HelloSs!

tml going far east plaza with wanlin aha. then ltr gonna go catch a movie with elaine, fiona they all ha. m looking forward, sounds fun! gonna shop for new clothes n stuffs. waha, sure v fun!

anyway, thinking hard of wad 2 wear tmr! ahh, headache! aha, im running out of clothes sia, always wear e same ones. sheena, we rock! always wear e same clothes repeatedly aha!

nowadays quite slack, dun really like it. realised that slacking is actually so sian. but really happi gt a lot of dates with my frens haha.

now, now, fei hua shao shuo. Chapter4 is out! hehe. kip e suspense going!


ShArDs [chapter4: The mystery unveiled?]

The next day, Camie had came to school far earlier than usual in order to avoid Josh. She could not pluck up the courage to face Josh. She felt her energy drained away at the thought of being distant from Josh.

However, Josh was nowhere to be found, even when lessons were just a few minutes away. Time is ticking away, yet where is Josh? Camie worried.

"Hello." The DJ spoke solemnly.

The voice snapped Camie out of her thoughts.

"Testing one, two, three." It sounded... familiar. Was it Austin?

"It took me great courage to say this to the public. Yet, i'm determined. Although rejected, I hope for a miracle."

"Would you give me this chance? To be with you? I need you, Camie."

Horror was fixed on Camie's face. She was touched, yet embarrassed. Reality struck her as she dashed out of the classroom and flung open the doors of the studio.

Josh turned facing her and they locked eyes, once again.

"Stop it, Josh." Camie said between sobs.

"Why won't you give me the chance? Just what are you afraid of?"

"No, no! I can't tell you Josh! Stop it, stop pretending that you know everything. Just stop it!"

"Tell me, just what exactly is bothering you? Please, let me help." Josh's expression bored sincerity.

Camie's eyes softened.

"I... I..."

"Tell me, Camie."

"I... I... I can't... I can't be a burden to you..."

"What is it that you can't burden me with?"

"I... I... Josh... you... don't understand... I'm just... I'm just... not good enough for you..."

Josh held her face softly. "Please, do not say these. You are my destined girl. You're the one, the only one. Just trust me."

"I'm sorry... I... I can't!" With that, Camie ran out of the studio in tears, with the door slamming shut behind her.

Josh was abandoned, once again. just that this time round, everything was over. Josh threw a tight fist at the walls of the studio, totally ignorant of the physical pain. He was bleeding inside, and it was painful... very painful...

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:34 PM