Hiie!

Burnt the midnight oil with ariel and reg yesterday. Was really tired, had to drag myself out of the bed.. ><

after lesson, went for our project meeting again. stressed arr..! so many things to do! so little time! ltr had our dinner. fun!

walked home! with half-opened eyes. waha. so im finally home! yay its 10! guess wad? i wanna go watch tv le.

byiiee!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:57 AM

Yo. (a stiff one. wad snr said. !)

gonna trace back to wednesday? That fateful day! aha, went to sp with ariel n reg snr for our e learning. did e itab. was pretty blur, but it turned out quite okay. coz i had ariel n reg helping mi! thanks a lot gals! u 2 rock big time!

at first we were in the library, then we went on to fc4 to find tf they all, then continued wit my itab. i had a splitting headache, so wasn't feeling that good of a mood. ariel n reg tot i was sick or something, and they were pretty concerned. thanks so much.! Thank God i have such caring friends! xD

i gt scared by hendri and ruizhen. i should have anticipated that, coz everytime i go fc4 with them around, im sure gonna get scared again! i screamed. n even ariel( sitting beside mi) also xia dao. haha! tt was funni! so e best part of all! dinner time! haha, e western food rocks! but e fish decreased in size 2 times! sadd.. but anyway, i enjoyed myself! reg was like cracking jokes now and then, i could laugh till i drop.

at about 8plus, we were being "chased out" of e fc4 coz they had to close. so we ended up like liu luo jie tou. then we walked pass an aircon place, n saw some people inside using laptops. it closed at 10pm! hooray! so we got in n continued with our work.i missed the 10pm show!!!! CRY!!!! i wanna watch so much!!!! i called home, and dad picked up the phone. he actually kind of scolded mi and asked" where did u go out to play till so late? u better come home now." i actually felt tears welling in my eyes. i rebutted him that i was doing my e learning until so tired, yet he actually tot i was out playing. was really sad then. but after a while i decided to forget abt it! haha. then at abt 10pm, e security guard came n chased us out. AGAIN! finally, we went home. learnt quite a lot of itab! yay!

on e way home! mrt! haha, was crapping with reg. it was fun! haha. i was so engrossed that i didnt realised that e train had reached semb. when e doors were about to close, reg was like telling mi, "this is semb!!!!!" aha, i had to get my things n run out. that was funny! haha.after i gt out of e train was like laughin so hard. then waved gdbye! lol.

so thurs! went out sp do e learning with ariel n reg agn! onli for abt a few hours, but we felt tt we learnt more than wed. yay, thank God! thanks to hendri and ruizhen for helpin us with e fom n stats! tyty! ate dinner, then went for cg! haha.

cg turned out to be really great! i hanged out pretty late coz i just felt like staying there. (: went home n online. i slept at 3plus! haha, didnt know it was so late until i saw e time. n i was OMG-ing.

so...!!! gonna continue with my e learning! i missed e 10pm show agn ytd!! im damn sad! at least i can watch 2dae. but im really v v v sad!!!!! y did i miss it? ahhhhh!!!

kay thats all! byiiee!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 2:09 PM

i watched e 10pm show jus now! its really nice!!!!!!!!!! love tt show! love tt main cast!! he's so shuai! omg i sound hua chi. lol! but i like him a lot! haha.

anyway, tt show's really v nice n interesting. i can't miss any episode! hope i dun miss. i missed a lot of e previous 10pm show .

kay. thats all! plz watch tt show! its v nice!! ((:

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:37 PM

Yo.

finished my pacc, econs, cd n stats e learning le. finally! hooray! n i have to thank my frens for helpin mi! haha. tyty. so left fom, itab n ec. oh mann, left e tough ones..!

actually, nthn much to blog coz nowadays have been burying my head in books n computers. haha. e learnin is so hard! but tml gonna go skul do wit ariel n reg. hope can finish by tml! xD

there a lot of things to do.. like hws n projs. getting so tired. wonder when will this end? hmm, seems like a lame thought. coz i dun tink its gonna end. haha. thurs gt cg! looking forward! haha, really hope i can manage my time.

2nite 10pm channel u! theres a really nice new show! must watch! so happi! i like e main cast.

kay so thats all! byiiee!


