hihi! so long nvr blog liao. coz gt a lot of things to blog abt then i v lazy.. =P anyway 'O' results out on fri. so scared sia. i tink every1 also scared bahh.. hope english can pass. dunno wad will e adults say if myrin or mi gets worse, so tong ku one. haiizz, hope we get e same points la lol.

ehh, 2dae going northpt with myrin.. pei her buy prez 4 her fren.. then tml going out with wanlin n ping guo.. okie, now i gonna get 2 c them shy shy de. keke. so funni sia. nvr c wanlin shy be4 sia, hehehe.

anyway this reminds mi of something, 14 feb coming wahaha.. wonder how mani new couples it will bring, n how mani couples will reunite aft their tiffs. if onli i can hav e statistics! so funn! aiya i tink i v lame. i tink yj, sl, sheena they all wan send flowers 2 one another's skool 4 them sia. funni lei, admirersS?? keke. but i not in skool, if in skool fun! can c ppl receive their gifts, blar blar blar..haha then i ask them send to my hse. o.OO of coz they tink i siao lol.

anyway i tink 15feb going out with wanlin, ping guo n tt ping guo de fren. actually they wan 14 feb! [wahaha i laugh like siao when wanlin told mi] then wanlin cannt coz tt day her mum ask her go out wit her. LOL. her mum v funni.

so ya... then i miss my frens a lot! sl, sheena, yj, vivian, monica, zh!!!!!!! i miss u all so much!! n also, hope skool starts soon coz stay at home quite sian. i scared my brain rot keke. anyway, looking 4ward 2 skool reopening, but... not lookin 4ward to fri lor. all e best every1. lets be scared 2gth ba.


ShArDs [chapter10: Stay with me]

Josh watched Camie from outside her ward and shed tears uncontrollably. She was unbelievably pale and fragile, and it pained Josh's heart everytime he sees her weak body. He walked in, using every inch of his muscles to keep his tears under control.

Camie stared at him surprisingly.

"Josh... " She muttered weakly.

"Camie... I'm here... " Josh's voice cracked.

"My mum told you?" She raised her eyebrow with great effort.

"Yea... Why were you so foolish? I know everything now... The fact that you rejected me... It must be because of this illness. You didn't... didn't want to burden me... You didn't want me to feel sad because you thought you will depart anytime..." Josh's voice trembled with tears.

Camie smiled softly, "I'm gonna be gone sooner or later... I didn't want you to know lest you be miserable... That day, our date... It... it was the happiest day of my life... really... I fear i may not have the chance to tell you this... I must tell you today... now..."

Camie sat up slowly and painfully, staring straight into Josh's eyes with her crystal clear eyes.

"I... I... I love you, Josh."

Josh felt a warm feeling filling his empty heart for once.

"I love you too, Camie. And I need you. I will never let you die before me. Trust me. We will be together." Josh stared firmly into Camie's eyes and assured her immensely.

"You need to rest, Camie." Josh spoke calmly.

"No, Josh." Camie hung on tightly to Josh's warm hand.

"Please don't go... stay with me." Camie pleaded weakly.

" I will stay here and guard over you. Trust me, You have my word for assurance."

Camie closed her eyes calmly. It was the first time she slept so soundly.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:13 PM