so glad 2dae was a holiday! next thur n fri too! yay can get enough sleep, beta concentration for studying. haha, 2dae watched the magicians of love, then practiced amaths agn while listening to goong soundtrack. GOONG soundtrack rocks!!
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tml got tuition! haha looking forward! but be4 tt, i have to do my tuition hw!! arr!! nvm.. its my life! this is wad i have to go thro! lol!
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realised its more easy for mi to study with music n songs.. wonder y now i can concentrate while listening to the songs.. i wasn't able to do this in e past.. strange!
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im quite afraid tt im studying the wrong subjects.. i feel like giving up on physics.. but still, im afraid that i will get poor results for any of my subjects.. its like so shi bai.. jus have this kind of fear.. but i dunno how to study well for physics.. its like so hard.. n will i be able to make it for prelims? o levels? i have so many subjects..
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ending statement: goong soundtrack rocks!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:35 PM

this entry is dedicated to shiling, my great n smart fren! sl is so good in her amaths n she rock so much! 2dae was practising trigo hard, e qns was really difficult. haha, then called sl, n she helped mi! thank God for sl!
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haha, this is the first time i gonna praise sl! ain't u honoured? ha! she really taught mi well, i understand alot.. yay! thanks so much! yupp n i noe u sacrificed ur precious time for watching [save ur last dance for mi] to help mi with my amaths. =)
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yay sl rocks! haha n im nvr gonna praise u openly ever agn!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:37 PM

2dae was quite fun. the powerpuff girls performed magic tricks! oh wow! ah-mazing! lol, it was kinda funny n we were laughing quite a lot.. there was stretching too.. pro man! haha n zw was so funni.. asking zr to tap hj's shoulder for him.. while he let her tot it was him.. lame but funny lol..
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the chem test was quite okayy.. happy tt at least i noe how to do those qns.. dunno correct or not la.. then were looking for mr julian lau after skool for da CIP.. in vain.. wasted our time!! sheen was complaining haha.. it was kinda lame.. i think we spent at least 1 hr looking for him..
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later, we went to sun plaza lib, then mos.. but then.. i didnt do much of amaths! my thinking is just sooo slow! its so angonising! maybe i shall continue my amaths at 8pm.. yay!! n i jus got a good news! tml we gonna get mac breakfast! haha.. though i still feel really bored that i have to study so much.. but nvm, all will be well soon after O's!! look forward to it!
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heard that choir farewell party gonna be at night! how glamorous is tt! it sounds really fun! haha.. i believe everyone's studying really hard! jia you! jia you! jia you!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:20 PM

cry cry cry.. got back our O's chi results 2dae.. felt so sad.. although expected it to be quite bad, i was still hoping against hope.. but then, i still did not get an A. yj got A1, sheen got A2, momo got A1, sl, vivian, zh n mi got B3. at the ava rm, i saw my classmates cry.. i cried too, partly for them, n partly for my results.. just hope we all can hug 2gether foreva..
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when i reach home, realised my mum cooked my fav foods 2dae, coz she was hoping that i will get distinction n celebrate 2dae. she actually believed i will get distinction. yet i made her disappointed. if only i could get an A, at least i would be really happy n enjoy my dinner celebration. my mum, dad, my family would be happi too. feel so tong xin.. i know there r a lot more unfotunate than me, but i cant help it.. i really really wished n hoped to get A.
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just now called myrin, n she got A2. haha happy for her of coz.. =) dunno whether should i retake. somehow i feel that i will get worse if i retake, since it will be with the higher chi pupils, and i tink my chi is getting worse.. n too, i got a merit for oral..
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still, glad that God has helped me thro, didnt have confidence, actually feared that i will fail.. at least i got a B3.. Thank God! n whats better, i got A2 for my cca, so i get 2 bonus pts!
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now left the qns, should i retake?
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in the morn was quite fun! we got a staff as relief teacher.. haha it was really funny, coz her eng not very good.. n we all keep correcting her.. then she did not let us go promptly when it was recess.. haha n andre say we got limited food, coz the sec 3s will grab them all.. haha sounds like we r so poor n ke lian .. and say skool is prison.. then melson said something very funny.. he said " we dun even have freedom of food!" lol, really laughed till i dropp..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 4:45 PM