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:22 PM

Yo!

went out for FOM proj 2dae. was kinda slack. didnt really do much, worried sia.. it was fun hearing reg n dvd debate. LOL. reg say until he speechless. my goodness, she's jus so pro at debating. it was super funny! ariel n miie laughed like mad.. i told reg abt dvd sayin yishun de ppl looks jiu, aha, n she was brooding on tt topic n kept suaning woodlands de ppl. i was like tiao bo li jian LOL. i tink dvd wan kill mi sia! murderous look! lol. jkjk. reg is so cute 2dae! we laughed a lot!

2dae marks e end of fasting! yupp, happi of coz! 2dae mum bought nice breakfast! n had to resist e urge to eat. mum called mi n scolded miie, ask mi y didnt i eat. man.. haha. i said sorry to her of coz, sorry mum!

after e proj we went on to shop. at first was reg, ariel, dvd, n miie. then dvd went off after some time coz it was too sian for him. ran off wit e speed of lightning. my gosh. so we went find reg's ring. oh ya n it reminded miie, i forgt to wear my ring 2dae. n i felt so strange. lol! back to e topic.. so i saw one nice star earrings! but i didnt buy la, didnt wan to waste my parent's hardearned money. learning to be a sensible daughter.. hard ya haha.

went home wit reg.took a lot of pics on e train. a lot of ppl looking at us taking e pics n laughing madly. waha, but it was fun!!! we took some funni pics n looked really idiotic! love my twinny!!

exams are coming!! yea so that's all!!! byiiee!

takkire. ((:

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 12:43 AM

yo haha.

nowadays was pretty bz! haha, with hws n projs as usual. didnt really hav much time for recreation, let alone stoning. so i stoned in class instead, n fel kept hitting me back to reality. next pg le i was still stoning. n she was laughing so hard.

2dae fel n me made tt idiotic smile agn. so funni! laughin madly!

we played uno n heart att 2dae. haha, was fun! hendri kip scaring us agn. we kept screamin. noise pollution my gosh. he is really scary when he scares ppl! i really tot he sounded like a monster! e first time he scared mi, i really tot tt it was a monster (although i noe there're no monsters in this world ><) . but overall was fun screaming. haha, n i m really slow. die le, y so slow? im like almost always e last one to place my hands there! n gt hit a lot of times. even sheery noticed tt! keke.

during this fastin period, i realised i actually eat a lot. i realised e moments when i get hungry. haha, my gosh. y do i eat so much? time to change! cannt waste money lol. tml gonna do proj agn! stressed out!! but i guess it'll be fun. im so happi to be in e same grp as ariel n reg! gonna pia tml agn! gogogo!

went to yjc 2dae to support audrey wit her choir concert! saw eugene while waitin for sheena. chatted quite a while. then his frens tot i his hu. LOL. laughin madly. seriously.. they tink too much. xD. aha, n audrey looks so cute! we were sitting on e second row. sheena n mi were whispering her name, she actually heard it! n turned! LOl. she was smiling to herself. so funni.

went on to mac wit sheen. saw john for e second time 2dae! then chatted a while too!

overall, 2dae was fun! xD

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 12:14 AM

discovered something really funny today! i have to trace this back to a few days ago.. if i'm not wrong. tt day, we went fc4 for our FOM project, and regina saw one guy ( an adult) wearing smartly. he actually helped 2 clear e trays, and regi n me were feeling like, oh wow! this lecturer is too good to be true!

aha, then today went to fc4 for our cd project, then was sitting down. then we saw that "lecturer" again. n guess wad? we saw his name tag! n realised he's not a lecturer! he's somewhat like the caretaker of the fc4! n we were laughing madly. we had thought he was a lecturer! my gosh, if only there was such a gd lecturer. maybe i have not met him yet. -_-lll lololol. n the caretaker looks so cute n smart! woo.

ate my lunch! nice! haha. later hendri came n scare mi while i was eating, i practically choked. LOl. horrible gay arr. lol. then regi n hendri was doing some funni bye bye actions! so funni! n tingfang was renacting the scene of TF= The Floater. lol, it was so funny! she's v cute sia! haha. n i realised when rz laughs, she's v cute too! my goodness! when i c ting n rz laugh i feel like laughin too. lol.

went to cca ltr. CMCC! it was really funn! i love my cca! haha, fun singing. n e most fun part was playing games at e later part. it was super funny!

having my dinner now. my gosh, so late. kay, ltr gonna research on EC proj. i'm really scared! hope i can find useful info!


