So, i have made a decision, but suddenly felt that i've lost my life purpose. Like a big part of my life was ripped out of me. Hmm, wonder if i made the wrong decision. Ahh..but it seems like there's not much of a turning back. Even if i turn back, it'll be tough too. Ahh, jing tui liang nan. will just take one step at a time. Maybe i was too used to it, so i may feel like something's missing ba. Hope that all will turn out well =)

Exams are coming. Super worried. i think i will flunk this coming ca2. Not much time to study and do tutorials. I need forgo my hours of sleep le.!

Hmm, my grandfather's not doing well.. old age ailments. He's kind of suffering, and its real sad to see that. I think i haven not done much for him, cause i'm not really close to him. Sigh.. I'm such a bad granddaughter. It must be hard for my grandmother to take care of him too, since she's also old. But still, glad my uncle and his wife is living with them, together with their baby! At least they can take care of them, cause they live quite far from us. Ahh, I don't know what i can do for my grandfather. Really hope he gets well soon. But mum says its pessimistic. =( I had always thought that we were not that close, but i still feel e heartache. I'm starting to miss my grandfather le...

Guess thats all ba. bye~ take good care frens!