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Sunday, July 30, 2006



yo! 2dae was really a fun day! woke up abt 9 in the morn then dress up n went out to meet yj. we went dhoby ghaut there the this fashion n ps. didnt really find anything nice for the dining etiquette.. then went on to bugis street n junction, also not much.
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then was really tired so went to taka kfc and ate there.. lol n while we were there it was quite funny.. so then went to far east. yj bought her off-shoulder top! woohoo! the guys will have lots to look lol. then i bought my dining eti top!! so happi! yj's is white n mine is black. lol. so contrasting.. she looks good in white. while i look beta in black than white. hahas. i wonder if i should wear my black skirt. like.. so black! then yj bought a really cool skirt.. quite ex leh haha.
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it was really fun and we were being bullied by sl thro e phone haha.. so then it was enjoyable n we are really happi with e outcome! finally no more shoppin for tt dining eti!


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:41 PM

Saturday, July 29, 2006



okayy i got back my common test results! they r really extremes! okayy lets c! maths- D7, amaths- A1, chi- C5, geog- A1, phy- D7, ss+hist- A2, eng- A2, chem- B4. i m so worried of physics, maths, chi n chem. i feel really helpless now when i face phy, its like 'i m nvr gonna understand'.. come to think of it, how could i get A1 for phy in sec3? its like, completely a miracle if u look at my phy results now. i'm still trying to strive at my chem, mrs teo is a really great teacher! i so like chem now! i was actually, and i m praying that i will get a A for my chi O's this time. i dun wanna retake. hope a miracle will happen! yet, i hav a feeling that my amaths is not truly i good at it. actually, i m really bad at it. wheneva i tink of maths n amaths, headachess!! so, im rather worried..
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nevertheless, im quite happy with my results. at least L1R5 is 15. still, this is just common test. so i don't think i can get 15 for prelims. really scared.. n jus gotton snapped out of my dreams into reality that prelims is on sep! i was so horrified! o levels are just 3 months away, and i told yj n sl this, guess wad? sl tot i said 3 weeks and her expression was so exaggerating! its like, those kinda ' a-hammer-has-jus-struck-my-head' expression, lol. to tell the truth, if its so near, i would be feeling horrible. i wonder wad will happen when o levels come. maybe i will go crazy.. lol.. hope not .
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went for tuition 2dae and it was pouring heavily. had to brave through the 'storm' with my umbrella.. in the end i was quite wet. the tuition went quite well n it was really fun. the teacher told us about the students she teach n they were so funny.. laughed really hard.
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& finally! something nice about tmr! going out with frens for diniing etiquette clothes! i think we will be going to quite a lot of places. like doby ghaut, city hall?, bugis, far east & so on.. reckon its gonna be fun! yet, wonder how am i going to have time for studying. not in the mood for studying.. okay, have a lot & a lot & a lot of nice & wonderful days ahead!


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:16 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006



i was so happi on saturday! morn woke up really early went to church [youth for Christ] at city hall with huili, yanjie and xueqing. daph mum didnt allow. So it was really great! the ppl there r really friendly and kind, and really warm-hearted. learnt a lot of things too, <3 Jesus!
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later on we went to have our lunch, and shopped a while. i saw a white stone bracelet! i love it so much! i'm gonna buy it on tue! hope that it will still be there. was really fun and great! had a great time!
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then went to yishun for eng tuition. told the teacher i left my hw at skool, y i always forget to bring bck one? -.- so then the tuition was quite enjoyable, but its suppaa cold! wear my jacket still cold..
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so that day was really great. n yupp, after ct i continued to watch princess hours. it rocks! yul is so shuai! lol. but the prince i love his personality! lols. now watch until episode 12 le. tmr gonna go skool! quite happi but i felt suppa dizzi 2dae, hope tml will be well for skool. so scared to miss any lessons coz O levels r really near! buck up!
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so that's all for 2dae! bueh~ =)


