cry cry cry.. got back our O's chi results 2dae.. felt so sad.. although expected it to be quite bad, i was still hoping against hope.. but then, i still did not get an A. yj got A1, sheen got A2, momo got A1, sl, vivian, zh n mi got B3. at the ava rm, i saw my classmates cry.. i cried too, partly for them, n partly for my results.. just hope we all can hug 2gether foreva..
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when i reach home, realised my mum cooked my fav foods 2dae, coz she was hoping that i will get distinction n celebrate 2dae. she actually believed i will get distinction. yet i made her disappointed. if only i could get an A, at least i would be really happy n enjoy my dinner celebration. my mum, dad, my family would be happi too. feel so tong xin.. i know there r a lot more unfotunate than me, but i cant help it.. i really really wished n hoped to get A.
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just now called myrin, n she got A2. haha happy for her of coz.. =) dunno whether should i retake. somehow i feel that i will get worse if i retake, since it will be with the higher chi pupils, and i tink my chi is getting worse.. n too, i got a merit for oral..
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still, glad that God has helped me thro, didnt have confidence, actually feared that i will fail.. at least i got a B3.. Thank God! n whats better, i got A2 for my cca, so i get 2 bonus pts!
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now left the qns, should i retake?
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in the morn was quite fun! we got a staff as relief teacher.. haha it was really funny, coz her eng not very good.. n we all keep correcting her.. then she did not let us go promptly when it was recess.. haha n andre say we got limited food, coz the sec 3s will grab them all.. haha sounds like we r so poor n ke lian .. and say skool is prison.. then melson said something very funny.. he said " we dun even have freedom of food!" lol, really laughed till i dropp..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 4:45 PM