helloSs!

2dae went out to sembawang stat 2 meet sheena! keke, then wanlin called 2 ask where r we n we're still at sembawang! lol. she must be "vomiting blood" keke. then sheena came n we went yck meet elaine. haha, when we arrived at e bus stop then elaine jus came too! so qiao sia. 3 of us were late! lol! e 3 late queens meeting 2gth sure be super late! lol.

then waited 4 e bus 2 wanlin hse 4 abt 20mins! lol. on e way 2 her home, must walk a bit, was really hot!!!! then e traffic there v lag! lol, then sheena ask wanlin wad kind of place she live in, so lag one! lol. then f5 f5 f5 lol! ehh, maybe u all dun understand wad i mean by f5 la, but is an expression in maple lol. that expression is so cute! lol okiieee...

reached her house then played cards..lose de must eat pineapple tart, cookie or wad lol. sheena lost 3 times in a row! lol! she ate so mani, so ke lian! then cheryl, sheena n elaine noes how 2 play mahjong. but wanlin n mi dunno! aiya we too innocent le! keke ok jkjk! then we 2 play 2gth. we like so ben ben de, dunno how 2 play, dunno put wad! lol. then they teach us a biit then her mum also teach us a biit then noe a biit. lol.

was really fun! wanlin make de pineapple tart v nice! i love it! lol. e cookie also nice! n e kai xin guo in their hse nice nice! then we went home, was raining heavily! zhen shi de!

reached home! tired! hah then bath n went out 2 sp wit my cousins n siblings mac 4 their dinner. i nvr eat dinner coz i was quite full. went there then saw jack with his frens. then smile smile smile lol. siblings n cousins ate dinner n i was admiring them eating! lol no la, jkjk. chatting wit them keke. fun yupp. n we discovered something abt bro! hahahaaha!

then went shopp, couldnt find a nice n cheap handphone pouch. coz my hp pouch gt dyed with blue! omg i was so sad n xin tong! i like my pouch! although washed le still gt e blue dye on it. n my pouch's white somemore. lol. so maybe if cannt find cheap n nice de then continue 2 use it. hmm, mum spend a lot money 4 new yr! so dun wan buy ex de keke.

tml gonna move furnis 2 my new hse! thur we will officially move in our new hse! okie, so my former hse was in sembawang. guess where r we moving 2??? sembawang. yupp, v far sia. so funni n lame! haha but my new hse nicer lehh n bigger keke. but my rm's smaller! so small !!! n my sis n mi r usin e same rm! omg! tml i wan go joggin with myrin! ahhh, new yr eat a lot, must exercise!!

anyway, im havin kinda mixed emotions.. excited 2 move 2 my new hse yupp, excited i can live bck my own life, whole day open com. ya, n not so much restrictions liao, bck 2 my own life! but really sad, coz cannt live with myrin, cher they all liao.. quite sad 2 part wit them. although still will c one another, but still depressed.. at nite cannt chat liao, cannt say xin shi, cannt watch our fav dramas 2gth! cannt eat our fav tom yam maggie mee 2gth! ya, will miss them a lot!

anyway, will cherish e last few days i hav wit them! [ i say until like i going i die liao lol]

the end~ oh ya, my story! hahaha nowadays v bz sia. maybe when i move bck my own hse then continue wit e story. ya n fri going bishan park cycle wit wanlin they all! yay sure fun! looking 4ward!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:21 PM

helloSs!

cny was really bz 4 us lol.

sian but fun too! dunno wad im toking abt.

anyway...

below r e fotos! keke.



* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:00 AM

helloSs.

