow top. then with a jean pants till knee de. i bought a purple t-shirt n a jean pants till knee de aha. quite casual la.

was really fun aha. then we met jh n ate dinner at long john. then shopped for his clothes. GUYS CLOTHES R REALLY NICE N EASY TO FIND. there gt so mani nice clothes for guys. jus anyhow take some nice liao. then gals de so hard to find! i dunno izzit we too fussy or wad lol. anyway, he managed to get his clothes in less than 45mins.

was really fun aha, i was energetic sia. but my shoe, e stripe came out once agn! n i kept adjusting it! vomit blood.

anyway ytd was really fun! aha.

actually finished chap 6 ytd, but wanted to extend it haha. so i tink tml can write le. sry for e lag time aha. anyway thanks 4 visiting my blog!

2007-01-20T13:10:00.000-08:00

actually 2dae wanted to go out with yj, sheena n sl de. then sheena mum dun let, n sl not free! so we cancelled e trip! then be4 tt kelvin invited mi go gym, then i sae cannt coz going out with sheena they all. so i ended up rotting at home aha.

so now im at home wit my sis n darren lol. myrin n cher went out with their aunts to shopping, n my mum went out wit my grandma! im bored to death! aha.

anyway, ltr going eat lunch with my sis in sp sia, she say wanna eat mac, then bring her eat lor aha.

hmm, looking 4ward to myrin's return coz i wanna c wad she bought. i guess she'll buy really nice clothes n accessories.

actually wanetd go causeway with myrin, but decided on far east coz there nthn to buy!

so myrin bought a black top bare shoulders de woo~ aha, then i lend ehr my tank top wear inside nice =) then a tight skirt yupp. actually i wanted to buy tt de, but she saw it first aha. i so gd let her buy lol! JK. then she couldnt find nice earrings, aha, she kip scolding mi for buyin 1 earring coz she like tt one also. =P

so 2 summarise wad i bought ytd. i bought a black sleeveless top with a white top inside. i mean, its 2 piece de aha. then a black skirt. ehh, i tink i look like pirate lol! coz its jus black n white. n e top e pic looks like pirate de hook. ytd i suddenly feel i v tall coz tt skirt quite short, then i tink my legs v long! lol!

then i bought a long long necklace, n 2 pair of earrings. quite fun sia. i was given hundred dollars, u noe y? coz myrin's grandma gav her hundred, then my mum also gav lol! but we didnt spend all la. still gt quite a lot left sia. hee. really fun leh, like no nid care much abt e budget.

ytd was really fun! aha! tml we all going out agn, but with more ppl. going bugis with cher, darren, jh, jm n maybe san jie. aha, sure fun! but i tink will take up a lot of time coz we all buying clothes. then must go guy shops n gals de. sure v long but fun aha. help them find clothes so fun sia!

hee im so excited abt tml i cant conceal my excitement! lol. anyway, beta stop crapping.

byiieee!

2007-01-17T12:33:00.000-08:00

Went to watch dn2 with sheena n sl ytd nite. e cinema so scary sia, onli e 3 of us n 1 guy. n it was nite somemore. sheena go tap mi at my left where there is no one n i really cua tio. then i kip scolding her aha. n she gt scammed by me agn with e hi5 thingy. aha, i wanna hi5 wit her n then pulled my hand away. she look so funny! aha. hi5 to air sia.

ytd was quite gd e atmosphere, kept on jokin. enjoyed myself thoroughly. e cinema was freezing cold!!!!! i 4gt my jacket as usual aha. then we went to mr bean for hot tang yuan n beancurd.

anyway, i tink sat we going to tp open house, with yj, sl n sheena. but not sure if sl n sheena can make it anot. hope can! anyway. i tink my life is quite boring wonder if any of u r falling asleep. waha, anyway, stay happy guys!

ShArDs [chapter5: Never give up]

It was weekend, and Josh laid on his bed, thinking deeply. Camie is really one girl that proves hard to decipher. He thought. His heart pains at the thought of Camie's hard and cold eyes. The way things had turned out, it was unexpected. He never thought that their relationship would wither. It was heartwrenching.

Josh' mum, Kelly, interrupted his thoughts.

"Hey darling, would you mind lending me a helping hand? By fetching my medicine from the hospital?"

"Sure Madam, I'm at your bidding." Josh bowed exaggeratingly.

At the hospital, Josh met her mother's doctor and chatted a while.

"Although your mum's high fever had subsided, I advise you to continue with the one week dosage in order to keep it under control." The doctor said.

"Okay, I'll remind her."

On the way out of the hospital, Josh were still thinking about Camie. He failed to notice the open door in front of him and slammed right into the hard metal door.

"Ouch, it hurts," he reprimanded the door.

"Take the medicine on a daily basis and heed my advice. Take good care," Josh heard the doctor said.

Out of curiosity, he peeped into the room and noticed a petite girl sitting in front of the doctor, backfacing him.

"Thank you, doctor." The girl said. Somehow, Josh was puzzled that the girl looked somewhat familiar.

It was when the girl turned did he realised it was Camie. Without a second thought, he went into a full sprint and out of the hospital he goes.

Why would Camie need a doctor? Is she sick? Josh was worried.

Monday came and Josh managed to spot Camie before class. He had decided to stop running away, but to face her directly.

"Hey." Josh muttered.

"Hey." Camie replied.

"Let's stop the cold war okay? The school's too small for us to fight a real war, if need be." Josh winked.

"Lame." Camie snapped and smacked Josh square on his head.

"So... it's my turn to return your favour!" Josh exclaimed and ran after Camie in an attempt to smack her on her head, both laughing hysterically.

2007-01-16T12:18:00.000-08:00

konnichiwa!

ytd was really fun ya! firstly, i made a great achievement! i was 4 mins earlier to meet wanlin! wahaha! finally not late sia. but i also not always late de la aha. then wanlin was late for 15mins! aha i so happy, become my turn to suan her.

anyway, then we went cineleisure to buy 5 tics of pan's lyabrinth. then went on to far east. we spent 45MINS searching for far east. aha, forgt e way sia. we walked all e way from somerset to quite far end of orchard. then finally, i rmb hav to go to orchard stat e undergrd there lol. anyway, it was really lame that we spent so long jus for that!

aha, then i bought a shirt, n a jean shorts with a polka dots belt. yay, so happi gt one more set of clothes! im running out of clothes! aha. ke lian wanlin waiting for me to try on e clothes for so long. she told mi if i go out wit my bf, he will sure be bored to death! aha, really???

then we shop shop, then met cheryl outside borders[a shop anyway, for myrin's knowledge =P]. then we went to another bk store, coz they wanna buy comics. cheryl was so ji dong when she saw her fav comics. lol.

then it was around 2 plus, yupp, n we went to cine to meet elaine n fiona. then went on to watch pan's lyabrinth. aha, NC16 sia. u noe, it wrote there, FANTASY. then we tot, yupp, fantasy, not tt bad. n aha! it was super scary! its so violent n bloody! really gross sia, one scene e guy's mouth gt slashed omg. elaine n mi were "eee", "omg","wth" here n there lol. but it was soft la. aha, if not ltr ppl scold sia. then elaine says" we can onli watch PG movies liao lol." then gt one scene gt a white monster, aiyo, tt one super scary n exciting. my heart was racing madly!

nevertheless, pan's lyabrinth is really nice la aha. watch it okie?! aha, go n get xia dao bahx. although v scary but i tink is nice aha.

then ltr we went shop a while onli. go c bags. i wanna get a sliding bag! aha, then we chatted on e train. aha, i kip callin elaine star, n she call mi apple! our maple nick! lol so funn. n we talked abt our maple di. so fast in less than 1 month lvl up to 65 sia. cua tio! aha, then wanlin with her funny nonsense agn lol, v funny.

anyway, they wanted to go bck phs 2dae. but i too tired liao, so nvr go, since 2nit going sp watch dn2 with sheena n sl.

i think ytd was really fun! i tink 2nite will be fun too! aha, frens rocks my life ya!

been watching sassy chun hyung, v nice n funni! must watch!

anyway, chap5 i haven write finish. only halfway thro! sry was quite busy aha! maybe tml will hav chap5 bahx. lol. continue to tune in to my blog k? aha.

all e best peeps!

2007-01-14T20:34:00.000-08:00

HelloSs!

tml going far east plaza with wanlin aha. then ltr gonna go catch a movie with elaine, fiona they all ha. m looking forward, sounds fun! gonna shop for new clothes n stuffs. waha, sure v fun!

anyway, thinking hard of wad 2 wear tmr! ahh, headache! aha, im running out of clothes sia, always wear e same ones. sheena, we rock! always wear e same clothes repeatedly aha!

nowadays quite slack, dun really like it. realised that slacking is actually so sian. but really happi gt a lot of dates with my frens haha.

now, now, fei hua shao shuo. Chapter4 is out! hehe. kip e suspense going!

ShArDs [chapter4: The mystery unveiled?]

The next day, Camie had came to school far earlier than usual in order to avoid Josh. She could not pluck up the courage to face Josh. She felt her energy drained away at the thought of being distant from Josh.

However, Josh was nowhere to be found, even when lessons were just a few minutes away. Time is ticking away, yet where is Josh? Camie worried.

