konnichiwa! ehh, btw, realised that physics i add some marks for mcq, so i dun really know wads my total marks. somehow i think my L1R5 will be more than 20, n i think i may flunk english too, judging from what mr white said about our essays. i wonder if mine was considered a message. the topic is just so impt!

i think e gonna get back all our results tomorrow. quite scared, but not too scared too. figured out theres no time for me to be sad about my prelims. O's is still the most paramount one. so i gonna focus on preparations for O's. nowadays practicising maths, but have a bugging feeling that i haven studied much.

looking forward to self study where we can stay at home n study! i think they should let us start self study sooner! i think 13 oct is the grad service, then we can hav self study le! hooray!

gosh gosh gosh i think i dun really hav enough sleep nowadays coz i was watching tv late! but i wanna watch! n i wonder y i like hav so little time. not enough time to watch tv, sleep n study! Jesus help mi!

i re read dairy of a teenage girl. its really a great bk, not to mention the other series further on. yeah, we should read them! gonna focus a lot of O's now! reached a conclusion 2dae, i m responsible for myself. even if i get poor results for O's, its still my fault, not others. so i hav decided not to let myself live in regret. i gonna grab this chance and do my best! dun wanna let my parents down. guess its the final sprint, aft O's i can enjoy all i wan for a really really long time. so i guess i gonna study hard, but not like crazy! wahaha!

had a little talk with yj, n i realised even more that studying is not exactly boring if u dun tink that way. i guess it hav its fun too. yj doesnt feel that studying is very hard n difficult, so i think i should try not to hate studyin so much. i only hav to work hard for about 2 months or so n i'll be free! looking forward to freedom day!

okay, aft the talks n prayers, im stronger than be4, n shall do my best.

shall cheer for one another! lets help one another k? maybe i should try to like going to skool since i may not be able to after a few months time. i will miss my frens a lot! n although im pretty sure i wont end up in the same skool as my intelligent frens=D, i guess i shall try my best too. n i should cherish them. omg, y do i feel as if im nvr gonna c them ever agn?

so thats all for 2dae, pray that all of u out there will trust in Jesus's guidance and work hard! gambatte!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:49 PM