yo! 2dae was the dining etiquette day! it was suppaaa funnnn!
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in the morn, woke up 15mins earlier than usual, then folded my top gently into my bag. then went to the mrt station! hooray! e beginning of a new journey! lol. then saw sheena! yay, n then yj n sy n frens. then talked n then sl came in at khatib. haha did i mention yj, sheen n mi bought e same kind of bags? haha so fun!
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then went on usual lessons until after recess. we began to wash up n change into our formal wear. it was quite hasty but fun. then dressed up le, then went back to class. let me summarise wad i rmb of those ppl around mi, i mean, wad they wearing etc. lols.
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natalia was really beautiful! when she went in the class was like.." wow!" lols. her make up was cool, n she wore a really feminine attire. quite whitish n nice! sl wore white top, and a flowery skirt. look quite nice on her. yj wore a black dress that shows her figure! haha. she didnt wear e off shoulder one coz her mum forbids her to (she felt it was ugly). then vivian wore a full brown top n skirt, while zh wore a yellow top with black pearl necklace, plus a black skirt. quite nice!
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momo wore a cool white top with buttons and a olive green funky skirt. stella wore a pink top with a black jacket and skirt. its kinda lace. daph wore a white jacket outside n a nice skirt! xq wore a really nice butterfly necklace (suits her alot!) with a white top n skirt. very nice! haha. audrey wore a white top and skirt, with a small nice handbag. quite cute haha. shimin wore a black top and white skirt with a very cool black belt! wenqi wore a brown off shoulder top and a nice white skirt. june wore nice white top with a black jacket, and a black skirt. jasmine wore all black! like mi! cool man! haha.
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alvin wore a white top with pink stripes, jack wore all black. yupp n i realised most guys spiked their hair haha. then melson wore all black too, zw wore black with white stripes. andre wore white top with yellow or gold? tie. eugene wore a white top n black pants. then ben wore white top if i m not wrong. junwei wore black with white stripes i tink.. aiyo.. e guys one all almost e same so hard to rmb!
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yupp n elaine wore really like a bridesmaid! n sheena wore a black top n yellow skirt! fiona wore a maroon dress n a white big jacket.
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it was quite fun, and a lot ppl came our class c us.. lols, i ran away from wanlin. n yupp my heels are 7.5cm tall, its so hard to run n even walk properly. went for e etiquette, had quite a long time of talk. then ate our dinner served. i missed lunch n i was so hungry! but dinner wasn't as gd as wad i expected sia.. lol. n haha i m so tall with tt heels! taller than jack that i had to bend down to take tt pic! n also taller than zw! right hor? lol. at the train i tink i taller. but so sad im not taller than sheen although her heels shorter! onli same height. n yj n sl still taller than mi. i m nvr gonna be taller than them in my life!!!!
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then wen out took pics. took a lot of pics! it was really fun! then went out to orchard. 18 of us. yj, sheen, sl, wenqi, shimin, daph, xq, audrey, vivian, zh, momo, ben, alvin, jw, eugene, natalia and stella. was really fun. thought for abt 1 hr where to go. all squeezed into a lift at cineleisure n took a pic. n we were singing the national anthem. there was cctv there! lol. we took a lot of funny pics like one where we all stick out our legs lol. went burgar king n ate. ben asked e assistant for 10 bbq sauces n the she actually said she had to call the manager. lols! in e end onli took 5.. then at e mrt asked alvin take a video of our shoes. lol n sheen say he looked like a pervert lols. was really fun n we all sat the train to marina bay n came back home. reached home at abt 10pm.
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so overall, this was a fun n tiring day! n my leg ached so much! conclusion: guys should wear high heels to know our sufferings! high heels pains so much!!!!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:50 PM