been pretty tired nowadaes, hmm, actually, v tired. keke. i slept really late n woke up really early 4 skool. like usually i can lie down on bed for hours n jus cant get 2 slp. nowdaes can jus fall alsp immediately. hai, tts e bad thing abt living so far away from my skool...

started our lessons. cant really blend in wit e poly life. like lots of lectures wit ppt n stuffs, n jus notes. not textbks. if its textbks, at least all e info r stored inside that i can read anytime. but now r like jus notes. i feel tt e notes r like, too general. n dun really hav much exercises 4 us 2 do. like, im someone who cant really absorb much durin lessins de. usually i nid go home n read e bk agn n get it into my head. yea, so i guess im not a fast learner after all. thats y i feel like i didn't learn much these 2 days. like.. so slack. n i dun really like e feeling. like, my head is.. empty! ahh, so sian.

yea, n we hav 2 bring our laptops everiidae? its supaa heavy, i cant really take it much le. n a lot of info r on e net. then we hav 2 go net n c, n sometimes even print out. but my printer's spoiled, so its v ma fan 4 mi. dunno wad 2 do la.. im too tired 2 tink..

6th week gt exam if im not wrong. n i hav nthn in my head! lets hope i can make it 4 e exam. hmm, pretty sad now ya. like, i tot it would be a new beginning but now i alrdy find it hard 2 cope. but i pretty much guessed it, since i have no accounting background at all. anyway, i'll still work hard n not let myself down. yea, n my parents paid so much 4 my skool fees! i wanna repay them wit my gd grades. keke.

guess e beginning of e jouney will be hard, but i guess i'll get used 2 poly life soon. yea, Jesus will guide us ya =)

im actually pretty sad abt my knee injury, its like, i cant do a lot of things, cant participate in a lot of things. even e accounting race also cannt. i guess i feel pretty.. jue wang. like, when will it recover? hmm, i hope my knee will recover soon. i really wanna run like everyone else! yea so 4 e accounting race tmr i'll hav 2 stay n look aft e bags. aha, at least gt frens pei mi. n im quite zi bei too, coz my knee look ugly wit tt injury. guess it cant be helped =( sad like .. haii..

k la, 2dae's entry like quite saddening. sry ehh, coz not really feeling happy. haha, but i'll still be optimistic! hehe. ya n i'll try hard 2 absorb wad e lecturer say. ><

i wan my cardigan! xD. hoping 4 a better day tmr!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:05 PM