"Hello." The DJ spoke solemnly.

The voice snapped Camie out of her thoughts.

"Testing one, two, three." It sounded... familiar. Was it Austin?

"It took me great courage to say this to the public. Yet, i'm determined. Although rejected, I hope for a miracle."

"Would you give me this chance? To be with you? I need you, Camie."

Horror was fixed on Camie's face. She was touched, yet embarrassed. Reality struck her as she dashed out of the classroom and flung open the doors of the studio.

Josh turned facing her and they locked eyes, once again.

"Stop it, Josh." Camie said between sobs.

"Why won't you give me the chance? Just what are you afraid of?"

"No, no! I can't tell you Josh! Stop it, stop pretending that you know everything. Just stop it!"

"Tell me, just what exactly is bothering you? Please, let me help." Josh's expression bored sincerity.

Camie's eyes softened.

"I... I..."

"Tell me, Camie."

"I... I... I can't... I can't be a burden to you..."

"What is it that you can't burden me with?"

"I... I... Josh... you... don't understand... I'm just... I'm just... not good enough for you..."

Josh held her face softly. "Please, do not say these. You are my destined girl. You're the one, the only one. Just trust me."

"I'm sorry... I... I can't!" With that, Camie ran out of the studio in tears, with the door slamming shut behind her.

Josh was abandoned, once again. just that this time round, everything was over. Josh threw a tight fist at the walls of the studio, totally ignorant of the physical pain. He was bleeding inside, and it was painful... very painful...

2007-01-13T13:41:00.000-08:00

helloSs!

chapter 3 is out! aha i tink this chap most interesting sia! v fun to write! but i tot abt it for quite long time! lol.

anyway, i really thank God for such great frens like u all who cares so much abt mi! i love u all frens!!! jus wanna wish all of u all e best for ur everything! thanks a million times for being frens! i really cherish our friendships!

aha, n yj, i miss calling u a les! =P anyway, so sad that u can't watch deathnote2 wit us! but hope we all continue to hangout 2gth! i read ur blog n u said u regret not watching wit us! but anyway, i noe u love dn too much to w8! aha.

n so yea, enjoy my story! hope its not too boring!

ShArDs [chapter3: hearbreaks]

The annual dance party was nearing and Josh had wanted to take this chance to invite Camie as his dance partner. This time, he stood outside the classroom and waited for Camie.

As Camie strolled out of the classroom, she waved gracefully at Austin.

"Hi!" She said breathlessly.

"So how's your preparations coming up?" Austin asked with a wide grin that made Josh want to bash him up.

"Yea, great."

Noticing the strange look on Josh's face, Camie introduced him as her partner for the dance party. Hurt was written all over Josh's face. It was as if he had been hit by a hammer, his feet rooted firmly to the ground. He was dumbfounded.

"See you, Josh!" Camie smiled and left, leaving Josh all alone. There was Camie, walking beside Austin, the guy known for his good looks and results. Josh was left behind, lonely and pathetic.

Camie could not forget the hurt on Josh's face. She had heard rumors that Josh wanted her as his partner. Yet, she agreed to Austin's request. She had no choice, at least, that was what she thought.

Someone as popular as Josh, someone as great as him, i'm not fit to be with him... Once he know of my... once he know, i would avoid him. I know he would not forsake me, but i don't want to burden him.

*****

Blasting music diffused throughout the spacious hall invaded by young teens dressed in their best. Floodlights shone brightly, creating the night party ambience. The speaker's voice filled the entire hall accompanied by the little hushes of the students.

Josh were with Kimmie, the popular cheerleader. He was looking around for any trace of Camie, yet in vain. Where is she? He thought.

As if answering his question, Camie stepped into the dance hall gracefully. Wearing a simple white tube dress with sequins belt around her waist, she was as beautiful as a swan. Her white heels went along perfectly with her dress, and Josh felt she looked utterly amazing. Her hair was done up neat and nice. Austin was dressed like a prince, but Josh felt sick upon seeing him. Jealousy explains all.

During the party, Josh were greatly troubled. Dancing right in front of him was Kimmie, and she was all that he could ask for. Yet, Camie kept appearing in his mind, capturing his every thought. He could not stop noticing Camie.

Josh tried, several times, to steal Camie away from Austin. He made up lame excuses like phone calls to disrupt their chatting. He would suddenly pop out of nowhere and request private times with Camie.

By chance, Josh managed to invite Camie to a slow dance. His spirits were lifted immediately. At that moment, time seemed to stop only for the two of them, as they stared deeply into each other's eyes. If only it would last...

Finally, he grabbed Camie by her hand and dragged her out of the hall.

"Hey! It hurts!" Camie exclaimed.

"Look at me! Look at me Camie." Josh held her firmly by her shoulders.

Camie calmed down and looked into Josh's pleading eyes.

"You know, I have to tell you this. I... I... just can't stand Austin. I mean... not when he's with you, talking to you, laughin with you, and... and all."

"You don't have to tell me these." Camie replied and turned in an attempt to walk off, wit her back facing Josh.

"I love you." Josh said softly.

Camie froze.

"I love you and can't stop thinking of you. You invade my every thought, my everything. I need you."

"I..." Camie stammered.

"Stop dreaming Josh. we can't be together."

Josh opened his mouth to protest.

Fighting against her tears, Camie stuttered, " Sorry, but, I... I..."

"I don't love you." With that, tears started welling up in her eyes as she ran off. She knew that she was lying, but she had no choice. She could only carry the regret with her for the rest of her life. It would be painful, but she was willing.

Meanwhile, Josh stood alone. He could almost hear the broken pieces of his heart when she said the four words. His heart aches, a lot. A drop of tear fell down to his chin as he clenched his fist to suppress the tears.

2007-01-12T13:00:00.000-08:00

HelloSs!okie, something's wrong with my blogger that i can't edit any of my previous posts. so here 2 clarify, e deep soup is wrong aha. should be hot soup. =)

aha, i gt sassy chun hyung de disc! my aunt borrowed frm her fren. yay, can watch le. it looks nice ha.

okay, so anyway, chapter 2 is out ^^^^

ShArDs [chapter2: Will the happy moments last?]

With the passing of each day, Josh and Camie were closer than ever. They shared unforgettable memories that left footprints etched in their hearts. They felt the connection, but it was just not the time to say it. At least, that was what Josh felt.

This day, they spent the night with several of their friends rushing through the art project. Yet, all that was on Josh's mind was today's date, 13 february.

Josh sent Camie home and chatted with her. He was in high spirits, yet anxious, as midnight was round the corner. Suddenly, he stopped in his tracks and looked at his watch. Tapping his foot impatiently, he counted the few seconds left to midnight.

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Looking straight into Camie's deep blue eyes, he leaned towards her slowly, taking one step at a time. Finally, they were so close that he could almost feel her gentle breaths. It felt like eternity. He studied her face carefully, one of a quizzical look. Stretching his trembling hands into his pocket, he took out a nicely decorated box.

"For you." Josh whispered.

"Happy valentine."

Upon reaching home, Camie laid on her bed in deep thoughts. She could still feel Josh's warm breaths upon her face. Flashes of the incident kept revolving around in her mind. She felt dizzy with joy. Without any anticipation, Josh's sudden gift was a big surprise to her. When Josh stared into her eyes, it was as if he could see through her every thoughts. Her heartbeat raced as panic ran through her body like an electric shock. At that moment, she had almost melted.

Almost.

She took of the cover of the gift carefully, and found a beautiful bracelet. It was...... nice.

The following day, valentine gifts filled Josh's desk as he stared in awe.

"Wow, spendid." he said to himself.

Being the basketball star, mountains of gifts were showered upon him all these years. Yet, none of it moved him. He was certain of what he wanted.

He scanned the classroom and his gaze rested on Camie. She was looking at him too. She smiled, with a tinge of sadness. It left Josh thinking, why was she sad? The question was left unanswered.

Recess came and once again, Camie was nowhere to be found. Whenever it was recess, or even lunch, Camie vanished into thin air. He could not find her in the canteen, library, or even their classroom. He made it a point to ask her about it next time.

They spent the whole afternoon together at the beach. Finally, they were leaning back to back, laughing hard. Slowly, their topic drifted to a heart-to-heart talk. It was great.

"Hey, i wanna ask you a question." Josh spoke.

"Yea?"

"Where did you disappear to during recess? i tried to find you every recess yet in vain." He enquired.

"Nah. There are too many people out there in the canteen. Maybe you just missed me by an earshot.

"There was something in her tone that tells Josh, she's lying.

**** {to be continued =) ~

aha, so how's my story? feel free to leave ur comments at my tagboard =)

2007-01-11T13:46:00.000-08:00

HelloSs!

spent e last 48mins configuring my blogskin! fun fun fun! aha!

n finally, im done!

now im actually thinking of e lunch my grandma gonna make! 1 thing is for certain, living in here, i can actually have e chance to eat my grandma's handmade food. n its aroma is unrivalled! aha, maybe too exaggerating le.

anyway im really satisfied wit my blogskin now! at least i find it alrite aha.

yupp, rmb wad i love? english! aha, i gt an inspiration agn! this time to write out a story. haha, i've alrdy finished 1 chapter.