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:13 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006



yo! 2dae finally finish e common tests n tml left chinese. lol so happy, coz chi no need to study, so 2dae went out with sheena n yj to sp. first of all, i m so scared for my CT. i m afraid that i will get bad results.. =( hope i can get good results. 2dae very xin tong coz i find the area for amaths keep getting negative. lol? so lamb[sheena's ming yan] lol.
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later went to sp mos. ate e new rice burger and i think its =( not nice, very salty, in e end a lot left.. but enjoyed ourselves chatting.. then sheena n yj bought eggs and i bought mocha bubble tea. haha so nice! then wen library..
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we fretted over the dining etiquette, horrible! dunno wad to wear! went library tralked abt wad to wear n searched some fashion magazines.. lol it was really fun and we cracked a lot of jokes. so long nvr hang out to shop le.. feels good=) and sheena kip having lamb thoughts lol. it was really fun! and we talked about a lot of things lol.
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now thinking of o levels so stressed n scared.. my mum kip reminding mi abt o's and wheneva i wan go out she will say like ,"O's still haven finish go out for wad?" haiz, feel really terrible like she wans me to study n study.. when im so excited abt going out with my frens she not supportive at all, but like dun like it. haiz, feel like my heart really heavy and sad.. hope she will be more supportive of me..
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miss e old slacking days :)


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:08 PM

Thursday, July 13, 2006



these few days really moody n stress.. so tired, feel like crying.. realised a lot of ppl got tuition leh, so i must work extra hard to catch up. my mid yr results really sucks, n i aint gonna let history repeat itself. i must work super hard liao, haiz, maybe not super. jus hard.
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ya n tml is common test, waiting for my bro to come home with tt sec3 textbk for me to study. really tired, hard to focus.. dunno y my head so heavy, maybe not enough sleep. n im really afraid that i cant catch up with others, i think i have slow thinking sia.. but nvm, Jesus will guide me!
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something really happy is that 2dae during chem lesson i was able to understand n think quite fast. so happy! then physics class test, quite fun.. but i counted wrong. so horrible! i actually wrote 25+20=40. duhh.. wheres my 45? feel so xin tong..
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yupp n something fun is coming up. thats the dining etiquette in hotel! omg! hotel!! whole class! with sheena elaine fiona they all somemore!! so fun! but mrs teo say must wear formal. -.- wad will sheena be wearing? haha.. looking forward! i also dun have any formal wear.. maybe just anyhow wear..
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2dae yj saw andrian agn, and andrian got tt xia dao look. we all guess he knows she like him subconsciously.. lol. but she so ke lian ar..
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tml eng and ss. hope can make it sia. lets c, my L1R5 i aim for 14pts. eng if can, A1. but like, so hard haha.. k gtg. byiiee..=)


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 5:16 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006



konnichiwa! i think by now a lot of us should have finished our chinese O's oral bahx? mine was on 4th of july. it was scary! waited for a really long time before my turn, then all of us in the waiting hot area chatted n laughed. lol, it was quite fun. once in a while miss tang would come strolling n spot for any noise. then we would all quieten immediately. haha, was quite funny.
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when it was my turn, wow got into e seminar room! it was so refreshing and cool! kian hwee was in front of me, talked really loud. those 2 behind me, vivian n andre say i talk they cannot hear. but i rmbed i talked until the stage where i wanted to soften down in case i talk too loud. maybe is the atmosphere there? it was so quiet that i could even hear a pin drop. scary ehh..
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secret weapon? act cute n smile! lol. jk k? was a relief after the oral. was so happy that it was over, and we all sat at e canteen discussing about our oral. there were funny incidents. laugh non- stop. then miss kang came and talked to us. she's so good! its just that we have nothing much to talk to her. but we love her k! just hope she won't be too sad..
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now i'm crazy over my english tuition hws! lets summarise. we have to do 2 compres, 2 compos n letter! im going crazy! ahh! now i already finished 2 compres. onli 2 compres! n i still have so much to go. so bored! think gonna do them after i watch finish tuo qiang shi jie. =)
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this weekend i have chem 2005 ppr, maths and ss mindmap hws. a lot sia. horrible! lol. but i think its quite fun lehhx, can test my limits haha. just hope i wont give up!
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i go watch tv le! cya! have great days ahead!


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:34 PM