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:37 PM

After school, i was down n feeling pretty useless about myself, but i shoved off the unwanted feeling and continued to be normal. nevertheless, as soon as i got home, the feeling drifted back...

this is gonna be really emotional, i guess if you don't want to read on, then its okay...

i am having difficulty with the lectures and tutorials. i don't seem to get a lot of things, where others could just get it into their heads once the teacher taught. i guess i'm really slow. i find it hard to absorb the things taught, and i was just wondering, am i just plain stupid? especially in IT lessons, there are a number of times when i can't catch up with the tutor. i was so confused and lost. it was at those kind of moments where i feel so bad about myself. i find it hard to ask my friends, cause i'm afraid of disturbing their work. i'm really trying hard to be independent, but i just can't seem to be able to. i am so.. tired..

When i think of statistics and FOM, i just feel so stressed. i don't understand what the statistics lecturer is talking about, n my FOM just sucks. i'm just so not a creative person.. For the presentation just now, i really tried hard to talk louder so that the teacher could catch what i was talking about. i was practically shouting? but he can't seem to hear clearly. kay, i'm sorry for writing these sad things out. i just wanna get it out of my chest. sorry if i spoiled your mood.

Am just wondering, why do time pass so quickly? its gonna be exams soon. n im still blur about my modules.

After pouring these things out, i'm feeling a whole lot better now. i guess i just need to rest first. Now when i think of it, i need to get back on my tracks. i don't know why but i suddenly feel like crying. i'm so sorry. Ya, and i will get back on my tracks. soon! I know that Jesus will guide me. ((:

once again, i'm so sorry for saying such sad things out. sorry.

i'm glad i have great frens! thanks for being with me, i know u all helped me lots. when i don't understand, u guys will try to help mi out. im sorry for bothering you all. i'm really glad to have u guys as my frens! i thank God for letting me know u ppl.! thanks to all my frens! thanks a lot. and i know i need u guys a lot. thanks! words can't express my gratitude..

nowadays hav been having late nights cause of projects. i guess all of us are tired. i wanna have a nice rest today, and be happy again tomorrow! waha, yay! finally, a nice sleep's waiting for me! keke, i actually had bloodshot eyes ytd nite. man, it was scary. glad it went away. ((:

n ya, my hp's officially spoiled! its the first time it spoiled! lol. i received a msg ytd morning, n was punching the buttons to view the message. and nothing happened! nothing at all! my goodness! i was saying, " don't do this to me! please recover arr!" nothing happened of coz. haha. and so it goes...! it felt really strange to be without a hp ya, really strange. haha. n i've got great news! mum offered to lend me her hp! i placed my sim card into her hp., so its the same number. just that the phonebk is hers. so i wont know who msged or called me! i guess i'll save the numbers as time goes. lol. thanks mum! love my mum!

kay i guess that's it. wanna have my dinner! byiiee!

takkire all. xD


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:30 PM

helllo!





gonna talk abt e sat celebration! haha, n so! my class went marina bay 2 celeb may ppl's bdae! waha, it was fun!!!!!!!!!!! okay, e cake was nice!! n i was so glad they didnt smash cakes! hahaha.





n so! oh ya, i haven put up e pics of e cards they made. haha. nice???! lol tingfang drew this! love this card! LOVE MY CLASS! N OUR CLASS FACS! LOL.

kay, we were afraid of e oil la, e steamboat thingy. so painn. e oil revenge sia. kip attacking us. e food was nice~! n there was crispy bun! love it! haha. then we played games. zhong ji mi ma. then loser hav 2 eat up disgusting things mixed by tingfang. LOL. first one i lost. last one too!. suay lehh. n e last one tasted disgusting. oh man, next time force mal e sabotager 2 eat! wahaha.

then we went home! haha. was fun! thanks!

okay, gt this from mal blog. asked mi post 6 weird things abt myself.

1. i cry easily n non-stop when i watch dramas, even at those parts where ppl find it, u noe, not touching. lol.

2. i eat a lot, jus love 2 eat, n gets hungry easily. but i could get full just by drinking. xD

3. Sometimes i may get really high n talks a lot, at other times i just have nothing 2 say. completely nothing!

4. I dun usually show my emotions 2 others. sometimes when i look happi on e surface, deep inside i could be really depressed.

5. i cant stay in one posture for long. i kip changin now n then.