^^^^ scroll down 2 read ~ ^^

ShArDs [chapter1: The encounter]

Eyes heavy and burdened, Josh forced them open in a bid to stay awake. His yawn squeezed out the streaks of tears from his unfazed eyes. With half-opened eyes, he stared at the opening doors, welcoming a petite girl bathed in the same uniform as him.

They locked eyes at the split instant when time seemed to freeze, and Josh was left frozen on his step. He felt an undeniable connection with her, yet was unable to comprehend it. Ragaining his posture, he brushed off the feeling with another yawn.

On the way to school, Josh kept his attention fixated on the girl, who was walking in front of him with quick strides. She was thin, in fact, skinny. She looked malnutritioned and unbelievably fragile. Her long curly hair swayed along with her rhythmic pace.

Suddenly, realisation struck him as he looked at his watch, school had started! He was late, in other words, THEY were late.

"Hey!" Josh called out.

The girl turned immediately and stared at him with wide, innocent eyes.

"We're late."

"Really?"

"Follow me." Without thinking, Josh grabbed her cold hands that threatened to break anytime. They went up in a full sprint. He was on cloud nine.

Finally, they came near the school, the magnificent fence looming over them. With a wink, Josh gestured for the girl to climb over him and up on the fence. She did it without sheer effort. Taking a few steps back, Josh ran at top speed and climbed up on to the fence. Now, they were sitting side by side.

"Thanks a lot." She breathed.

"Nah, its alright."

She jumped down steadily and was off, leaving Josh staring at her departing view.

"I caught you!" It was the discipline master.

Mouth hanging open from the state of shock, Josh stared unbelievably at the DM. Now, he was in deep soup.

However, it does not matter to him any bit, because he saw her name tag.

Camie...

{ to be continued =) }

2007-01-09T21:47:00.000-08:00

HelloSs

nowadaes stayin at myrin's hse n kept chatting wit her at nite. was really funn ehh. i think e topics we talk abt r really funn hehe. wanna noe wad we talk abt? heh, its confidential yea!

slacking nowadays, but tml i wanna read some storybks le haha.

then nowadays spend e days chatting, smsin, using com liddat lol.

miss my frens alot! haha =) im sure all of u does 2! gee!

anyway, aft chatting wit myrin i realised tt gurls v kou shi xin fei. we will try to pretend we dun like but actually we like. aiyo, i also dunno y we so unclear de ha. anyway, tts us! then myrin ask me wad type of guys i like, haha v fun sia. lets c, humorous, cute, sporty, good aha!

nothn much to talk abt le. haha, byiiee!

2007-01-06T18:13:00.000-08:00

hihi! here to blog agn! now gonna talk abt my bata job =)

haha, so was working in sun plaza's bata shoe fair 4 ard ten days or so. really funnn!!!!! got to know alot of frens, really great frens! gee. i tink they r all pretty helpful n kind! i nvr tot tt my first job would be so funn. although its hard sometimes making mistakes n things liddat, but learnt a lot la. love to hang out wit them.

haha, talk abt e first fren i noe, shihuan haha. sh if ure looking at this u sure happy, coz i gonna say gd things abt u! u noe y? coz u too mani bad things to say, too long to write down lol. JK! anyway, she v initiative n talkative. v funn gurl! i always c her squabbling with kelvin v funny sia. i think they 2 squabble v cute haha. rmb e first time i tok to her alrdy gt good impression le coz she v cheerful. a really humorous gurl =) pro suaner n lamer haha.

then, jing tuan, he v funni lol. also an initiative guy. i tink he v takative also n humourous. hmm, n v v v v v qin lao lol. work v hard sia. when we were slacking n talkin he was attendin to customers. pro manz.

then gt one kelvin tan, this one v funni lol. i realised something v qiao. he not onli works in e same bata as mi, he in same jc as mi, same class, even same bdae sia. wahh, so qiao lehh. i even xia dao. v funni!! haha anyway i tink he's a shy guy, dun really tok much de leh. but like v clever haha.

hmm, then got huiting, she quite strict la. but then aft work she kip smiling at us n tok 2 us. quite friendly also haha. but dun really know her well.

ya, then got kelvin lim. v funni guy lol. he lik always laugh laugh laugh de. i tink he from IMH haha. anyway, i tink he quite qin lao also, then like v pro coz he work there quite long le. i tink he also talkative sia, kip toking n toking n toking lol. but actually hor, i tink most of us there r v talkative de leh. pro suaner n joker!

hmm, then huiwen! haha, a really funni n likeable gurl! like to hang out wit her, v bhb also lol. but nvm we can bhb 2gth ha. i tink she v funn to hang out wit, then also v outgoing. got one time go out wit her n was really fun haha.

then gt ka tat, dun really know him well. i onli know tt his name v cute lol.

then gt cindy! haha she v good n kind! then always when c mi will smile n say hi. good fren haha. likable gurl! haha

then another, jorvin. quite quiet leh, but also gd haha.

overall i really glad, v glad tt i gt to know such great frens! nvr tot tt it will be so fun! haha. anyway, i love everyone of them! they rock manz!

end liao. haha, not much to write le haha. anyway, i decided to go poly!

2006-12-31T18:25:00.000-08:00

haha finally i blogged! n i noe alot of u v happi lol! JK

nowadays working in bata! tiring sia! but fun coz gt to know alot of frens! v funnn!!!!!! =)

maybe 2dae going out wit them countdown or supper. but i prefer supper haha. coz sheena cannt go countdown! n i tink my mum dun allow also.

hope we all continue to hang out 2gth! anyway, happy new year!

2006-12-02T10:29:00.000-08:00

we found our confirmed job le! its in sun plaza yay! hahas from 24 dec to 3 jan, we gonna be in e bata fair 1st storey de. was findin our jobs in orchard n end up they dun wan hire for onli 1 month. in the end found it in sp, wasted our transport fees! lol. the roadshow job, coz joseph say until like it sucks so much, n e pay quite variable n dunno when get pay, so we didnt wan it. budden, gonna c how well melson fared since he startin in mon. hahas.

anyway, made a wasted trip ytd, sooooo farrrrr. very bu hao yi si coz sheen n yj accompanied mi, sorry gals! anyway, ytd walked until my legs so pain.

so from now until 24 dec i got nthn to do. jus stay home n make full use of my free time! maybe going out skating! hahaha. maybe wanna roller blade wit sheen. hahas depends!

2006-11-28T13:13:00.000-08:00

ytd was prom! yay finally its over, can rest n not worry abt my clothes anymore haha. was quite fun, food was alrite esp e salad n soup they rocks! not to mention e bread! but i didnt manage to finish my bread n soup! then e person went to take it away! ahhhh!!!! i was takin photos!

then got some perfomances, to tell e truth, im not someone hu can sit back n listen to performance or wad lol. but it was okay la. overall, i tink e most fun part is takin photos n e food. hahas. i still cant get bck my appetite. i cant eat as much as wad i ate last time. i jus feel full upon seeing the food. n i no longer love food so much, wads happening?! eee, i dun like this! anorexia lol. i dun tink so la! lol

then went home wit our grp of frens n finally left sheen, alvin n mi walkin home 2gth. quite funni la, i think they 2 very gao xiao. i think i slept at ard 1am. so late. then in e morn was awoken by my bro's loud handphone.

actually wanted to go for job interview 2dae, the one melson intro-ed. but then, yj couldn't make it. so maybe tml. but wanlin ask us go east coast, maybe not going east coast bahx. finding job is impt! wo men shi ye le!

okie, guess thats all.

2006-11-27T11:40:00.000-08:00

YOYOYO! went to city harvest church ytd, i realised its at expo! haha. it was quite fun! e songs they sing so rock sia. but i still feel weird coz we dun really noe much ppl there. anyway, e guys ran out of the church be4 it started n flew to vivo. the pastor said something like, prayer is not askin God for ur needs or wants, its abt connecting to God, talking to God, communicating wit Him. yea, learnt quite alot, one thing is, its so far away! i had to go city hall, switch trains, then tanah merah, switch agn n finally to expo. o.O anyway, going to church rocks! although i admit that 2 n a half hours is really hard, but i will try to adapt n concentrate more. yupp n they also said that coming to church is not a must, its more of a want. =)

anyway, i was wit my cousins=) so we went to j8 met e comical guys( my cousins also) n looked ard for my grad nite shoes n accessories, hahas. didnt manage to find it, so met our other cousin n went to kbox. was really fun sia, n we kept laughin at one another when any of us sing out of tune or beat. haha, it was fun! e waiter looks so much like elvin ng! omg! haha, n he kept laughin at our lameness. halfway thro i went out to toilet, but i dun really noe where izzit. so i walk here n there turn n walk away n was rather embarrassing lol.

later on we went kfc for our dinner. san jie treated us! she rock haha. later on e way bck heard my name being called. turned ard n it was lydia n shihui=) so surprised to c them there!

so aft sayin thanks yous n byes to san jie, we went on home. then went to sp n finally brought my shoes. $19.90, quite cheap hor? n we waved goodbyes n to home! by the time i reached home it was ard 9 plus, so late! haha.

anyway, ytd was an enjoyable day, n i enjoyed e church, e outing n everything! haha. Jesus rock my life!

anyway ltr going for grad nite! quite excited but scared! anyway, im not puttin up make ups, its just so ma fan haha. c u all there! sl our spirit will be with u always!