2dae woke up early in e morn then received a call from ping guo, he ask mi pei him go buy thing. so told him msg mi when he reachin sp. then i took my own sweet time bathin, eating lol. no la, actually i tried to be fast! keke. then i called wanlin n chatted wit her while i ate my breakfast. i so lame sia.

then went out to bring justin 2 skool wit myrin, then 2 my new hse! go choose paint keke. so i choose purple 4 my rm! keke, although i love black n white, but cannt paint black n white! keke will be mad if kip lookin at e black paint.

then went to sp meet ping guo, then wanlin called! lol, so i chatted on phone wit her. then sometimes put e speaker mode let ping guo hear lol. like she shoppin wit us liddat sia!

then met huiwen in sp, taught her amaths. then myrin came keke. then she like blockhead liddat!! she in a daze n nvr move at all one! omg, so funni! so taught until abt 6 then went home wit myrin.

so then went home watch tv. thought of wad choice 2 put. 1st choice is sp accountancy. dunno if can get in a not! hope myrin n mi both can get in!!

okie, so thats it! bye bye bye bye!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:08 PM

fri..

went bck 2 skool 4 results! keke, was so happi coz can wear my phs uni! i love my uni! hai, was was really afraid of e results la. be4 that we went 2 northpt BK, then was really funn yupp. n e food was NICE!

keke, so then we talked a lot, v funni aha. ltr on went 2 take train met audrey. then on e train, daph received call from chenning tellin some of us de grades, coz some of our names were on e notice board. then gt info, yj n sheena gt in top 24. keke pro sia. then gt 1 shocking news. my name was one e board too! omg. i was one of e most improved student! altogether gt 6. my gosh i xia dao! then say i gt 15 4 R5. was really happi n dizzy sia. also scared e info not true, happy 4 nthn.

then reached yck stat met alvin n went 2 skool c e board. n it was true! happi ya. praise God yea! elaine n fiona was also in e top 24, wow my frens so pro one lol. ya then gratz one another. then went 2 chapel. quite fast end leh e talk.

miss phs so much!!!!! missssss it a lot! was tinking last time y we dun like go skool, even wan pon, but now miss my skool so much. go j8 will tink of e mani times we went j8 be4 choir n most of e time late, then kip tinkin of excuses lol. miss studyin n playin in phs! yea n i love my uniform!

keke, bck 2 e topic, myrin msg mi her grades. she gt 18 for R5. yupp. good sia we all pass. then some of my frens cried. kip comfortin them. 2 tell e truth, i tink i dun really noe how 2 make ppl feel comforted, jus hug them, help them put things then gib them tissues. hope they noe tt there r ppl who care 4 them ba..

then wanlin like no news, then cannt find her. we were worried la, dunno wad she gt. then she called n we were so happi! okay, then she say her R4 gt 15! omg we were so happi!! can go celebrate wit her!

so went 2 choir first wit fiona, wanlin n sheena keke. then went 2 j8 n elaine n cher also gt go. lol. then was really funnn!!! wanlin n cher n fio went home first. then left elaine sheena n mi stay until v late. yupp, was really v fun!! we took neos!! keke.

then received a msg from myrin ask wad time i reaching home. then she say if i dun reach home soon tears gonna flood her rm le. so i quickly rushed home. then saw her sitting in e living rm, eyes red red. then it turned out tt her mum said tt she wasnt satisfied wit her grades, then her dad also not tt happi. so she cried. then comfort her.. aiyo a lot of ppl sad lor. i tink her parents shouldnt be so hard on her, instead should tell her, "well done!" its like, they make her feel worthless. im glad i hav my parents. sometimes i really wish 2 tell myrin's parents they shouldnt pressurise her so much, but they wont listen de. ...

then e next day, grandma kip sayin myrin, then she cried agn n was like arguing wit grandma. then myrin say herself stupid or wadever, i was "!!!! u where gt stupid!" then we all was like wan 2 help her but grandma was v ji dong then she wont listen de. so bro go ask grandma dun tok liao, but she nvr stop of coz. then i go take tissue wipe her tears. then wah, c her face like so pitiful kid liddat lor! then cher came bck also n kip tellin grandma to stop. ya, glad she hav all of us defending her! so great r frens n cousins ain't they? keke.

then went out amk wit san jie n myrin. cannt find nice shoes. then wen bugis street i bought a sneakers! keke. then myrin cannt find. she went to hougang with sanjie n bought! haha. then i went home ba. funn keke.

then sunday stay at home watch drama. then met huiwen teach her amaths. i love amaths! keke. then ask her abt poly.. yupp realised IT not 4 mi.

at nite think a lot then decided on business course. but haven summit yet, must tink properly.