6. aftr someone cracks a joke, i may be slow n stun for a moment be4 laughin. n if tt happens, i will laugh for a v long time. stop n laugh. stop n laugh agn. -_-

okay, i finally blogged! waha. nowadays been bz wit my hws n projs. i guess i onli slp 3-4 hrs daily. im so super tired! almost fell alsp durin lecture 2dae! mal is shuai! omg i cant believe i said tt! mal u should be happi. waha.

so i guess more projs r coming our way! waha, hope i can survive. kay, tt's all. byiiee!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:12 AM

helllo!

wed i went for connect grp! haha, it was great ya! i like my cg! haha. n i guess all of us actually said quite a lot of heartfelt words. n i learnt a lot. after e connect grp, they actually switched off the lights n brought out a cake, sung happy bdae song 2 mi! omg, i didnt expect it sia. super surprised. but i was malu-ing! haha, coz they all singing n looking at mi, felt like digging a hole. haha. but it was fun! n e cake was nice! ate till really full lol. they gav mi this cd as my present, n a card made by kit mei wit their msges. thanks cg! it was unexpected n i was so touched.

later at nite i received a lot of bdae msgs! was so happi. spent an hour plus replying them. break record sia this yr. i gt 40 bdae msgs. gosh. i tink its coz change skool so more frens tts y! then some unexpected ppl like eugene, vanessa, jack,zw n chenning msged too! gosh. so gan dong! unexpected. n i realised that God has granted mi a lot of great frens 2 treasure! thank God! n dad gave mi a hongbao! first time wor.. xD

so e next day, my bdae! haha. i was late meeting my class! ahh! i left my house at 10! then e lesson starts at 11. liddat still late! wonder izzit i walk too slow or wad. next time must leave 1 n a half hours be4. >< kay, felixia n regina waited for mi! haha, thankssi3! went 2 class n all. then during e proj break, e whole class sang bdae song 2 mi. n once agn! i feel like digging a hole n hide! lol. then they asked david 2 pass mi e card. then they say some funny things, malu! lol. n regina also said something funni! hahaha. but i appreciate it! thanks a lot! haha, really happy. n e card had a naruto in front! haha, tingfang drew it. thankss! ((: so nice of her.

so i went home n read the card. i read n kept on laughin n smiling. some of their msgs r really sweet, n funny ones too! lol. i read n read n forgt abt e time. was supposed 2 meet ping guo! LOL. then i rushed 2 e mrt stat! haha, then ping guo passed mi e present. thanks! haha. then went sun plaza wit sl, daph, xq, yj n sheena 2 celeb alvin's n my bdae. went kfc! so nice! i ate zinger! cheese fries! omg! nice! xD. there was another grp of ppl singing bdae song loudly. then xq they all say wan compete with them. then they sang bdae song 2 alvin n mi too. n it was LOUD. i was covering my face like mad lol. mei lian jian ren le. haha. but it was fun! haha.

aft tt daph, xq n sheena went home. left yj, alvin, sl n mi. hehe. went coffee bean. black forest drink rocks! haha. i received a msg from a mystery person who didnt wan 2 tell mi who he is. he actually said happi bdae 2 mi n when i asked hu is he, he jus said something like, " im someone who know u, but u dunno mi. but u saw mi be4. if u wan know mi, wait long long." n i was like, wad?? lol. then i told alvin, yj n sl, they say since he di xiao mi, they also go di xiao him.

sl sent him, " i know u too!"

yj, " mi too!"

alvin, "mi also!"

n we were like laughin madly. then he replied same msgs, " e other 2 ur frens huh?"

once agn, we laughed so loudly! e ppl at e next table were lookin at us. lol.

then they started 2 send random msgs like..

" how mani bananas u bringin tml?"
" wad time meet tml?"
" detention tmr rite? rmb 2 bring sleeping bag!" THIS IS SO FUNNI! lol!
then alvin acted as a maths freak n sent him a maths qns!! LOL! n they started forwarding e msges that other ppl sent them! was laughing a lot!! so funni lol!

n when e mystery person asked them qns they jus dun care n continue forwarding. hahaha. n then e person started 2 play wit them. n asked like " bring how many bananas?" LOL.

then aft some msgs, alvin say dun reply him liao. ltr he will call mi. lol, n he was rite. great at mind games sia! haha, n i realised he's ping guo's bro. laugh a lot!! wahahaha. it turns out i gt his no. wrong! no wonder! haha.

so anyway we went home! was a tiring day! but really fun! n happy. n!! haha, yay! i have 2 admit, this yr's e most memorable bdae i ever had! ((: thanks frens! all of u rock big time!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 2:05 PM