2006-11-25T09:53:00.000-08:00

have been playin sims n habbo nowadays, since nthn much to do. now i find sims so boring! like nthn much to do. anyway, we went shoppin for prom dress too, n i found it in jus 15mins. so efficient. haha, coz sheena brought mi there, since she been there liao.

i wonder if we will be hired for the hotel job. 1 month onli leh! anyway, just try bahx. n i tink need trainin also, so maybe not enough time. but still, so mani of us going for e interview, wahaha funny sehh..

im bored enough, n 2dae still hav to go relatives house. it will be super hot. nowadaes i jus love air con, how will i be able to withstand the heatspell? lol, sounds too yan zhong.

1 thing, e hols r boring stayin at home! ahh ling ar! miracle healin plz! n pray that u will be able to join us in ice skatin soon! lol

2006-11-20T14:25:00.000-08:00

went to school 2dae! n paid up for grad nite aft hl's advice lol. nvm, i guess just go there n hav fun, since last time to maybe c a lot of our classmates. jus hope i can manage to find clothes in time. its on mon, n hey, i haven got any idea wad to wear!

just hope tt miraculously i will be able to find some clothes!!!! thur n sat going out to shopp. but sl not going coz of her leg, sadd! anyway, nvm! i wont have to fight war with her. hahas. hope it all goes well=)

2006-11-19T18:37:00.000-08:00

planned to go out to east coast wit my cousins, but last min changed plans coz my bro got camp. thus, i had to help out with my family in movin our furni. did i mention we r movin house? anyway, its still in sembawang, seems lame lol.

it was tiring, while cleanin some furnis the dust got to mi. was feeling terrible. its hard to be a parent! coz they hav to do cleanin so often! i think i really cannt stand much hardship, but anyway, im tryin to do more work so as to be able to withstand hardships n not be like a qian jing da xiao jie haha.

went to eat lunch, its really strange. someone like mi, who loves to eat so much, aft O's, i just lost all my appetite. i wonder wad happened. i cant even finish half of the food. but its a sin to waste! ehh so my mum help mi eat lol. anyway, i gonna go city harvest church wit myrin n cher liao. coz my cousins r there. back to e topic, i hope i can love food agn! ahhh! food is just one of e many enjoyments of life haha.

came home n played sims. nthn much to do aft O's. but anyway, we r going skating! but guess hav to wait for sl first. but still looking forward. wonder if who's going grad nite. i think we r not going, haha i dun hav money for clothes. so sian. but wonder if it is compulsory. neverthless, i think a lot of us not going.. its jus 1 week away, still haven decide wad to do!

hope all of u enjoy ur days! continue to trust in Jesus!

2006-11-17T18:51:00.000-08:00

finally O is over! im quite happy, onli quite coz im worried of my results. but anyway, i hav done my best, n shall leave e rest to God. i must enjoy myself liao, if not ltr go jc or poly sian agn lol.

christmas is comin n im looking forward! MERRY CHRISTMAS! haha seems too early?

hope all of u enjoy urselves too! no pt worryin so much. haha, i think my mum allow mi to go church liao, gonna find one! =)

2006-10-11T18:30:00.000-07:00

went out to khatib to meet daph, yj, jas, sl, alvin, junwei, zhiwei, andre for our trip! almost late, wahahaha. anyway, i think we were late. haha, saw alvin in the station, then talked n he specifically called jw bluffin that he's not going. wahaha, funny sia. then saw yj at khatib station, he said she looks like a ghost manz! yj showed her fist like usual hahs.

then we went out the wrong way, n sl, i think she ran all the way to catch us. then crossed the bridge then reached e bus-stop! boarded the bus, quite a long trip. was feeling quite dizzy from the shaking of the bus.

after some strange routes we took, finally, we reached our destination! the great place! east coast park! went to rent bikes n roller blades. jas, jw, zw went out to blade, while e rest of us went for cycling! wow it was really fun! had not cycle for a really long time!

we braved thro storms n survived! lol, its just the slopes. it was really hard getting up the slopes!! it felt like eternity to reach the top! anyway, i managed it! at first was rather fun, i was actually quite in the front so cool! wahaha!

somewhere down the road, sl fell down. she hurt her knee, such a pitiful girl! then cycled aft her bleedin stopped. since then her bike was quite spoiled so she cant move fast even though i c her padalling so hard forever. she looked so funny! then cycled with her, n once we actually lost sight of those ppl in front. in e end they waitin for us in front. lol! anyway, i think im quite slow!

then aft quite long felt my energy startin to drain away.cycling slower n slower.. sometimes i will feel energetic agn n sped, then slowed down agn. crazy de.

we even went to the pier n enjoyed the breeze. to tell the truth, i didnt feel much breeze, just the hot grazing sun prickling against my skin! ahh! and here we go continued our journey! yj n alvin was leading us all! much to our dismay, they stopped to wait for us! my goodness! we wanted them to continue leadin us, if u noe wad i mean. anyway we were just joking ard! so we stopped not far from them. there was nothing they could do except to continue cycling! plan A succeeded! but not for long! we were enjoyin our cyclin. and boom! alvin n yj cycled out from our side. they were hiding there to ambush us! great plan! lol. scheming!!!!!

we went on to meet jas they all, n jas kept falling down. n they said shes the empress, coz all of us were waiting for her. haha, so funny.

finally, we stopped cycling for aft abt 2 hrs, n went to mac. only jw n alvin ate, then we went to marina sq's pizza hut, while jw n alvin went to shop. it was really fun! joked n talked a lot! e food tasted delicious! aft some shopping, decided to go home. n bye bye!

2dae was a fun trip. glad i went anyway, at first wasn't thinkin of going. hope our class will forever stay 2gth even aft 'O'! i hope to rmb this day always! May God bless all of u!

2006-10-03T20:59:00.000-07:00

these few days feeling rather stressed. but im quite okay now, thanks to great buddies! u all rock my life! jus hope that i can continue to do my best n practice more n more.

1 more month! scared. i guess we r all worried. jus hope we dun get into any accident or illness or wad. at least perservere until O.

shall end here, not much to blog about. i just feel so tired nowadays, hope i dun faint from fatigue. anyway, gambatte!

2006-09-28T20:49:00.000-07:00

konnichiwa! ehh, btw, realised that physics i add some marks for mcq, so i dun really know wads my total marks. somehow i think my L1R5 will be more than 20, n i think i may flunk english too, judging from what mr white said about our essays. i wonder if mine was considered a message. the topic is just so impt!

i think e gonna get back all our results tomorrow. quite scared, but not too scared too. figured out theres no time for me to be sad about my prelims. O's is still the most paramount one. so i gonna focus on preparations for O's. nowadays practicising maths, but have a bugging feeling that i haven studied much.

looking forward to self study where we can stay at home n study! i think they should let us start self study sooner! i think 13 oct is the grad service, then we can hav self study le! hooray!

gosh gosh gosh i think i dun really hav enough sleep nowadays coz i was watching tv late! but i wanna watch! n i wonder y i like hav so little time. not enough time to watch tv, sleep n study! Jesus help mi!

i re read dairy of a teenage girl. its really a great bk, not to mention the other series further on. yeah, we should read them! gonna focus a lot of O's now! reached a conclusion 2dae, i m responsible for myself. even if i get poor results for O's, its still my fault, not others. so i hav decided not to let myself live in regret. i gonna grab this chance and do my best! dun wanna let my parents down. guess its the final sprint, aft O's i can enjoy all i wan for a really really long time. so i guess i gonna study hard, but not like crazy! wahaha!

had a little talk with yj, n i realised even more that studying is not exactly boring if u dun tink that way. i guess it hav its fun too. yj doesnt feel that studying is very hard n difficult, so i think i should try not to hate studyin so much. i only hav to work hard for about 2 months or so n i'll be free! looking forward to freedom day!

okay, aft the talks n prayers, im stronger than be4, n shall do my best.

shall cheer for one another! lets help one another k? maybe i should try to like going to skool since i may not be able to after a few months time. i will miss my frens a lot! n although im pretty sure i wont end up in the same skool as my intelligent frens=D, i guess i shall try my best too. n i should cherish them. omg, y do i feel as if im nvr gonna c them ever agn?

so thats all for 2dae, pray that all of u out there will trust in Jesus's guidance and work hard! gambatte!

2006-09-24T22:30:00.000-07:00

watched finish my girl! its sooOO nice!!!!! cried a lot n laughed a lot! hahas, its e best drama ever! i love korean dramas! the OSt r nice too!

okay, gonna switch back to study mood now! lol, so hard ehh! anywae, i got back my phys results. 58 ! its so lousy. n i tink gonna pull down too coz alot ppl get distinction. got back chem pract also. 27/40 onli. aiyaya! i tink my results will jus get worse n worse. i dun hav confidence! but dun wanna let e bad results affect me! i still have to study hard for O's. its my onli chance!

lets c, tml theres e last chem pract! teacher said it is very impt! hope no one will be absent tml! my girl rocks!!!!!!!

these few days hav been watching my girl, so theres nthn much to blog abt my life hahas. okay, gonna end here! watch my girl it rocks! n too, deathnote movie gonna be released on 19 oct! be sure to watch! or u shall face the wrath of me! wahahaha!