then 2dae went east coast cycle wit elaine n wanlin. haha was fun but v hot! scared become chao da! keke then cycle a while onli then went eat lunch at mac. then went vivo. omg i feel tt vivo is so boring!!! nthn much i can buy de there de things! so ex n like so mani 4 workin ppl de. so sian sia. then called ping guo, say thur change venue dun wan go vivo keke. so change 2 watch movie in cine. keke. i wanna go far east! lololol, then wanlin say wan buy earrings 4 her sis.

then ltr met huiwen teach her amaths agn keke. this time is teach differentiation. glad i haven 4get much!

i miss my pendragon bk! n i realised my story is stucked at chap10. coz nowadays really not much time sia.

anyway, im gonna end here. byyiie! hope u all choose e rite path!





OUR NEOS!

took at j8 on fri. =) 4 tt darsx de, 2nd row: fiona. cheryl. sheena. elaine.

---------------------------------- 1st row: wanlin. me.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:30 PM

hihi! so long nvr blog liao. coz gt a lot of things to blog abt then i v lazy.. =P anyway 'O' results out on fri. so scared sia. i tink every1 also scared bahh.. hope english can pass. dunno wad will e adults say if myrin or mi gets worse, so tong ku one. haiizz, hope we get e same points la lol.

ehh, 2dae going northpt with myrin.. pei her buy prez 4 her fren.. then tml going out with wanlin n ping guo.. okie, now i gonna get 2 c them shy shy de. keke. so funni sia. nvr c wanlin shy be4 sia, hehehe.

anyway this reminds mi of something, 14 feb coming wahaha.. wonder how mani new couples it will bring, n how mani couples will reunite aft their tiffs. if onli i can hav e statistics! so funn! aiya i tink i v lame. i tink yj, sl, sheena they all wan send flowers 2 one another's skool 4 them sia. funni lei, admirersS?? keke. but i not in skool, if in skool fun! can c ppl receive their gifts, blar blar blar..haha then i ask them send to my hse. o.OO of coz they tink i siao lol.

anyway i tink 15feb going out with wanlin, ping guo n tt ping guo de fren. actually they wan 14 feb! [wahaha i laugh like siao when wanlin told mi] then wanlin cannt coz tt day her mum ask her go out wit her. LOL. her mum v funni.

so ya... then i miss my frens a lot! sl, sheena, yj, vivian, monica, zh!!!!!!! i miss u all so much!! n also, hope skool starts soon coz stay at home quite sian. i scared my brain rot keke. anyway, looking 4ward 2 skool reopening, but... not lookin 4ward to fri lor. all e best every1. lets be scared 2gth ba.


ShArDs [chapter10: Stay with me]

Josh watched Camie from outside her ward and shed tears uncontrollably. She was unbelievably pale and fragile, and it pained Josh's heart everytime he sees her weak body. He walked in, using every inch of his muscles to keep his tears under control.

Camie stared at him surprisingly.

"Josh... " She muttered weakly.

"Camie... I'm here... " Josh's voice cracked.

"My mum told you?" She raised her eyebrow with great effort.

"Yea... Why were you so foolish? I know everything now... The fact that you rejected me... It must be because of this illness. You didn't... didn't want to burden me... You didn't want me to feel sad because you thought you will depart anytime..." Josh's voice trembled with tears.

Camie smiled softly, "I'm gonna be gone sooner or later... I didn't want you to know lest you be miserable... That day, our date... It... it was the happiest day of my life... really... I fear i may not have the chance to tell you this... I must tell you today... now..."

Camie sat up slowly and painfully, staring straight into Josh's eyes with her crystal clear eyes.

"I... I... I love you, Josh."

Josh felt a warm feeling filling his empty heart for once.

"I love you too, Camie. And I need you. I will never let you die before me. Trust me. We will be together." Josh stared firmly into Camie's eyes and assured her immensely.

"You need to rest, Camie." Josh spoke calmly.

"No, Josh." Camie hung on tightly to Josh's warm hand.

"Please don't go... stay with me." Camie pleaded weakly.

" I will stay here and guard over you. Trust me, You have my word for assurance."

Camie closed her eyes calmly. It was the first time she slept so soundly.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:13 PM