2006-09-20T18:08:00.000-07:00

prelims r finally over! but O's are coming! wahahaha. my heart is in pain agn! amaths ppr2 i got careless mistake agn! i did the qns found ans but forgot to state the ans! n i actually use (0.5 x 6 x 4) for the integration qns! its supposed to be 16! i found 16 but i wrote 6! arr!!!! I M SO CARELESS! i must change this carelessness! so hard lehx!

tml theres school! cant go off early too! haiz so bored! n got chem pract! plz make mi like practicals! i dunno y i dun like. guess i jus dun hav sense of curiosity lol. we all feel like skippin tmr. but tink cannt, coz got pract, maybe will go thro the prelim ppr.

im so afraid to look at my results, i feel it will be bad. i hope i can enter the 3months course for jc. coz ppl kept encouragin mi to go jc, higher pay? tuition teacher also say jc easier to find a job we really wan. lol then im afraid it will be too hard. feel tt i wont pass A levels. so if can enter 3 mnths course at least can try to adapt c if it suits mi. but i think there's not much hope le.

pray that i will get good results for prelims!!

was watchin my girl. its funny! hahas. ya n GOONG is gonna be broadcasted on Ch U! be sure to watch its nice! hahas! yul so shuai n shin goon so cute! hyorin so pretty n chaegyung so cute! must watch! its funny lol.

i tink the 7pm show also quite nice haha. funny sia. hai jus now i got insomnia agn. wanted to take an afternoon nap but just cant fall asleep. so lousy! then decided not to slp le, i exercised instead! wahahaha. i used the hula hoop n spin spin spin n do situps for abt 25mins! hahas. im gonna kip it up! every week 5 days exercise 20-25mins! good way for cutting weight, haha but i will not slack when i eat! not gonna be on diet! =) exercising is still the healthiest!

chattin with milo! hahas i wanna drink milobeng! hahas talkin craps with sheen. hai, im startin to get a really negative side of after O's. go poly i might be alone, but go jc i may not be able to take it. arr, wad to do?

currently in a dilemma. but decided not to tink too much first. shall wait aft O's. wahahaha.

2006-09-19T16:02:00.000-07:00

yay i finally finish studyin amaths! finally! tml amaths exam then i can sleep!!!!! so happy! sleepin is such a joy! but still, i tend to get insomnia sometimes =( lalala, i got to know a girl in msn who really loves high school musical like me! lol! it rocks man! quite fun toking to her lol.

after the geog exam 2dae went to sp. caught audrey n alvin! wahahaha. then we ate mac breakfast, it was so filling! then sl was theory-ing. so lame sl! then eat talk eat talk i was soooo tired! headache! so then wen home n then i studied amaths! actually wanted to sleep. but then, wanted to finish studyin first. =) yay n finally paid off!

n i can watch my girl from now on! vv, momo, sl said its really very nice! looking forward!

though i should be happy that prelims r almost over, i still feel really stressed. maybe tts coz O are jus 1 month away, cant really rest much. so sian ar, study n study.

haiz.

2006-09-18T20:09:00.000-07:00

amaths ppr1 was quite okay 2dae. but still, i was too careless! i actually forgot the substitution for the log. gosh! how can i forget?! its such a pity!

after the exam was discussing the qns with sheen, sl, yj, jas n hj. lol, sheen really dunno how to do the trigo identity! haha so funny coz be4 e exam she was tryin so hard to rmb the formulas, ended up she really dunno. n sl actually differentiate the eqns instead of intergrating them. then sheen n i was clapping to honour her. lol so funny.

the sl told mi when she was doing the log qns, she was tinking tt i will surely noe how to do, n was like "scolding" mi. hahas, then i told her i also dunno how to do! realised we all r so careless! lol, nvm we can learn from our mistakes ar! wads more, sheen said, "its okay! we can scored full marks for ppr2!" lol, laughed till i drop.

it was a surprise, 2dae's atmosphere was rather fine. we were all really happy. yupp n laughin abt jas's gangster n virtuous personality. yea, maybe the tense mood for exams r finally going to be over. 2 more pprs to go!

reached home n studied geog. i tink i didnt really study well, quite worried la.

overall, 2dae is quite a nice day! wonder if wanna go out with wanlin they all on wed. coz maybe buyin elaine's prezz. oh ya, the choir farewell function's on fri! looking forward!

2006-09-17T14:05:00.000-07:00

was practicing amaths integration n diff. gosh, so hard. my brain is jumbled up! my head is all messed up! arrr!

still tmr amaths ppr 1. must get A ar! how to get A in this way. n too, i wonder y i keep falling sick during exam period. too lousy. hard to concentrate too.

but still, looking forward to prelims ending. then can watch the host, n go out play sia. ya, n eat, buy, eat, buy lol.

okay, no time to chat much. gonna go study!

2006-09-15T18:08:00.000-07:00

3 more papers left. my maths was so careless! my heart is piercing with pain ar! i tink most ppl feels tt maths is easy, yea, careless mi. studied physics until 11pm ytd. then continued to study geog for 1 n a half hr. i studied like wad. my eyes was so painful n my head were really heavy, felt like sleeping. still, coz i need geog to help me, so i can't sleep!

so sad nia. still didnt get to study much, n i tink i can't get A for geog ppr 1 le. gonna fight with all i hav for ppr2. physics was not as hard as those miss lem set be4. but its still hard! at least completed the pprs, ehh?

okay, so 2dae wonder if i can study much coz my headache's really sickening. i feel as if my head is gonna explode anytime. blash! n it exploded-.- hahas, jus now played racing games with milo sheen. was really fun! but she always win mi! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! next time i will win her hehe.

haiz, dunno wad to do. n there's tuition hw haven finish yet. so many things to do n time is so little! if only we humans only need 5 hrs of sleep daily! then we can save up lots more time! k, that is just a fantasy! gosh sl the soil gonna rebuke mi for this! the snoring piggyy!!!!

2dae went to sp with milo n jelly to sp. then milo kept sayin cheat cheat cheat lol. ppl tuition also cheat, do tys also cheat. lols, lame but funny. then hang around for a while be4 going home. were reading magazines n luaghin, so funni sia. yea n we got 'silenced' by a girl haha. n i found out tt i m so lack of common sense! the maths qns! i got no common sense at all!

then came home n played n chat until now! currently fightin a war with sl! no time for comments!

2006-09-13T14:21:00.000-07:00

ytd studied hist. until now, left 3 chaps or maybe 2 to study. dunno if wanna study cold war or not. im afraid that i wun hav enough time for maths. coz i must score for maths ppr2 le, since the first one already minus at least 10 marks. hist is my hope!!! hope tt i wun flunk it too if not im really doomed. hmm, geog too..

wonder if i should do maths tys or just read the maths notes bk? which would be beta? hahas, i dunno!!!! c whether later got time anot. yea i tink after prelims we only hav abt 1 month to the O's written pprs. time flies so fast, it feels like ytd that we just came into phs. i will miss phs, choir, my frens, the teachers. i wan to be a student foreva. but reality is harsh!

after those career guidances, feel that adult life is so complicated n boring n so not fun. -.-!

i tink i shall do my very best for prelims, then after tt can go celebrate. i hope i will celeb happily n not worried for my results! fight till the end!! haha aja aja fighting!

i wonder how everyone feels abt the prelims. i feel tt im the only one feeling depressed n difficult, yet all others seems to do really well. yea wad happened to the cheerful girl be4 prelims?! time is against mi!

quote fomr mvp : " bu yao qing yan fang qi, fou zhe dui bu qi zi ji!"

yea. BRING IT ON!!

2006-09-12T13:09:00.000-07:00

prelims sucks! wad to do, wad to do. i tink i may flunk chem, ss wasnt enough time too. n wads worse, maths like so mani say its quite okay, but i was short of time! was rushing throughout. n i left 3 pages blank. im crazy.

really worried. chem, all those we anticipated will not come out, came out. n i forgot a lot. wads wrong with my brain exactly, i cant seem to rmb things well. come in n go out. -.-

just now played game in com. gonna study now. wish me all the best! sigh*

2006-09-08T22:32:00.000-07:00

2dae my cousins n i was really angry.. at first was quite okae, myrin, cher, jiaming came my hse. cher n me were studying, while sis n myrin were watching youtube shows. then bro went out to sp with jiaming. then study study. study study.
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then my 1st uncle came. he was here for a bad purpose. he wanted to scold jiaming. when jiaming came home, he started scolding him without getting the facts rite. he kip scolding n forcing him, n said he did not ask permission from his parents to come here.
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in between sobs, jm retorted n said that he got his parents' permission. yet, tt uncle doesn't understand at all. he scolded him really loudly. okae, i cant study. coz it was so disrupting. all of us felt so angry at him, n pitied jm.
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he is really unreasonable. i know he is afraid of jm turning bad but dun he realise that forcing him in this way, even forcing him into tears can make him go astray easier? our heart really hurt a lot for jm.
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even my mother do not wan to help us. she is actually afraid of him. if only i had power like my parents, i would protect jm n stop him from insulting him. so the onli thing we could do when jm was being scolded was to defend him. cher n mi kept talking back to uncle making his sentences ironic.
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so firstly, he said jm was bad. n jm cried. n he actually scolded him for cryin saying wad how can a guy cry? n jm said he is pressing n forcing him until he cant take it. yet he kept on scolding n tink he's in the right. jm is just a 12 yr old child k? can't he even cry? uncle asked if he is pressing him continuously n loudly. its obvious he is pressing him. bro then retorted n said, " yes u r pressing him." cher n i was so happi n we laughed.
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jm was supposed to go with my bro to the christian gathering. then he didnt make it coz he came too late. then uncle was scolding him saying that he lied to his parents. he didnt ok? its only coz he came too late. he asked where we have christian meetings n jh said sometimes at bk or mac or wad. then he started saying wad should't go to these kind of christian meetings. wad, get caught by police or wadever. okay, maybe he's concerned abt us. but isn't it outrageous? i was so angry, how dare he dun wan them to go to christian meetings. n i was so angry that i told him, christian meetings r not illegal.
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then he started saying wad more than 3 person the police will catch. then cher said to him, " is after 11 wad.." then he said that if the police not happy with ur look, then will interrogate u. n i was like, -.- then said, " then everyone will get caught." then cher n mi laughed agn lol. keith also helped us out. but he lost to the debate with uncle. uncle even slapped jm 3 times on his cheeks. he hav no rights. n cher wanted to sue him lol. was really angry.
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then uncle scolded jm say y he kip crying, say "crying means u very ke lian rite?" then jm said that uncle doesn't even understand wad he is toking abt. then bro said, " dun understand means dun understand la." then cher n i laughed agn lol.
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jm made it clear that he has his parents' permission. yet he kept finding excuses to scold jm. haiz i was so angry until i cry lor! then he scold scold scold, we retorted n retorted. when things finally calmed down, bro say ,"lets watch tv" to help jm.
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then slowly, uncles started scolding jm agn. it was like a repeating cycle.. i didnt study well coz his voice was so loud. so cher n mi went to the rm to study. then we were saying, " here so noisy lets go to a quieter place." lol. was laughing out loud.
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finally he was gone! n we were all singing songs of celebrations. haiz, although i noe maybe he does it out of concern, but i feel he's too domineering. n i dun like bossy ppl. i dun like him forcing n interrogating jm like he's a criminal. i really dun like. n i dunno how to love him. its really hard. just have to pray hard. my mood was ruined 2dae. plus i didnt study much in the afternoon. it was really wasted.
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still 2dae got a good news. sun is my cousin's (jm big sis) 21st bdae! but gosh, wad should i do?mon is prelims. i nid to study. but i dun wan to bang seh her on her bdae. esp. since its her 21st bdae. wad should i do? n she's really close to us! she's actually the one who taught mi abt life. not to go astray n thingy from her personal experience. she gav mi a new outlook in studies n gav mi the strength to continue to study hard while i was almost giving up. i wan her to hav a fantastic celeb. she's really a great cousin!
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i guess wad i can do is to use more time for studying n try to find time for her celebration. i tink 2dae my entry too emotional liao.. abit strange lol.
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okay, shall trust in Jesus! He will guide us! jia you! cya!

2006-09-05T21:52:00.000-07:00

woke up in the morn n oh gosh, my throat was hurtin terribly. i guess it is because of my lack of wtr ytd where i onli survived on 1 water bottle for the whole afternoon. n then bought another for tuition at nite. it hurts a lot!
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then told my sis to hunt for her present. haha kept in under my bag. she found it n opened it. it was a precious moments bk. then celebrated her bdae. took out the cake n lighted the candle. 10 yrs old! okay, then i took a video of the celebration. it was quite fun! when i wanted her to blow the cake, she actually shouted, " i wanna make a wish!" okay, it was loud. bro was pretending to wan to kiss her while i was recording. lol it was so funny. when sis realised she practically jumped off the chair! then was making fun of her while she was making her wish, adding some comments, disruptin her wish. lol. then she stopped halfway n shouted agn haha.
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then cut the cake n we ate. i didnt enjoy it much, coz my throat was hurtin! yuck, i hope i will be well for tmr's pract exam! lalala, feel like watching my lovely samsoon. should i watch or sleep?! okay, i tink i shall watch.
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okay, back to the celeb. yupp n i took a good look at her presents. i saw photoframe, bear rug, lots more n BARBIE DOLL! gosh, shes really a kid haha. wonder y they like to play barbie. yupp n when i was young i used to like it too! thinking back, was i crazy? lol.
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then practiced maths circle properties. then studied ONE chap of phy only. followed on by chem pract revision. i had to study while i was unwell. i have decided to kip myself healthy le. esp since exams r close! its very very impt!
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so tml early in the morn have to wake up! God bless us all as we take our pract exam! im worried!
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nowadaes i hav quite a lot of qns. a bit strange la. decided not to think so much le. but still, i wonder m i gonna survive n get good results for O's? its like so near. haizz. i dunno how to study well for a lot of subjects. n after the eng prelims, im starting to get worried all abt my eng agn. what is happening to me?! i really wan to score for eng, i dun wanna waste my parents' money for the tuition. i tink time is really against us.
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theres only one thing to do now. thats to study hard. but i feel i have lots more worries...

2006-09-04T23:29:00.000-07:00

another nice day! woke up at ard 10 plus then got a call from sl to hurry mi so as to book spaces. *tried* hard to be faster, lol. then went out to causeway lib, yj, sl, daph n xq was already there. so was practicing maths. then were talking crap abt alvin n aud haha.
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so later in the afternoon aud came. n we wen out to causeway for lunch at abt 2. then alvin joined in. waited for a long time for my lunch. pity mi! then went back to lib n continued to study. haha were joking around occasionally. we were all listening to our own songs while aud n alvin was listening to FM.
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then all of a sudden, aud n alvin looked shocked, with their mouth hanging open. then slowly took out their earpiece, n aud said the news abt crocodile hunter! gosh! it was a terrible accident. was feeling rather shocked. realised that life can be lost in just a flash. yeahh, we should learn to cherish.
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so overall studied quite a lot. quite fun also. yeahh n tmr is sis bdae! looking forward! gosh haven done the card yet =P
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then went home, n watched samsoon. haha the piggy is so cute! that is the part i love most abt the show! LoL. hey guys must watch samsoon! it is funny! i love the way samsoon dance! haha lets dance like her!

2006-09-03T21:21:00.000-07:00

another day has passed! 2dae had mac breakfast, it was so filling that i skipped my lunch! ohh did i mentioned i ate at about 10 plus? went out to sun plaza 2dae with cher, myrin, my sis n my bro. waited for myrin, cher n sis to eat their lunch while bro n i went to buy the bubble tea from sweets talk.. glad that we wont have to buy tt expensive one from rockery since there's this new shop =D
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then shopped around coz myrin n cher wanted sis to choose her bdae present. in the end she chose a cute bear photoframe! it was quite nice n im sure she was really happy =) talked a lot n joked. then finally split up n went home.
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when i reached home, arrrgghhh, practice my maths from the tys! lol. did finish the trigo chap, skipped a lot of qns though.. =P not as challenging as the sec 4 textbook de.. then decided to do transformation for abt 1 hr.
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due to my carelessness last time, i lost my maths tys. so took sl's one n photocopied it.. guess wad? when i turned to the transformation chap i realised sl did her workings on the book! the graph was full of drawings.. so i cant do anything! didnt know wad to do.
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in the end had to phone yj. since tmr going out, bai tuo her to help mi photocopy 3 pages of the transformation chap. yay yj rocks!
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end up doing little 2dae. but its okae! tmr will be a better dae!
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tmr going causeway library with daph, sl, yj, xq, audrey n alvin 2 study.. then at 7.45pm gonna attend english tuition. the teacher changed the slot for once coz she wasn't free ytd. until 9.45 sia! so fun! lol
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so thats all for 2dae! be sure to tune in for more *adventures* of my life~!

2006-09-02T20:22:00.000-07:00

nice week of sept hols ahead! yeaa~ hav to study :o these few days have been studying.. but not all day long haha.. i feel that im quite slack.. like 2dae, i did so little maths qns.. wonder y did i take such a long time for just 1 qns.. it doesn't look easy for mi to get B for maths...
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on thur went to causeway lib with yj n sl n practiced physics while listening to songs. its really a great way of studying. it actually makes mi less focused on " i must study hard" , but make mi more relax.. n i realised my stress is not tt high, thus i can actually study quite well.. maybe u guys out there can try out this method! =)
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realised tt at this kind of time, more n more ppl r gettin depressed abt their studies n even their lives.. its okay! after our O's, we can enjoy ourselves n make up for e lost entertainment while studying! lets do our best 2gth k? God will guide us! n we all have our supports [ frens, families n a lot more!]. just tink of the joy u will feel when ur hard work is paid off! gambatte!
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5sept, tue is my sis bdae! haha already bought a present for her! so happi! i tink she will like it=) wonder wad kind of celebration to giv her? maybe a cake would be good? yupp n gonna make her a card! but so sad cant celebrate long as the next day got practical exam! nid to study for it. but still feel really excited abt her bdae! hope there will be joy on her face when she open up the present!
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we r all in this 2gth! jia you frens! *)

2006-08-25T21:35:00.000-07:00

so glad 2dae was a holiday! next thur n fri too! yay can get enough sleep, beta concentration for studying. haha, 2dae watched the magicians of love, then practiced amaths agn while listening to goong soundtrack. GOONG soundtrack rocks!!
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tml got tuition! haha looking forward! but be4 tt, i have to do my tuition hw!! arr!! nvm.. its my life! this is wad i have to go thro! lol!
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realised its more easy for mi to study with music n songs.. wonder y now i can concentrate while listening to the songs.. i wasn't able to do this in e past.. strange!
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im quite afraid tt im studying the wrong subjects.. i feel like giving up on physics.. but still, im afraid that i will get poor results for any of my subjects.. its like so shi bai.. jus have this kind of fear.. but i dunno how to study well for physics.. its like so hard.. n will i be able to make it for prelims? o levels? i have so many subjects..
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ending statement: goong soundtrack rocks!

2006-08-20T20:37:00.000-07:00

this entry is dedicated to shiling, my great n smart fren! sl is so good in her amaths n she rock so much! 2dae was practising trigo hard, e qns was really difficult. haha, then called sl, n she helped mi! thank God for sl!
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haha, this is the first time i gonna praise sl! ain't u honoured? ha! she really taught mi well, i understand alot.. yay! thanks so much! yupp n i noe u sacrificed ur precious time for watching [save ur last dance for mi] to help mi with my amaths. =)
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yay sl rocks! haha n im nvr gonna praise u openly ever agn!

2006-08-18T19:20:00.000-07:00

2dae was quite fun. the powerpuff girls performed magic tricks! oh wow! ah-mazing! lol, it was kinda funny n we were laughing quite a lot.. there was stretching too.. pro man! haha n zw was so funni.. asking zr to tap hj's shoulder for him.. while he let her tot it was him.. lame but funny lol..
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the chem test was quite okayy.. happy tt at least i noe how to do those qns.. dunno correct or not la.. then were looking for mr julian lau after skool for da CIP.. in vain.. wasted our time!! sheen was complaining haha.. it was kinda lame.. i think we spent at least 1 hr looking for him..
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later, we went to sun plaza lib, then mos.. but then.. i didnt do much of amaths! my thinking is just sooo slow! its so angonising! maybe i shall continue my amaths at 8pm.. yay!! n i jus got a good news! tml we gonna get mac breakfast! haha.. though i still feel really bored that i have to study so much.. but nvm, all will be well soon after O's!! look forward to it!
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heard that choir farewell party gonna be at night! how glamorous is tt! it sounds really fun! haha.. i believe everyone's studying really hard! jia you! jia you! jia you!

2006-08-11T16:45:00.000-07:00

cry cry cry.. got back our O's chi results 2dae.. felt so sad.. although expected it to be quite bad, i was still hoping against hope.. but then, i still did not get an A. yj got A1, sheen got A2, momo got A1, sl, vivian, zh n mi got B3. at the ava rm, i saw my classmates cry.. i cried too, partly for them, n partly for my results.. just hope we all can hug 2gether foreva..
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when i reach home, realised my mum cooked my fav foods 2dae, coz she was hoping that i will get distinction n celebrate 2dae. she actually believed i will get distinction. yet i made her disappointed. if only i could get an A, at least i would be really happy n enjoy my dinner celebration. my mum, dad, my family would be happi too. feel so tong xin.. i know there r a lot more unfotunate than me, but i cant help it.. i really really wished n hoped to get A.
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just now called myrin, n she got A2. haha happy for her of coz.. =) dunno whether should i retake. somehow i feel that i will get worse if i retake, since it will be with the higher chi pupils, and i tink my chi is getting worse.. n too, i got a merit for oral..
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still, glad that God has helped me thro, didnt have confidence, actually feared that i will fail.. at least i got a B3.. Thank God! n whats better, i got A2 for my cca, so i get 2 bonus pts!
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now left the qns, should i retake?
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in the morn was quite fun! we got a staff as relief teacher.. haha it was really funny, coz her eng not very good.. n we all keep correcting her.. then she did not let us go promptly when it was recess.. haha n andre say we got limited food, coz the sec 3s will grab them all.. haha sounds like we r so poor n ke lian .. and say skool is prison.. then melson said something very funny.. he said " we dun even have freedom of food!" lol, really laughed till i dropp..

2006-08-03T22:50:00.000-07:00

yo! 2dae was the dining etiquette day! it was suppaaa funnnn!
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in the morn, woke up 15mins earlier than usual, then folded my top gently into my bag. then went to the mrt station! hooray! e beginning of a new journey! lol. then saw sheena! yay, n then yj n sy n frens. then talked n then sl came in at khatib. haha did i mention yj, sheen n mi bought e same kind of bags? haha so fun!
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then went on usual lessons until after recess. we began to wash up n change into our formal wear. it was quite hasty but fun. then dressed up le, then went back to class. let me summarise wad i rmb of those ppl around mi, i mean, wad they wearing etc. lols.
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natalia was really beautiful! when she went in the class was like.." wow!" lols. her make up was cool, n she wore a really feminine attire. quite whitish n nice! sl wore white top, and a flowery skirt. look quite nice on her. yj wore a black dress that shows her figure! haha. she didnt wear e off shoulder one coz her mum forbids her to (she felt it was ugly). then vivian wore a full brown top n skirt, while zh wore a yellow top with black pearl necklace, plus a black skirt. quite nice!
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momo wore a cool white top with buttons and a olive green funky skirt. stella wore a pink top with a black jacket and skirt. its kinda lace. daph wore a white jacket outside n a nice skirt! xq wore a really nice butterfly necklace (suits her alot!) with a white top n skirt. very nice! haha. audrey wore a white top and skirt, with a small nice handbag. quite cute haha. shimin wore a black top and white skirt with a very cool black belt! wenqi wore a brown off shoulder top and a nice white skirt. june wore nice white top with a black jacket, and a black skirt. jasmine wore all black! like mi! cool man! haha.
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alvin wore a white top with pink stripes, jack wore all black. yupp n i realised most guys spiked their hair haha. then melson wore all black too, zw wore black with white stripes. andre wore white top with yellow or gold? tie. eugene wore a white top n black pants. then ben wore white top if i m not wrong. junwei wore black with white stripes i tink.. aiyo.. e guys one all almost e same so hard to rmb!
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yupp n elaine wore really like a bridesmaid! n sheena wore a black top n yellow skirt! fiona wore a maroon dress n a white big jacket.
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it was quite fun, and a lot ppl came our class c us.. lols, i ran away from wanlin. n yupp my heels are 7.5cm tall, its so hard to run n even walk properly. went for e etiquette, had quite a long time of talk. then ate our dinner served. i missed lunch n i was so hungry! but dinner wasn't as gd as wad i expected sia.. lol. n haha i m so tall with tt heels! taller than jack that i had to bend down to take tt pic! n also taller than zw! right hor? lol. at the train i tink i taller. but so sad im not taller than sheen although her heels shorter! onli same height. n yj n sl still taller than mi. i m nvr gonna be taller than them in my life!!!!
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then wen out took pics. took a lot of pics! it was really fun! then went out to orchard. 18 of us. yj, sheen, sl, wenqi, shimin, daph, xq, audrey, vivian, zh, momo, ben, alvin, jw, eugene, natalia and stella. was really fun. thought for abt 1 hr where to go. all squeezed into a lift at cineleisure n took a pic. n we were singing the national anthem. there was cctv there! lol. we took a lot of funny pics like one where we all stick out our legs lol. went burgar king n ate. ben asked e assistant for 10 bbq sauces n the she actually said she had to call the manager. lols! in e end onli took 5.. then at e mrt asked alvin take a video of our shoes. lol n sheen say he looked like a pervert lols. was really fun n we all sat the train to marina bay n came back home. reached home at abt 10pm.
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so overall, this was a fun n tiring day! n my leg ached so much! conclusion: guys should wear high heels to know our sufferings! high heels pains so much!!!!

2006-07-30T19:41:00.000-07:00

yo! 2dae was really a fun day! woke up abt 9 in the morn then dress up n went out to meet yj. we went dhoby ghaut there the this fashion n ps. didnt really find anything nice for the dining etiquette.. then went on to bugis street n junction, also not much.
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then was really tired so went to taka kfc and ate there.. lol n while we were there it was quite funny.. so then went to far east. yj bought her off-shoulder top! woohoo! the guys will have lots to look lol. then i bought my dining eti top!! so happi! yj's is white n mine is black. lol. so contrasting.. she looks good in white. while i look beta in black than white. hahas. i wonder if i should wear my black skirt. like.. so black! then yj bought a really cool skirt.. quite ex leh haha.
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it was really fun and we were being bullied by sl thro e phone haha.. so then it was enjoyable n we are really happi with e outcome! finally no more shoppin for tt dining eti!

2006-07-29T19:16:00.000-07:00

okayy i got back my common test results! they r really extremes! okayy lets c! maths- D7, amaths- A1, chi- C5, geog- A1, phy- D7, ss+hist- A2, eng- A2, chem- B4. i m so worried of physics, maths, chi n chem. i feel really helpless now when i face phy, its like 'i m nvr gonna understand'.. come to think of it, how could i get A1 for phy in sec3? its like, completely a miracle if u look at my phy results now. i'm still trying to strive at my chem, mrs teo is a really great teacher! i so like chem now! i was actually, and i m praying that i will get a A for my chi O's this time. i dun wanna retake. hope a miracle will happen! yet, i hav a feeling that my amaths is not truly i good at it. actually, i m really bad at it. wheneva i tink of maths n amaths, headachess!! so, im rather worried..
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nevertheless, im quite happy with my results. at least L1R5 is 15. still, this is just common test. so i don't think i can get 15 for prelims. really scared.. n jus gotton snapped out of my dreams into reality that prelims is on sep! i was so horrified! o levels are just 3 months away, and i told yj n sl this, guess wad? sl tot i said 3 weeks and her expression was so exaggerating! its like, those kinda ' a-hammer-has-jus-struck-my-head' expression, lol. to tell the truth, if its so near, i would be feeling horrible. i wonder wad will happen when o levels come. maybe i will go crazy.. lol.. hope not .
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went for tuition 2dae and it was pouring heavily. had to brave through the 'storm' with my umbrella.. in the end i was quite wet. the tuition went quite well n it was really fun. the teacher told us about the students she teach n they were so funny.. laughed really hard.
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& finally! something nice about tmr! going out with frens for diniing etiquette clothes! i think we will be going to quite a lot of places. like doby ghaut, city hall?, bugis, far east & so on.. reckon its gonna be fun! yet, wonder how am i going to have time for studying. not in the mood for studying.. okay, have a lot & a lot & a lot of nice & wonderful days ahead!

2006-07-23T21:13:00.000-07:00

i was so happi on saturday! morn woke up really early went to church [youth for Christ] at city hall with huili, yanjie and xueqing. daph mum didnt allow. So it was really great! the ppl there r really friendly and kind, and really warm-hearted. learnt a lot of things too, <3 Jesus!
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later on we went to have our lunch, and shopped a while. i saw a white stone bracelet! i love it so much! i'm gonna buy it on tue! hope that it will still be there. was really fun and great! had a great time!
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then went to yishun for eng tuition. told the teacher i left my hw at skool, y i always forget to bring bck one? -.- so then the tuition was quite enjoyable, but its suppaa cold! wear my jacket still cold..
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so that day was really great. n yupp, after ct i continued to watch princess hours. it rocks! yul is so shuai! lol. but the prince i love his personality! lols. now watch until episode 12 le. tmr gonna go skool! quite happi but i felt suppa dizzi 2dae, hope tml will be well for skool. so scared to miss any lessons coz O levels r really near! buck up!
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so that's all for 2dae! bueh~ =)

2006-07-19T20:08:00.000-07:00

yo! 2dae finally finish e common tests n tml left chinese. lol so happy, coz chi no need to study, so 2dae went out with sheena n yj to sp. first of all, i m so scared for my CT. i m afraid that i will get bad results.. =( hope i can get good results. 2dae very xin tong coz i find the area for amaths keep getting negative. lol? so lamb[sheena's ming yan] lol.
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later went to sp mos. ate e new rice burger and i think its =( not nice, very salty, in e end a lot left.. but enjoyed ourselves chatting.. then sheena n yj bought eggs and i bought mocha bubble tea. haha so nice! then wen library..
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we fretted over the dining etiquette, horrible! dunno wad to wear! went library tralked abt wad to wear n searched some fashion magazines.. lol it was really fun and we cracked a lot of jokes. so long nvr hang out to shop le.. feels good=) and sheena kip having lamb thoughts lol. it was really fun! and we talked about a lot of things lol.
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now thinking of o levels so stressed n scared.. my mum kip reminding mi abt o's and wheneva i wan go out she will say like ,"O's still haven finish go out for wad?" haiz, feel really terrible like she wans me to study n study.. when im so excited abt going out with my frens she not supportive at all, but like dun like it. haiz, feel like my heart really heavy and sad.. hope she will be more supportive of me..
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miss e old slacking days :)

2006-07-13T17:16:00.000-07:00

these few days really moody n stress.. so tired, feel like crying.. realised a lot of ppl got tuition leh, so i must work extra hard to catch up. my mid yr results really sucks, n i aint gonna let history repeat itself. i must work super hard liao, haiz, maybe not super. jus hard.
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ya n tml is common test, waiting for my bro to come home with tt sec3 textbk for me to study. really tired, hard to focus.. dunno y my head so heavy, maybe not enough sleep. n im really afraid that i cant catch up with others, i think i have slow thinking sia.. but nvm, Jesus will guide me!
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something really happy is that 2dae during chem lesson i was able to understand n think quite fast. so happy! then physics class test, quite fun.. but i counted wrong. so horrible! i actually wrote 25+20=40. duhh.. wheres my 45? feel so xin tong..
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yupp n something fun is coming up. thats the dining etiquette in hotel! omg! hotel!! whole class! with sheena elaine fiona they all somemore!! so fun! but mrs teo say must wear formal. -.- wad will sheena be wearing? haha.. looking forward! i also dun have any formal wear.. maybe just anyhow wear..
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2dae yj saw andrian agn, and andrian got tt xia dao look. we all guess he knows she like him subconsciously.. lol. but she so ke lian ar..
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tml eng and ss. hope can make it sia. lets c, my L1R5 i aim for 14pts. eng if can, A1. but like, so hard haha.. k gtg. byiiee..=)

2006-07-07T20:34:00.000-07:00

konnichiwa! i think by now a lot of us should have finished our chinese O's oral bahx? mine was on 4th of july. it was scary! waited for a really long time before my turn, then all of us in the waiting hot area chatted n laughed. lol, it was quite fun. once in a while miss tang would come strolling n spot for any noise. then we would all quieten immediately. haha, was quite funny.
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when it was my turn, wow got into e seminar room! it was so refreshing and cool! kian hwee was in front of me, talked really loud. those 2 behind me, vivian n andre say i talk they cannot hear. but i rmbed i talked until the stage where i wanted to soften down in case i talk too loud. maybe is the atmosphere there? it was so quiet that i could even hear a pin drop. scary ehh..
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secret weapon? act cute n smile! lol. jk k? was a relief after the oral. was so happy that it was over, and we all sat at e canteen discussing about our oral. there were funny incidents. laugh non- stop. then miss kang came and talked to us. she's so good! its just that we have nothing much to talk to her. but we love her k! just hope she won't be too sad..
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now i'm crazy over my english tuition hws! lets summarise. we have to do 2 compres, 2 compos n letter! im going crazy! ahh! now i already finished 2 compres. onli 2 compres! n i still have so much to go. so bored! think gonna do them after i watch finish tuo qiang shi jie. =)
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this weekend i have chem 2005 ppr, maths and ss mindmap hws. a lot sia. horrible! lol. but i think its quite fun lehhx, can test my limits haha. just hope i wont give up!
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i go watch tv le! cya! have great days ahead!

2 concerts!

2006-06-02T23:48:00.000-07:00

yo. 2dae got 2 concerts, 1 in the afternoon, another in the evening. it was quite fun. i think the evening one more fun. i love the ballet and the band. its so nice n rock haha.
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the dinner was quite nice, we joked about a lot of things. the concert was really exhausting, but it is the last concert for us. although can spend more time on our studies, but still a bit of sadness. its strange without choir. although the practices are quite boring, but we still miss choir. its kinda strange. 2dae audrey took pic with me, suddenly feel that we r really leaving choir, take a last pic maybe lol.
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i think the second half of the concert more fun. yay we wore comfortable clothes! heng i didnt dance wrongly, however at the finale i almost forgot to put down my hands. it was not that rush. and we found out a shocking news! it was so shocking that we couldnt believe it. but we have to face the reality haha.
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after the concert took some pics with our seniors, it was fun. haha then went to took for the cleaner for wanlin's mum's cam cap. haha but didnt found any cleaner. so we left the matter to miss chung. haha we love miss chung! then fiona wanted to take pic with jh, aiyoyo. she so direct. keith and jack helped her lol. then ltr she took anotehr pic with tt cute guy she mentioned. omg! y she so pro de. haha. jack ask me y my bro got dance salsa, i think he couldnt believe it. haha me too. a bit funny sia. then bro ask me help them take photos, haha he should sit next to yiwei lor.
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then wen home. the train was really terrible. so many ppl. then we talked about the naruto cute pig! and onbu! haha elaine so ke lian. hairy onbu elaine. haha. and 2dae wanlin said something very funny. that is don't tel sheena that her L is very popular with gurls. haha coz the ppl in choir will be a lot lesser. because sheena will kill them all. haha. then they all put their legs on top of mine, trapped mi. wanlin helped me! its a miracle! lol.
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our last concert, it was fun! i will rmb it foreva. aiya, say until like so sad liddat.. next yr i wan attend phs concert!